I don't feel bad. I'm skimming through her youtube channel now and her videos seem to get 100-200 views on average so it seems like there are people watching her videos and these people do this stuff for fun anyway. If it were me I'd want a small comfy channel, I don't know how people can deal with having a larger presence and I doubt she dreams of it. She'll probably continue doing this for fun and she seems happy
You think people make money off 100 views a video? Lmao. Even people with hundreds of thousands of followers with views in the millions still need a real job on top of YouTube.
Sure, but time and time again it's been proven and being discussed rigut now that only a handful of people can actually do it. Literally only a fraction of people have the ability to grab an audience's attention regardless of their level of skill.
I dont think a girl could do anything and not get some weirdos from here doing some amateur analysis of them. This just comes off as depressing on the side of the people criticism this random ass women. No wonder people think incels are weirdos or even dangerous, imagine what type of fricking weirdo writes shit like this.
Fricking Cinemaphile found some chick named KatieDoesBooks or something, and she came off like a really sweet innocent woman who read books. Not a lot of followers. They proceeded to talk about how she sounds so sheltered, like her mom is her best friend. Then someone wrote some really long fantasy about being her "little baby tampon boy" or something. Of course, someone then linked the thread to her, and she posted that she felt very violated and disturbed that people would say something like that about her and she deleted her channel.
I know a girl who had to delete all of her social media because she was posted on a board here because anons were freaking her out. I wish we could just contain our autism here and not actually try to speak to these people directly and make us look bad.
The funny thing is that she wasn't even that type of girl. She poses nude for art classes and even had a patreon for a brief period of time with nude videos. It looks like it was so low key that I don't even see mentions of it anywhere on Google anymore
>Tfw I saved all the videos before she deleted her patreon and now have special rare katie nudes
All girls that are into lit seem to be into tasteful nudes and posing nude for art classes. Not sure why, but everyone I’ve ever met are very similar like that. They typically like to paint too.
At least he’s empathetic and feels sorry for them, rather than shitting on them for trying something. But you are right, that most peoples fear of being perceived stops them from putting themselves out there.
Posting videos and only getting a few views isn't necessarily sad, it's the channels (usually kids' channels) where they make videos talking to their subscribers, or making an update videos where it's like "more content coming soon guyz :P" is what makes me cringe. Acting like you get views when you don't is the cringey thing.
>Get home from work >Make a new song >Upload >Wake up the next day and youre suddenly a nazi icon with deepfaked porn being sent to your personal email and your channel has been deleted
YouTube changed their algorithm so now everyone gets a bunch of random channels with no views in their recommendations and it’s extremely depressing because it’s all lonely autistic people. I’ve gotten 50 year old troony video game reviewers in my feed. It’s a fricking disaster
An anon posted a thread of one a few months ago of a guy who was clearly a bit mental who was filming funerals of his dead dogs. Not that I like dogs, but I felt really bad for him and it ruined my day.
Last month an anon found videos of a guy posting himself stalking a girl who works at GameStop and was later imprisoned for it. Just amazing that YouTube is letting these people appear in people’s feed today
If anything it attracts more unstable parasocial relationships, as smaller channels are more likely to respond to someone than a big channel. So the schizo starts to believe there’s a possibility for a relationship there. Good that Cinemaphile may have helped in the arrest though.
No, I mean he was stalking this girl in 2019 and was arrested for it. He was recently released and is now posting the videos he recorded of her in 2019 on YouTube
I always get incredibly depressed when I see people trying and getting no traction
Especially like discords for less than successful games. And they try to host dev nights where you can play with the developers, and the game doesn't even fill. Shit makes me cringe.
I'll watch anything if it's of quality and entertains me, regarldess of how many views it does or doesn't have
The idea that I want people who aren't succeeding to fail is bizarre and something I'd never even think to think about. My point was literally that it's depressing they aren't more successful
Wanting people to be kicked while they're down is purely a you thing that you made up
I just hate how life is this big competition we get thrown into with randomized stats we have no control over. We all compete for the same thing but only the lucky ones can get it. I wish we could all be happy and fulfil our dreams.
its okay anon. when we die it all stops and within and within a generation or two you'll be entirely forgotten. a couple hundred years from now it will be like you never even existed at all.
