his scene hits me far harder now ever since I lost my fiance last year due to medical malpractice.

his scene hits me far harder now ever since I lost my fiancée last year due to medical malpractice. She was my everything; my kindness, my hope, my joy. She was bawling at the end of 2049 and when I asked her what was wrong, she said "I hope K and Joi are in heaven." I couldn't argue with her on the whole point of the movie whether or not they had souls to begin with but it really touched me - sometimes in the darkest of times there is some mercy and solace and everything will be alright in the end.

It's a neverending nightmare, waking up everyday knowing you met the perfect girl and did everything you were supposed to and she isn't here anymore. But no matter what, I gotta keep moving on, finding whatever purpose I was put on here to do, until one day I'll be with her again. Rest in peace, Holly, my love, I will be with you again someday.

Keep up the uploads, man. Been working out to Doom and AoT mixes almost everyday. Really helps to channel my anger into my lifts and heavy bag work, it's a tremendous help

  1. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    test

  2. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Whatever, avengers 5 is coming out

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Bro, same. What’s your favorite Marvel movie dude?

  3. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    you, yes you anon, what race was the people you imagined while reading this? me two whites, what about you?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Yea weirdly enough not sure why

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        *yea same

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Holly's one of those weird ass names that I switched from white and fat to Filipino when I read it.
      For the fella? White Hispanic

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Yes , because its the gayest race.

  4. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I am a 45 yo father, probably one of the oldest people watching this movie. I am a single farther to my Son, who is 14 now. My son got this movie for Christmas from his uncle, so we installed it on his bluray player and he started watching. By the end of the week he had 24 hours on this movie. This was horrible for me, as it was already hard for me to find ways to spend time with my son, as he is always out with his friends or just, watching YouTube. So i decided to make a Letterboxd account and get this movie to see if I could maybe watch alongside him. loaded into the movie, saw the characters and world and started watching but I was stuck on what you where supposed to get out of it. I asked my Son for help and he hosted a viewing for me to join. loved it as it was the best time had spent with my Son since my wife had died. This movie has ever since brought me and my son closer again and now we actually spend time together outside the house together as well. This movie reminded me that there's fun to be had in everything, and it has brought both me and my Son many happy memories.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      if this is not a larp im truly happy for you anon. i wish you get to spend even more quality time with your son

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        A steam game review changed.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        its a copypasta

  5. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >amerifat health care system

  6. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Have you considered getting revenge on the medical "professionals" who killed her?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      And then what? You think that will bring ger back or fill the void of her absence?

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        no, but maybe they'll make a movie about it

  7. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >oneitis
    Thats sounds pretty fucking gay bro,
    heres something more of your taste

  8. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >assumed this was pasta
    >archives say it wasn't
    What the fuck, OP. Uploads?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Probably a youtube comment

  9. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    imagine being sad over a stranger. if its not your blood its irrelevant.

  10. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Nice blog post

  11. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I can relate to that anon. My gf didn’t die, she broke up with me after I got cancer and had to drop out of college and was struggling to get back on track in life. I remember one time she cried because she was scared that when we went to heaven we wouldn’t have individual bodies anymore or they would change and she wouldn’t get to be with me or that we would be changed. She used to cry over stupid stuff like that every now and then and I would laugh a little but it was actually quite touching, I would hug her and kiss her cheek and she’d tuck her head under my chin and I’d ask her to do something fun with me that would cheer her up, like make a recipe or water her plants

  12. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >I feel like this but bros don't know he's stressed
    >I lost the only girl in the world that know me best

  13. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >sex haver
    join your fiancee

  14. 1 week ago
    Pkchp_xprs

    I came thank you

  15. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I feel you, OP. My condolences. Hope you find peace.

  16. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I fucked Holly.

  17. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    She sounds like a real catch, anon. I hope for her sake and yours, the people behind the malpractice answer for what they did. Live a life she'd be proud of.

    Last time i saw this movie was with my pal from grad school. We'd get a pizza and choose a movie to watch after each exam, and last time it was br2049. He didn't seem that grasped by it but he did gasp when joi got stomped on. Then after the movie he told me he hadn't seen the original.

  18. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    bump

  19. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    sometimes, death is a good thing, to be released from this world, is but a dream of mine

  20. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    So i am a retard if i think that this movie is beautiful but the script is shit and Ana's character was pointless?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      yes
      Her name is JOI, anon...joy, get it? K lost his joy

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
        That's retarded.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          STOOOOOOOOOOOP

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >So i am a retard if i think that this movie is beautiful but the script is shit and Ana's character was pointless?
      No necessarily, it just means you have a lot of other issues

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        >No necessarily, it just means you have a lot of other issues
        Like?
        What undertone i missed about a robot that can mimic any human body function and Anita's character?
        the idealization of women? and that they are whores in the end? Or that base dwellers self inserted like Goose's character?
        Because the movie is too long and if you remove all that shitty romance it would've been the perfect running time.
        Looks gorgeous tho.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          lack of sympathy or empathy is a psychopathic tendency

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Finding your story insipid and your problems boring maybe just mean that they are.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          >What undertone i missed
          the overall theme of bladerunner is you can't build things that are ostensibly human and then expect them to act like machines. the replicates have minds identical to humans, save for the fact humans made them. then joi is a digitization of a human mind, made to love, genuinely, thus that's what she did. her last words, when she realized she was about to be destroyed, didn't have to be, "i love y-," but that's what she wanted to say in that moment.

          but for whatever reason a lot of people on Cinemaphile can't really grasp the idea that a machine could be conscious, could be expressing genuine emotion. there's probably a religious angle to this, but who knows. such sentiments are usually expressed in broken english so writing all of this out was a waste of time.

  21. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I have a wife of 9 years and I'm pretty worrisome of her likely early demise because she's a clutz with high blood pressure. Losing her to medical malpractice would be nuts.

  22. 1 week ago
    Anonymous
  23. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >All the gays ITT who found love
    Doesn't matter if you lost it, you don't belong here anymore

  24. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    didn't read

  25. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    > I hope K and Joi are in heaven

    Your girl was retarded as fuck. The fact that JOI is artificial is clear in the movie.

  26. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    You never had a girl friend you incel

  27. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Copied YouTube comment perhaps

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