Yea this is pretty much it, very hard to let go of the internet for some reason even thought it’s 100% over. Found a good little community a few yrs ago that reminded me of how this site used to be, could find angles that were equal parts insane, funny and right until the non-Americans and non-whites flooded in and bored the place up with their insecurities. The worldwide web is so insanely shit, boring and predictable.
this is true >walks away very quietly still looking back
I can't complain though you know I mean there's always someone else who has it worse, least that'd what dad always said
I actually thought I was addicted to sex but in fact I was just jerking off a lot out of boredom. I stopped during lent and I realized I have extremely low libido.
I would do a toke and stroke for 20 years until I found the masturbatory endgame of Viagra and cocaine. Now I sometimes do a coke and stroke edge for 24 hours or more, and by the 8th or 9th climax, you're still not satisfied with the climax. So you continue. Stay away from this life, anons
No, it's not from too much of it. It's your mind not being able to think about anything else. Nothing else is interesting, nothing else can hold your attention. Then the rest of life implodes as you've neglected everything else. That level of addiction can push you into a world of criminality to get the rent paid, since now you're up against the wall, and it's a downward spiral until suicide.
I knew a dude that was obsessed with it. Most of his time was spent going around the city, trying to get in girls' pants.
Kind of a freak, even though he was gregarious.
Im a sex addict and alcoholic and had to drop all that shit and basically live like an uptight Episcopalian for the rest of my life.
I was fricking literally EVERYTHING. I was cheating on devoted and attractive exes with absolute dogshit looking women, I was doing hard drunks with random bawds, I was spending thousands on drinks and dates and whatnot I got a frickton of STDs (amazingly I beat them all) and basically it nearly ruined my life. Same with alcohol.
Sex is great, booze is great, anything that feels good is great but it can ruin your life if you let it.
if your outlets are only with real women, you're not a sex addict. You're addicted to the cheating. If you were a sex addict, you would not function to the point socially of even getting a girlfriend. You're just love the rush of betrayal.
No, I'm absolutely a sex addict. It just happened gradually overtime like any addiction. And I can function perfectly fine when it comes to getting a gf, its keeping the gf which is a problem.
A lot of times its just girls who just insist on seeing me a lot and have no idea that they are just another part of my addiction. I was hating myself for it too. I would pick up a random bawd from a bar, power frick her, pretend to like her a bit, then as soon as she leaves I would literally scream, sob, and attempt suicide. Sex to me started feeling like I was raping myself.
No, I'm absolutely a sex addict. It just happened gradually overtime like any addiction. And I can function perfectly fine when it comes to getting a gf, its keeping the gf which is a problem.
A lot of times its just girls who just insist on seeing me a lot and have no idea that they are just another part of my addiction. I was hating myself for it too. I would pick up a random bawd from a bar, power frick her, pretend to like her a bit, then as soon as she leaves I would literally scream, sob, and attempt suicide. Sex to me started feeling like I was raping myself.
i'd like to see the screenplay this guy is writing
>basically live like an uptight Episcopalian for the rest of my life.
You'll fall off again. Protestant denominations have the most feeble foundation for their belief. For them, Christianity is just a "worldview" as valid as any other; they simply "feel like it does them good", but could be easily convinced to leave it and take something else that appeals to their senses much more. Actually, most American christians kinda have this way of seeing their religion, (Catholics as well), which makes me think that perhaps it's just an American thing...
Nonetheless, at least Catholicism has a whole tradition of theology, spirituality, philosophy and dialectics to back it up, that can be easily acessed by whoever wants to, and that's encourged by the Church to be accessed to. Protestants, on the other hand, pretty much just cling to their individual emotions and weird misconceptions of the Christian God (i.e. God of the gaps) to keep their belief. Whenever any of these things fail them and guide them through another route, they'll yield.
Most American Protestants give me the impression that they see Jesus as merely some guru, self-help guy that fell from the sky and told everybody "say you're my follower and you'll never suffer again", which is a pretty lame way to see it. The suffering part bugs me a lot, because, when you become a Christian, you must be aware that you'll suffer a shit ton now; because you'll be rejecting the world's values and offerings, and will be scorn by a lot of people for being "lame" , "superstitious", "a slave", "a bigot" and what have you not. There's a whole deal with this "suffering" part (cf. Saint John of the Cross writings), but this pointless ranting has gone for too long and I have to go somewhere else now.
That is such a stupid view of protestantism. Anabaptists are protestant and are easily the most conservative Christian group on the planet. This includes Amish and Mennonites. I go to a Mennonite church sometimes and it is exactly what /misc/ has wet dreams about except they are actually Christian and follow the Bible to a T.
My dad was, he cheated on my mom a few times, usually during periods of mania as he was mentally ill. He would binge drink and take pills and frick women to escape the stress of supporting a family.
>Is sex addiction really a real thing ?
no >Can you go insane from having too much sex ?
yes
also why are you putting spaces between letters and punctuation, moronic esl.