It's comforting to know that death waits for us all, regardless of our station in life. I personally believe in Jesus, but even if the atheists are right, that's not so bad.
its actually not okay how I am conscious of the fact that I will never fulfil my dreams and I will be conscious of it until the very last moment and never find peace. its such a great injustice that i secretly hope and cope reincarnation or different worlds are a thing despite the grim implication of being possibly reborn in a MUCH worse situation. i would like to at least taste true happiness once instead of being in cope and distraction mode all the time.
>i would like to at least taste true happiness once
if your current dreams are unattainable force yourself to find new dreams. deployed 3 weeks in active warzone and you'll be dreaming of a hot shower. 3 months as a coed college volleyball coach and youll be dreaming of a threesome with a couple athletic 19 year olds. you are an animal and like any animal you seek comfort and react to your environment. change your environment and your desires change
If I could wish for something it would be more logical to wish to not be autistic with a normal mind and reasonable dreams because chances are if my unrealistic dream actually gets fulfiled I might realize it's not that great and want something else because the problem was me all this time and not external.
But until I actually fulfil that dream I won't know. But since I can't I'm stuck in a permanent state of dissatisfaction.
But the more I learn about the human condition suffering seems to just be a part of it no matter how good others might think you have it.
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Anonymous
you can be a gay and talk like that for the rest of your life or you can sell your computer, get roommates so you dont spend all day jerking off and get a job that forces you to socialize and have your beliefs challenged
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
well i have no choice as I can't stand being on the internet anymore
now how I will socialize with normal people after 10 years of isolation is another question
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
>how I will socialize with normal people after 10 years of isolation is another question
youll probably fail for a long time. dont be safe or a people pleaser, that will just make it take longer
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Anonymous
It will be tough and the beginning but don’t give up, best advice I can give you is think before you speak, but that silences are also okay and not as awkward as you think they are. Don’t panic and feel you need to fill the silence.
There was once a time where people genuinely believed that mass technology and the internet would usher in an age of pure democratic creativity where anyone could become a successful artist or inventor. Coppola famously said this while working on Apocalypse Now and predicted the invention of digital cameras. Now it’s 50 years later and the top people on the internet are just teenage girls who attract attention for their bodies on TikTok and billionaires like Mr. Beast. How insane is the delusion of democracy and how do people still adhere to it
>where anyone could become a successful artist or inventor
isnt it true though? you can make movies in clear 1080p on a budget, you can download CAD software, buy electronics and chips for cheap and 3D printers are affordable now.
democracies will die in the next half century. the more chaos in the system, the more masses will want an african style strongman. we already allow foreign lobbyists to write our laws, foreign billionaires to own our news channels, etc. now AI will rapidly speed up the process thats already taking place. our minds are limited and on some level need to rely on communities and sources to have knowledge of the world around us. those communities and sources will be fabricated at an unimaginable scale. they will be pervasive and sometimes invisible. truth will become whatever you want it is you want it to be. advances in ai and robotics will ensure the peasants can no longer storm the castle gates as the did in the past when the wealthy aristocracies took too much of the pie. advances in medicine and longevitity will ensure those aristocracies never die out.
I coincidentally found this one magician woman in her 60-70s who only had a few hundred views, but was very charming and charismatic in her little YouTube videos showing little magic tricks with these hand painted set pieces. It was obviously very time consuming for her but you could tell it's her passion.
Later I found more info on her, she was actually only 50 and obviously lived a tough life, and back in 1990s she was a super cute goth girl VFX artist in Hollywood before she got replaced by CGI and has only been scraping by since. It doesn't even look like she ever got married or had kids
I'm old enough that I don't know what to think about becoming popular on YouTube. I have the world's largest collection of a particular kind of thing that literally no one has ever done a YouTube video on. Doubt I'd ever get monetized or famous but I could shit out a couple hundred videos that would be the only ones on the internet.
