The problem with being an aspie is that you’re too normal to identify yourself with true autists and you are too autistic to ever be one of the normies. We are stuck in no mans land alone, fending for ourselves.
You have to play a character in all social in tractions instead of getting to be yourself. You have to plan conversations in advanced with dialogue trees so you always know the socially acceptable thing to say. There’s no such thing as speaking naturally without coming off as a weirdo or butthole.
>You have to plan conversations in advanced with dialogue trees so you always know the socially acceptable thing to say
That's probably why you guys are drawn to Cinemaphile; It's like the only place you be yourself.
>There’s no such thing as speaking naturally without coming off as a weirdo or butthole.
Yeah, that's the difference between weirdos like us, and Chad. Chad is likeable by default, because the world needs Chads. I explained something Chad did in my other post (he approached a pretty girl and spoke to her); I could never do that in my life, and that's why we need people like that. Without confident men, the human race would probably cease to exist.
I’ve always heard mixed things about it so I just stayed away
You could just go on Youtube and watch gameplay of it, and see that the combat isn't good. It's like card based.
ass burgers isn't even real. the psychologist who "discovered" it diagnosed people with it to save his patients from the nazis. it's for neets who don't want to have to socialize like everyone else.
Oh, do you? I always knew what kind of person I am, but it was weird to see exactly what I am written out. This is what I read.
https://psychcentral.com/health/signs-of-schizoid-personality-disorder
Do you have imaginary friends like I do? I used to write stories where I did stuff with them, and it was nice. It was like I was forcing myself to daydream.
Absolutely. I've posted my waifu twice in this thread, and she was in those stories I mentioned. I'm guessing you never wrote any, but I did. I would do it on my phone with the Writer Plus app, like I was creating my own kino. I did that when I was younger too; I would write on paper instead of a phone.
3 months ago
Anonymous
I love Saber so much I think about her all the time
3 months ago
Anonymous
Saber from Fate/Stay Night? She was a lot more popular on old Cinemaphile, because there were more anime fans. Even I played Fate/Stay Night (the Visual Novel) because Cinemaphile did stuff like that back then. I used to browse Cinemaphile, because I was a gamer.
3 months ago
Anonymous
Yes I read her vn and fell in love hard
3 months ago
Anonymous
>Yes I read her vn
Mhm. Did you watch any anime? I remember watching the Fate/Stay Night anime, and it was terrible, but Fate/Zero was good. Do you play the gacha?
3 months ago
Anonymous
I don’t play the gacha. I have seen zero and ubw. I thought zero was pretty cool and found the ubw anime to be fairly boring. I haven’t seen the original stay night anime or the heavens feel movies. I’m content just going back to the vn
3 months ago
Anonymous
>I don’t play the gacha
The gameplay isn't good anyway. >I haven’t seen the original stay night anime
That's the one I'm saying is bad. It was just low quality, whereas Zero was better animated, and the fight scenes are good. Some anime companies are just better than others.
3 months ago
Anonymous
I’ve always heard mixed things about it so I just stayed away
3 months ago
Anonymous
The whole fate series is dogwater, full stop. It’s true that some of the ufotable series had impressively animated fight scenes, but that’s it. The narrative is gutter trash.
3 months ago
Anonymous
I love fate stay night with my life >full stop
homosexual
Why are you concerned? Being a schizoid can't be that big of a problem, if they're still around; It means some of them are reproducing. I heard an anon say once that Hitler was a schizoid.
I've seen women in public that were probably schizoids. If a woman is sitting by herself, then it's entirely possible that she's a schizoid. I remember in high school, there was a girl who was always alone. She was really pretty, but always by herself. I'm the male equivalent of that. Nobody really had the courage to speak to her, I don't think. My Chad friend asked her for a hug and got one; I remember that.
