I wish I was like those guys, chill, confident, enjoying themselves every living moment and not the neurotic anxiety ridden fricktard that I am.
Is "Law of attractions" just a meme? Can I larp as one of them until I become just like them?
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maybe get some role-models that are actually real people
>actually real people
nice b8
Everybody hates these guys. They only survive if they're the second-in-command to someone who isn't a moron and they're smart enough to listen to that guy.
Everybody seem to like me (as a friend only) yet I feel absolutely miserable. I'd trade being likeable for being someone who loves himself
You have to make a big change and if you ever get to the mental place you want to be, for fricks sake try to stay like that. The point I was the most free of neurosis in my life was when I was living in a cabin, working as a deckhand fishing and crabbing. I fricked like 5 girls in half a year and felt totally free and like I could do anything. Then I decided to go back to college and ended up living with my parents again at 26. Within 6 months I was a neurotic mess again, all confidence gone, hoeless, drinking almost every night.
Man, this sounds familiar. Every time I visit my hometown for a week while living with my parents I feel like the looser I was back in school and every single complex of mine surfaces again. What's up with that?
looser than what?
>tfw I'm back in that place where I'm binge eating, my anus is bleeding from the binge eating, my headaches are back, I'm hitting my head on the walls and I'm tormented by the fact that I've left my capeshit collections unfinished and am buying things I don't even like just to round them all up
Why am I so goddamn autistic?
>my anus is bleeding from the binge eating
playboy, what is this?
He's putting the food in the wrong end
Hemmorhoids. When I get too anxious I go to the bathroom 3 or so times per day. My feces are inbetween hard and soft, so I can't push it all out, I have to scrape them while wiping, my skin gets irritated, and basically I go through Hell. Thank God for creams... Hell, this time around I even have one of those huge boil-like pimples at the end of the nutsack/taint. When anxiety hits me I lose it. Sometimes I even think my face "morphs" in the mirror.
Eat more fiber and less junk shit
Take fiber with a stool softener.
Glad I am. Others seem to have a problem with it, tho
Comparison is the thief of joy. Especially stop comparing yourself to perfect fictional characters.
not truly
>Know I need to get out there and do something social
>Every time I get out of my comfort zone, either my borderline autism prevents me from fully enjoying myself or whatever event I attended just ended up a waste of time/money
>Go back to comfort zone
>Repeat
you can't because they're not real people. lots of character attraction comes from the godlike feats they perform that are entirely in the domain of scriptwriters imagination. as a real guy you would probably be dead around episode 3
>not real people
Lalo is entirely fictional and HBO's Marc Antony is a fictionalized portrayal of a man who lived 2000 years ago, for all intents and purposes he's not real and you shouldn't model yourself after him.
>you shouldn't model yourself after him.
I don't
Well, good.
SNIVELRY
no because if you act like them while not having power and authority you'll just end up like a clown and potentially get into trouble
I met lalo in real life back in 2003. He always a cool and humble too. He used to do mexican novelas
>absolute chad
He worships dogs and reptiles. He blackens his eyes with soot like a prostitute. He dances and plays the cymbals in vile nilotic rites.
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I liked that one Antony scene where he hired prostitutes just to fight each other with weapons and shields in his home.
You just need money to do that.
dalton is fun but not even close to the level of actor as purefoy, and anthony was actually well written unlike superhero lalo
I noticed that nobody will ever refute you calling someone "neurotic" because people are very uncertain about the actual meaning of the word.
If you could've you would've already. Simple as