I upload my music to my personal instagram and I get like 2 or 3 likes which I assume are out of pity. I genuinely don't care because I do it for fun and to improve, recording your shit is way harder than just playing because you notice every little mistake
I'd date you Irenie
aw, shes cute
why are her hands so big
She probably played guitar since young
Natural next step of women evolution to handle BBC
She's tall
Her genome
She's a gui-tar player.
She has a big penis.
I don't feel bad. I'm skimming through her youtube channel now and her videos seem to get 100-200 views on average so it seems like there are people watching her videos and these people do this stuff for fun anyway. If it were me I'd want a small comfy channel, I don't know how people can deal with having a larger presence and I doubt she dreams of it. She'll probably continue doing this for fun and she seems happy
> I don't know how people can deal with having a larger presence
I’m sure being financially secure after doing 20 mins of “work” a day helps. Influencer youtubers have the easiest job on the planet
You think people make money off 100 views a video? Lmao. Even people with hundreds of thousands of followers with views in the millions still need a real job on top of YouTube.
i dont think he said that anywhere, no
Reading comprehension, anon
Sure, but time and time again it's been proven and being discussed rigut now that only a handful of people can actually do it. Literally only a fraction of people have the ability to grab an audience's attention regardless of their level of skill.
no views = soul
there are written histories and unwritten histories. the majority of the ocean is unexplored.
Pure poetic kino.
Please don't come up with an idealized version of what she's like and stalk this woman like Cinemaphile did to that one girl.
>like Cinemaphile did to that one girl.
qrd?
Cinemaphile wanted to have sex with this girl, if you know what i mean.
https://www.youtube.com/c/JeromeWeiselberry
This chick isn't even the original. There was a ginger girl they did this to a long time ago
picrel
>it's been 9 years
christ
The followup to this was even worse. The chick started doing nude photoshoots for some dudes. They really mindbroke her.
She kind of looks like that one singing girl that Cinemaphile likes, with the broad shoulders
I dont think a girl could do anything and not get some weirdos from here doing some amateur analysis of them. This just comes off as depressing on the side of the people criticism this random ass women. No wonder people think incels are weirdos or even dangerous, imagine what type of fricking weirdo writes shit like this.
Black person ur right here with the rest of us. Look in the mirror
frick off, i don't do worse than ogling the damage on display
There are Cinemaphileners and there are Cinemaphileners who do Cinemaphile on other sites. One is infinitely more cringeworthy.
This. Containing your autism anonymously here and posting cringe with an account somewhere are not the same.
post her feet
Wow! He really told her, huh?
Fricking Cinemaphile found some chick named KatieDoesBooks or something, and she came off like a really sweet innocent woman who read books. Not a lot of followers. They proceeded to talk about how she sounds so sheltered, like her mom is her best friend. Then someone wrote some really long fantasy about being her "little baby tampon boy" or something. Of course, someone then linked the thread to her, and she posted that she felt very violated and disturbed that people would say something like that about her and she deleted her channel.
Serves her right.
And then she was discovered a couple years later to do nude modeling
I know a girl who had to delete all of her social media because she was posted on a board here because anons were freaking her out. I wish we could just contain our autism here and not actually try to speak to these people directly and make us look bad.
Good luck enforcing that.
>I wish we could
There is no "we" moron, stop enabling glow narratives
The 'baby tampon boy' started on Cinemaphile and was written in regards to Lauren from the band Chvrches.
Lauren's a right qt3.14
or used to be
The funny thing is that she wasn't even that type of girl. She poses nude for art classes and even had a patreon for a brief period of time with nude videos. It looks like it was so low key that I don't even see mentions of it anywhere on Google anymore
>Tfw I saved all the videos before she deleted her patreon and now have special rare katie nudes
All girls that are into lit seem to be into tasteful nudes and posing nude for art classes. Not sure why, but everyone I’ve ever met are very similar like that. They typically like to paint too.
That's a lot of pillows. I wonder if she has a special one that she uses to...you know.
would love to see her soles.
She’s cute fr fr. Would watch her get blacked happily
Someone should post this thread in the comments.