No, you wouldn't, because the whole schizoid thing is about avoiding other people. If I go to the city, I sometimes see women walking around by themselves. They're probably just like you and me.
wow, check marks across the board for me
but it can't possibly be that bad, right?
surely just being asocial lines up with all of these as well without going as far as being schizo
I don't want to be one of those blue hairs that go around spewing all of their mental disorders, self diagnosed I might add
Why not? You're on Cinemaphile, aren't you. You're in a thread full of people exactly like you. It must be pretty bad. What confuses me is how schizoids still exist if it's so bad. The only possible explanation is that we live in a society, and it's not the right society for us.
Oh, do you? I always knew what kind of person I am, but it was weird to see exactly what I am written out. This is what I read.
https://psychcentral.com/health/signs-of-schizoid-personality-disorder
Do you have imaginary friends like I do? I used to write stories where I did stuff with them, and it was nice. It was like I was forcing myself to daydream.
Should I be worried if I fit all these?
Little to no showing of emotion that isn't guarded, rarely feeling excitement. I rarely find people sexually attractive even if I can objectively say they're pretty/handsome.
Only a handful of safe people. I have one good friend and I don't actively seek out any more. Once started to make a friend with a lesbo at my old job, stayed round her flat, went to see a show together and then I never kept in contact when I left due to my autism making me have a melty.
>Should I be worried if I fit all these?
No, and I wrote like a novel in this thread about why it's not a problem. Think about it: Why is there even one schizoid, unless it's a perfectly normal personality. If people like us struggle, I think it's a problem with the world, and not us. Struggle builds character anyway.
Are you struggling? I've been poor my whole life, and when I die, I'll have died without having a girlfriend. Nobody cares about people like us, so I hope all my schizoid buddies enjoy the afterlife. I hope it exists for all our sakes.
3 months ago
Anonymous
>I've been poor my whole life, and when I die, I'll have died without having a girlfriend
It is like looking in a mirror. Godspeed, anon.
3 months ago
Anonymous
I've suffered so long that I now cling to the belief that life is just a very long planning stage. It's like we're all downloading a game, and we'll all get to play it, just not in this place.
3 months ago
Anonymous
It's what I have to believe, because life is too unfair. Why is someone rich and another person not? Bad luck? Is what life is - a dice roll? That's way too bullshit for me to accept. I have to believe that everyone gets what they want in the end. I'll fricking will that system into existence because I'm so mad.
3 months ago
Anonymous
Not everyone gets what they deserve, Turing is a legendary aspie that saved millions of lives by shortening the length of ww2 and all he was rewarded with was cruelty and suicide. While autismos like zuckerberg are billionaires for creating something that originally was made to emotionally hurt people for his pleasure
3 months ago
Anonymous
>Not everyone gets what they deserve
I don't really care about deserve; I think everyone should get what they want. Why is that not possible? Because we're in reality right now, right? Okay, so maybe everyone gets what they want after. Why the frick are humans even here if they can't get what they want? It makes no sense, unless we get what we want later.
I have nothing, so life is too incomprehensible for me. One of you guys should try spending your lives on Cinemaphile and maybe you'll understand what I mean. You'll come to the realisation that there's no way that this is all there is.
3 months ago
Anonymous
Anon my partner killed himself and I felt his presence many hours before I knew he was dead. I know there is something but I don’t know what that is or if it lasts that long after. You’d think knowing something like that would give you answers but it doesn’t. I just know he was in a better place, I just wish I knew how this world worked and what that next is.
t. Fellow autist
3 months ago
Anonymous
There is nothing “next” anon you dumb frick. Humans are a cosmic fluke that wasn’t meant to exist. We were never meant to be self aware like we are. It defeats the whole purpose of existence and evolution. Every other being on earth just exists because they exist but humans need some “ higher purpose” and for what? We live and we die like everything else. There is no purpose other than existence itself so stop bullshitting yourself about an afterlife.
3 months ago
Anonymous
Hey man you believe what you want to believe I guess we will al find out one day anyway
3 months ago
Anonymous
That’s why I smoke so I die sooner of “natural causes”
Naw, real autism is worse. Schizoids are just... it's like mild autism. It's kind of like a super power, in my opinion. Something I often say is that I've won every waiting game in my entire life, and you can only win if you're able to enter your head instead of staying where you are. What is a person doing while waiting? Nothing, so you have to go inwards. If you're good at that, then your patience is unbeatable.