Please don’t
That is so cruel
OP is one of those guys who never did anything in life because they were afraid of what someone they didn't know would think about them
At least he’s empathetic and feels sorry for them, rather than shitting on them for trying something. But you are right, that most peoples fear of being perceived stops them from putting themselves out there.
Posting videos and only getting a few views isn't necessarily sad, it's the channels (usually kids' channels) where they make videos talking to their subscribers, or making an update videos where it's like "more content coming soon guyz :P" is what makes me cringe. Acting like you get views when you don't is the cringey thing.
lmao she's literally the femcel from Happiness
>Get home from work
>Make a new song
>Upload
>Wake up the next day and youre suddenly a nazi icon with deepfaked porn being sent to your personal email and your channel has been deleted
Ah gawd, I can smell the cat piss thru my screen.
YouTube changed their algorithm so now everyone gets a bunch of random channels with no views in their recommendations and it’s extremely depressing because it’s all lonely autistic people. I’ve gotten 50 year old troony video game reviewers in my feed. It’s a fricking disaster
An anon posted a thread of one a few months ago of a guy who was clearly a bit mental who was filming funerals of his dead dogs. Not that I like dogs, but I felt really bad for him and it ruined my day.
?
Last month an anon found videos of a guy posting himself stalking a girl who works at GameStop and was later imprisoned for it. Just amazing that YouTube is letting these people appear in people’s feed today
If anything it attracts more unstable parasocial relationships, as smaller channels are more likely to respond to someone than a big channel. So the schizo starts to believe there’s a possibility for a relationship there. Good that Cinemaphile may have helped in the arrest though.
No, I mean he was stalking this girl in 2019 and was arrested for it. He was recently released and is now posting the videos he recorded of her in 2019 on YouTube
I follow that guy on Youtube. Watching him live in brutal poverty is depressing but he seems to be positive about his situation.
I know it's all equity bullshit, but I kinda like seeing randos in my feed, rather than normie shit with millions of views.
Clearly the AI matured to vet channels for any crimethinc, so they can start presenting dead channels as a veil of organicity
We're not being told the truth.
I always get incredibly depressed when I see people trying and getting no traction
Especially like discords for less than successful games. And they try to host dev nights where you can play with the developers, and the game doesn't even fill. Shit makes me cringe.
Yet you still watch those videos because a part of you wants them to fail and be unhappy.
holy projection
You watch them, don't you?
I'll watch anything if it's of quality and entertains me, regarldess of how many views it does or doesn't have
The idea that I want people who aren't succeeding to fail is bizarre and something I'd never even think to think about. My point was literally that it's depressing they aren't more successful
Wanting people to be kicked while they're down is purely a you thing that you made up
thats just classic imageboards for you
people love to try to "gotcha" you by assuming the worst of you from 1 post
reminds me of watching that race car driver spending hours trying and failing to fix that funky deltawing car after a crash at le mans
I just hate how life is this big competition we get thrown into with randomized stats we have no control over. We all compete for the same thing but only the lucky ones can get it. I wish we could all be happy and fulfil our dreams.
its okay anon. when we die it all stops and within and within a generation or two you'll be entirely forgotten. a couple hundred years from now it will be like you never even existed at all.
It's comforting to know that death waits for us all, regardless of our station in life. I personally believe in Jesus, but even if the atheists are right, that's not so bad.
its actually not okay how I am conscious of the fact that I will never fulfil my dreams and I will be conscious of it until the very last moment and never find peace. its such a great injustice that i secretly hope and cope reincarnation or different worlds are a thing despite the grim implication of being possibly reborn in a MUCH worse situation. i would like to at least taste true happiness once instead of being in cope and distraction mode all the time.
>i would like to at least taste true happiness once
if your current dreams are unattainable force yourself to find new dreams. deployed 3 weeks in active warzone and you'll be dreaming of a hot shower. 3 months as a coed college volleyball coach and youll be dreaming of a threesome with a couple athletic 19 year olds. you are an animal and like any animal you seek comfort and react to your environment. change your environment and your desires change
I'm just autistic beyond belief.
If I could wish for something it would be more logical to wish to not be autistic with a normal mind and reasonable dreams because chances are if my unrealistic dream actually gets fulfiled I might realize it's not that great and want something else because the problem was me all this time and not external.
But until I actually fulfil that dream I won't know. But since I can't I'm stuck in a permanent state of dissatisfaction.
But the more I learn about the human condition suffering seems to just be a part of it no matter how good others might think you have it.
you can be a gay and talk like that for the rest of your life or you can sell your computer, get roommates so you dont spend all day jerking off and get a job that forces you to socialize and have your beliefs challenged
well i have no choice as I can't stand being on the internet anymore
now how I will socialize with normal people after 10 years of isolation is another question
>how I will socialize with normal people after 10 years of isolation is another question
youll probably fail for a long time. dont be safe or a people pleaser, that will just make it take longer
It will be tough and the beginning but don’t give up, best advice I can give you is think before you speak, but that silences are also okay and not as awkward as you think they are. Don’t panic and feel you need to fill the silence.
There was once a time where people genuinely believed that mass technology and the internet would usher in an age of pure democratic creativity where anyone could become a successful artist or inventor. Coppola famously said this while working on Apocalypse Now and predicted the invention of digital cameras. Now it’s 50 years later and the top people on the internet are just teenage girls who attract attention for their bodies on TikTok and billionaires like Mr. Beast. How insane is the delusion of democracy and how do people still adhere to it
>where anyone could become a successful artist or inventor
isnt it true though? you can make movies in clear 1080p on a budget, you can download CAD software, buy electronics and chips for cheap and 3D printers are affordable now.
Yes, but no one will watch them
do you think there is actual kino out there with 0 views? i think anyone truly good will get discovered
>How insane is the delusion of democracy
democracies will die in the next half century. the more chaos in the system, the more masses will want an african style strongman. we already allow foreign lobbyists to write our laws, foreign billionaires to own our news channels, etc. now AI will rapidly speed up the process thats already taking place. our minds are limited and on some level need to rely on communities and sources to have knowledge of the world around us. those communities and sources will be fabricated at an unimaginable scale. they will be pervasive and sometimes invisible. truth will become whatever you want it is you want it to be. advances in ai and robotics will ensure the peasants can no longer storm the castle gates as the did in the past when the wealthy aristocracies took too much of the pie. advances in medicine and longevitity will ensure those aristocracies never die out.
You're gonna make it, anon. We all are.
I like her voice
She has a ring on her left hand
Any other pics of Cinemaphile harassing people?
I'm sure you have plenty on file, deceiver
post the violet disney girl
This may come as a shock, but some people genuinely just have a fun time making videos and don’t care if they make money or fame from it.
would
Why would you want to associate with this? One schizo on /b/ doesn’t make the average anon like this.
Stop muting your guitar so much and commit to making some noise, Irene. You can barely hear the chord changes.
I coincidentally found this one magician woman in her 60-70s who only had a few hundred views, but was very charming and charismatic in her little YouTube videos showing little magic tricks with these hand painted set pieces. It was obviously very time consuming for her but you could tell it's her passion.
Later I found more info on her, she was actually only 50 and obviously lived a tough life, and back in 1990s she was a super cute goth girl VFX artist in Hollywood before she got replaced by CGI and has only been scraping by since. It doesn't even look like she ever got married or had kids
Hey, she's actually pretty good tbh.
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No, I’m just a Cinemaphile poster who doesn’t want people to think Cinemaphile posters are literal murderers.
She has a really cute smile
>female YouTuber
>sort videos by Oldest
any else always want to see what they looked like before the wall?
I'm old enough that I don't know what to think about becoming popular on YouTube. I have the world's largest collection of a particular kind of thing that literally no one has ever done a YouTube video on. Doubt I'd ever get monetized or famous but I could shit out a couple hundred videos that would be the only ones on the internet.
Beautiful voice. She's cute too.
I upload my music to my personal instagram and I get like 2 or 3 likes which I assume are out of pity. I genuinely don't care because I do it for fun and to improve, recording your shit is way harder than just playing because you notice every little mistake