I would probably know better than anyone, because while people were talking to each other and doing stuff in school, I would just sit by myself. There's nothing left to do in that scenario but think. You become a master of entertaining yourself.
I would probably know better than anyone, because while people were talking to each other and doing stuff in school, I would just sit by myself. There's nothing left to do in that scenario but think. You become a master of entertaining yourself.
The hardest and saddest thing, and it came from fellow autists on this board, is learning that even if you were someone else; the ripped jacked 6 foot 12 chad, you'd still be (you).
The unsure withdrawn (you) that there's no escape from.
>even if you were someone else; the ripped jacked 6 foot 12 chad, you'd still be (you).
The board that knows that best is Cinemaphile. You could look like Gigachad, but if you don't act like Gigachad, you'll be a Cinemaphilener. I could never act like Chad, because I'm not. I've been friends with them, but I'm not them. I've always been a smart guy, or a nice guy, and not Chad. You can't really change who you are.
The thing about Chad is, he's usually not a smart guy, so society and civilisation actually needs non-Chads. That's how you can cope.
I'm not Reddit, and if you're going to be rude then you can talk to other anons, who are much more likely to be Reddit. Please enjoy their company, but I suspect you don't.
>friends with a chad
If you're a glutton for punishment, be my guest. Must be like being a starving man in the presence of a banquet ass meal and not being able to have any. I never met a 'good' one, they were all stereotypically handsome douchebags, but it's cool that he let you be seen with him at times when no one else was looking.
Happy monday, fellow autists.
>I never met a 'good' one
Really? Do you know any Christians? They're not all ugly. I mean real Christians and not Cinemaphile Christians. If someone is religious, then they'll be a good person, and that's how you might find someone handsome and moral.
>it's cool that he let you be seen with him at times when no one else was looking.
We actually went to bars and clubs together, but you can cope however you want.
You didn't really answer my question. Reply again with some low quality garbage, because I won't be able to see it. It's really strange to me that a website with no good people would dare to talk bad about the religious.
Assburgers was thrown out of the Diagnostic Statistical Manual because nothing distinguishes it enough to separate it from the spectrum of already-described conditions of autism. You're not an Aspie, there is no such thing. You're just one of the lucky 10% of autistics who can sort of talk and avoid shitting your pants and bashing your skull against a wall.
Most autism is caused by complications and injuries during pregnancy or birth. Here is a link to a 100% mainstream peer-reviewed scientific paper on the subject, with N = 600,000 and longitudinal over like 30 years.
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2017/01/170131124140.htm
Lazy OBGYNS started popping your little tards out according to their golf schedule and it permanently fricked up your brains. Some of you are grunting moronic animals and others are just a generally functional mockery of a human being.
In a sane society, the worthless tards would be used to feed valuable endangered zoo animals and the ones that can talk would have a place as second-class citizens in the way that they are second-class attempts at a human being. But we 1000% would not be adjusting our educational programs to give them a more comfortable place to screech and stammer.
The problem with being an aspie is that you’re too normal to identify yourself with true autists and you are too autistic to ever be one of the normies. We are stuck in no mans land alone, fending for ourselves.
Too crazy for boys town, too much of a boy for crazy town, the child was an outcast.
I feel that. Especially when it's mild. You're so close to being normally adjusted but just not quite there.
It's Joever.
You have to play a character in all social in tractions instead of getting to be yourself. You have to plan conversations in advanced with dialogue trees so you always know the socially acceptable thing to say. There’s no such thing as speaking naturally without coming off as a weirdo or butthole.
>You have to plan conversations in advanced with dialogue trees so you always know the socially acceptable thing to say
That's probably why you guys are drawn to Cinemaphile; It's like the only place you be yourself.
>There’s no such thing as speaking naturally without coming off as a weirdo or butthole.
Yeah, that's the difference between weirdos like us, and Chad. Chad is likeable by default, because the world needs Chads. I explained something Chad did in my other post (he approached a pretty girl and spoke to her); I could never do that in my life, and that's why we need people like that. Without confident men, the human race would probably cease to exist.
You could just go on Youtube and watch gameplay of it, and see that the combat isn't good. It's like card based.
the only place you can be yourself*
I really really hate what grand order has done to the nasuverse and I don’t even want to give it YouTube views
This. I've simulated entire conversations just to figure out what to say.
>you’re too normal to identify yourself with true autists and you are too autistic to ever be one of the normies
literally me
Before the trannies took over /LULZ/ would have called you a cyborg.
seems like a such of lost term.
Problem is they're typically fighting another set of asperger havers
if no one else will, i will. checked those quads
ass burgers isn't even real. the psychologist who "discovered" it diagnosed people with it to save his patients from the nazis. it's for neets who don't want to have to socialize like everyone else.
so why come everyone isn't assburgers?
I knew I wasn't like the other kids when I was 4.
>mfw someone mentioned schizoids on Cinemaphile
>read the symptoms on a website
>they all apply
I know that feel.
Oh, do you? I always knew what kind of person I am, but it was weird to see exactly what I am written out. This is what I read.
https://psychcentral.com/health/signs-of-schizoid-personality-disorder
Do you have imaginary friends like I do? I used to write stories where I did stuff with them, and it was nice. It was like I was forcing myself to daydream.
Does a waifu count
Absolutely. I've posted my waifu twice in this thread, and she was in those stories I mentioned. I'm guessing you never wrote any, but I did. I would do it on my phone with the Writer Plus app, like I was creating my own kino. I did that when I was younger too; I would write on paper instead of a phone.
I love Saber so much I think about her all the time
Saber from Fate/Stay Night? She was a lot more popular on old Cinemaphile, because there were more anime fans. Even I played Fate/Stay Night (the Visual Novel) because Cinemaphile did stuff like that back then. I used to browse Cinemaphile, because I was a gamer.
Yes I read her vn and fell in love hard
>Yes I read her vn
Mhm. Did you watch any anime? I remember watching the Fate/Stay Night anime, and it was terrible, but Fate/Zero was good. Do you play the gacha?
I don’t play the gacha. I have seen zero and ubw. I thought zero was pretty cool and found the ubw anime to be fairly boring. I haven’t seen the original stay night anime or the heavens feel movies. I’m content just going back to the vn
>I don’t play the gacha
The gameplay isn't good anyway.
>I haven’t seen the original stay night anime
That's the one I'm saying is bad. It was just low quality, whereas Zero was better animated, and the fight scenes are good. Some anime companies are just better than others.
I’ve always heard mixed things about it so I just stayed away
The whole fate series is dogwater, full stop. It’s true that some of the ufotable series had impressively animated fight scenes, but that’s it. The narrative is gutter trash.
I love fate stay night with my life
>full stop
homosexual
This is literally me. Everything is me. What the frick???
I love you Flo poster
I love me too. Also, it's good to know there are others like me on Cinemaphile.
You know you're going to have a hard life when the other kids tell each other not to play with you.
It's been a hard life.
This is somewhat concerning.
Why are you concerned? Being a schizoid can't be that big of a problem, if they're still around; It means some of them are reproducing. I heard an anon say once that Hitler was a schizoid.
He definitely had schizoid traits in his early 20s.
Uh schizophrenia and sexual disorders and down syndrome and harlequin disease are still around too, wouldn't want to be those either
I need a schizoid gf
I've seen women in public that were probably schizoids. If a woman is sitting by herself, then it's entirely possible that she's a schizoid. I remember in high school, there was a girl who was always alone. She was really pretty, but always by herself. I'm the male equivalent of that. Nobody really had the courage to speak to her, I don't think. My Chad friend asked her for a hug and got one; I remember that.
that's the problem, you don't really see many of them after school
I should make a schizoid dating app
>you don't really see many of them after school
No, you wouldn't, because the whole schizoid thing is about avoiding other people. If I go to the city, I sometimes see women walking around by themselves. They're probably just like you and me.
wow, check marks across the board for me
but it can't possibly be that bad, right?
surely just being asocial lines up with all of these as well without going as far as being schizo
I don't want to be one of those blue hairs that go around spewing all of their mental disorders, self diagnosed I might add
>it can't possibly be that bad, right?
Why not? You're on Cinemaphile, aren't you. You're in a thread full of people exactly like you. It must be pretty bad. What confuses me is how schizoids still exist if it's so bad. The only possible explanation is that we live in a society, and it's not the right society for us.
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Should I be worried if I fit all these?
Little to no showing of emotion that isn't guarded, rarely feeling excitement. I rarely find people sexually attractive even if I can objectively say they're pretty/handsome.
Only a handful of safe people. I have one good friend and I don't actively seek out any more. Once started to make a friend with a lesbo at my old job, stayed round her flat, went to see a show together and then I never kept in contact when I left due to my autism making me have a melty.
>Should I be worried if I fit all these?
No, and I wrote like a novel in this thread about why it's not a problem. Think about it: Why is there even one schizoid, unless it's a perfectly normal personality. If people like us struggle, I think it's a problem with the world, and not us. Struggle builds character anyway.
>Struggle builds character anyway.
Wish I could get paid for how much I'm having to work with it.
Are you struggling? I've been poor my whole life, and when I die, I'll have died without having a girlfriend. Nobody cares about people like us, so I hope all my schizoid buddies enjoy the afterlife. I hope it exists for all our sakes.
>I've been poor my whole life, and when I die, I'll have died without having a girlfriend
It is like looking in a mirror. Godspeed, anon.
I've suffered so long that I now cling to the belief that life is just a very long planning stage. It's like we're all downloading a game, and we'll all get to play it, just not in this place.
It's what I have to believe, because life is too unfair. Why is someone rich and another person not? Bad luck? Is what life is - a dice roll? That's way too bullshit for me to accept. I have to believe that everyone gets what they want in the end. I'll fricking will that system into existence because I'm so mad.
Not everyone gets what they deserve, Turing is a legendary aspie that saved millions of lives by shortening the length of ww2 and all he was rewarded with was cruelty and suicide. While autismos like zuckerberg are billionaires for creating something that originally was made to emotionally hurt people for his pleasure
>Not everyone gets what they deserve
I don't really care about deserve; I think everyone should get what they want. Why is that not possible? Because we're in reality right now, right? Okay, so maybe everyone gets what they want after. Why the frick are humans even here if they can't get what they want? It makes no sense, unless we get what we want later.
I have nothing, so life is too incomprehensible for me. One of you guys should try spending your lives on Cinemaphile and maybe you'll understand what I mean. You'll come to the realisation that there's no way that this is all there is.
Anon my partner killed himself and I felt his presence many hours before I knew he was dead. I know there is something but I don’t know what that is or if it lasts that long after. You’d think knowing something like that would give you answers but it doesn’t. I just know he was in a better place, I just wish I knew how this world worked and what that next is.
t. Fellow autist
There is nothing “next” anon you dumb frick. Humans are a cosmic fluke that wasn’t meant to exist. We were never meant to be self aware like we are. It defeats the whole purpose of existence and evolution. Every other being on earth just exists because they exist but humans need some “ higher purpose” and for what? We live and we die like everything else. There is no purpose other than existence itself so stop bullshitting yourself about an afterlife.
Hey man you believe what you want to believe I guess we will al find out one day anyway
That’s why I smoke so I die sooner of “natural causes”
this is fricked, I just thought I was autistic frick
Naw, real autism is worse. Schizoids are just... it's like mild autism. It's kind of like a super power, in my opinion. Something I often say is that I've won every waiting game in my entire life, and you can only win if you're able to enter your head instead of staying where you are. What is a person doing while waiting? Nothing, so you have to go inwards. If you're good at that, then your patience is unbeatable.
I would probably know better than anyone, because while people were talking to each other and doing stuff in school, I would just sit by myself. There's nothing left to do in that scenario but think. You become a master of entertaining yourself.
is this character a schizoid? Or something else?
This is true, schizoids can hide between the normies, autists can´t.
>discovered" it diagnosed people with it to save his patients from the nazis.
yes, because the nazis kept the mentally disabled alive
sucks to suck lmao how many pity points you want today anon
I would if you weren't a moronic ass mobilegay heheh mumble mumble mumble.
>*virgin walks away while pretending to be on phone*
He seems like the kind of guy I'd like to hang out with and throw steak knives at people while pretending to be Rambo
Frogposters are the only people I’ve ever cared about in almost 50 years of life. I love you.
The hardest and saddest thing, and it came from fellow autists on this board, is learning that even if you were someone else; the ripped jacked 6 foot 12 chad, you'd still be (you).
The unsure withdrawn (you) that there's no escape from.
>even if you were someone else; the ripped jacked 6 foot 12 chad, you'd still be (you).
The board that knows that best is Cinemaphile. You could look like Gigachad, but if you don't act like Gigachad, you'll be a Cinemaphilener. I could never act like Chad, because I'm not. I've been friends with them, but I'm not them. I've always been a smart guy, or a nice guy, and not Chad. You can't really change who you are.
The thing about Chad is, he's usually not a smart guy, so society and civilisation actually needs non-Chads. That's how you can cope.
>Cinemaphilener
reddit Black person
I'm not Reddit, and if you're going to be rude then you can talk to other anons, who are much more likely to be Reddit. Please enjoy their company, but I suspect you don't.
>friends with a chad
If you're a glutton for punishment, be my guest. Must be like being a starving man in the presence of a banquet ass meal and not being able to have any. I never met a 'good' one, they were all stereotypically handsome douchebags, but it's cool that he let you be seen with him at times when no one else was looking.
Happy monday, fellow autists.
>I never met a 'good' one
Really? Do you know any Christians? They're not all ugly. I mean real Christians and not Cinemaphile Christians. If someone is religious, then they'll be a good person, and that's how you might find someone handsome and moral.
>it's cool that he let you be seen with him at times when no one else was looking.
We actually went to bars and clubs together, but you can cope however you want.
>If someone is religious, then they'll be a good person
To be this naive...
You didn't really answer my question. Reply again with some low quality garbage, because I won't be able to see it. It's really strange to me that a website with no good people would dare to talk bad about the religious.
Are you religious, anon?
This board still has chad apologists? Pbbt.
Try and explain the problem with Chad, if you can. Name some way you're better than them.
Has anyone got the article where his autism on Barbie set gave Margot Robbie the ick?
Goose probably went the longest without drinking water than any of actor to film all of that
#neuroatypical #normalize_autism #i'm_special #victim
asperger's is a fake condition, you're just a socially awkward butthole
Assburgers was thrown out of the Diagnostic Statistical Manual because nothing distinguishes it enough to separate it from the spectrum of already-described conditions of autism. You're not an Aspie, there is no such thing. You're just one of the lucky 10% of autistics who can sort of talk and avoid shitting your pants and bashing your skull against a wall.
Most autism is caused by complications and injuries during pregnancy or birth. Here is a link to a 100% mainstream peer-reviewed scientific paper on the subject, with N = 600,000 and longitudinal over like 30 years.
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2017/01/170131124140.htm
Lazy OBGYNS started popping your little tards out according to their golf schedule and it permanently fricked up your brains. Some of you are grunting moronic animals and others are just a generally functional mockery of a human being.
In a sane society, the worthless tards would be used to feed valuable endangered zoo animals and the ones that can talk would have a place as second-class citizens in the way that they are second-class attempts at a human being. But we 1000% would not be adjusting our educational programs to give them a more comfortable place to screech and stammer.