The infantilization of white women, being as small/young and pale as possible, autogynephilia is just a waiting room for pedophilia where they’re stalling because it isn’t safe. All that shit is definitely secondary to dick, though. Kanye is probably the paragon of nonwhite male autogynephilia and he’s about to lead nonwhite nerds into another decade just like last one.
>it's not about the sex
oh frick off, this is like the "rape is about power" bullshit. the big picture's always sex... stop letting your western prudishness seep into it
Yeah sure for guys that can get sex so you're talking about like the top 20%, maybe even the top 10% but for you no unless you're talking about beating off LOL
Do you genuinely believe this shit? Literally go outside, you see the most wretched ogres with decent women. I've had women drive an hour, bring me food and suck my dick and I'm literally a fat moronic b***h. Most of you incel types aren't even bad looking, you just need to get out of your own baby hurt feeling brainwashed scared little boy mindsets and accept the risk of humiliation and pain that comes with having a relationship.
Not him, but you're obviously not as moronic as you think if you're charismatic enough to pull women. You're right, though. Looks matter less than having a good personality. If you're funny and good at talking it helps more than looks ever would. Some of us are just autistic, boring and not good talkers. Myself I'm bold, confident and can approach and talk to women fine, but it never really goes that far because of a combination of looks and my personality.
"Sex addiction" is the mother of all humblebrags. >AHHHHHHH I'M HAVING SO MUCH SEX LITERALLY ALL THE TIME THAT IT'S RUINING MY LIFE AIEEEEEEEEE
Get real.
It's pretty good. Slow paced, but a thoroigh character study and a topic that doesn't get fairly explored often. I will say, for a film who's message is "sex can be addictive and ruin your life", there are a lot of beautiful naked women in it.
>The body is not meant for sexual immorality but for the Lord, and the Lord for the body. 14 God raised the Lord, and by his power he will also raise us.
>15 You know that your bodies belong to the Messiah, don’t you? Should I take what belongs to the Messiah and unite them with a prostitute? Certainly not! 16 You know that the person who unites himself with a prostitute becomes one body with her, don’t you? For it is said, “The two will become one flesh.” 17 But the person who unites himself with the Lord becomes one spirit with him.
>18 Keep on running away from sexual immorality. Any other sin that a person commits is outside his body, but the person who sins sexually sins against his own body. 19 You know that your body is a sanctuary of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have received from God, don’t you? You do not belong to yourselves, 20 because you were bought for a price. Therefore, glorify God with your bodies.
>so noticeably sad and pathetic now friends have offered to buy me a prostitute
I literally just want a non-monetary sexual encounter and then I can finally die.
It's nice. Genuinely one of the few things I value in life. Keeps me tethered to a semi-normalgay existence but the debilitating lack of intimacy with women is killing my soul.
As a monger absolutely, I'm almost broke and I had to stop because in a moment of clarity I realized how disgusting it was. Sure there were good times but this was right after I decided to see an older escort and it was actually repulsive.
I know the feeling, of the addiction side of it but I don't really feel disgusted with myself. I did when I was younger, and also feel disgusted with them, I think back then it was because I was ashamed because of a lack of self control and them having that power of me, being at the mercy of my hormones. Now I just tend to feel low mentally after it. and I think it's because personally I'm chasing the feeling of intimacy, and to be desired and accepted. I know I won't find that with working girls, and it's all a sham, but I keep doing it. And the sad thing is my libido is actually quite low, sometimes near non existent. The sex can still be nice, sure but what I enjoy is the closeness, warmth and feel of a woman's skin. Her whole being. Thanks for reading my blog post. If I had friends like
It's nice. Genuinely one of the few things I value in life. Keeps me tethered to a semi-normalgay existence but the debilitating lack of intimacy with women is killing my soul.
I wouldn't have to blog like anyone gives a shit. I love my Cinemaphile bros, though.
yeah just look at modern women
You can get addicted to anything that makes you feel good
But I'm addicted to browsing Cinemaphile and it makes me feel horrible.
Do normalgays really pretend to feel bad after browsing Cinemaphile? I spend a couple of hours here every day and I always enjoy it
Cinemaphile and Cinemaphile keep me alive
lmao same I fricking love Cinemaphile
Especially their tea general. Love that shit, its keeping me sane.
I enjoy it in the moment then look back on my day and realize I've done nothing.
I guess that's most hobbies or social media sites though.
they're not talking about a moral kind of bad feeling, dipstick
but it used to feel good, and now you are trying to feel it again to no avail
Yea this is pretty much it, very hard to let go of the internet for some reason even thought it’s 100% over. Found a good little community a few yrs ago that reminded me of how this site used to be, could find angles that were equal parts insane, funny and right until the non-Americans and non-whites flooded in and bored the place up with their insecurities. The worldwide web is so insanely shit, boring and predictable.
Getting angry at things still releases hits of dopamine.
For me, it's alcohol. I'm so fricked up atm I can't even manage a fap
>you can get addicted to anything
ftfy
Yeah dopamine receptors something about that
Him and his sister were sexually abused as children
this. That's why they both had fricked up sex life
Schizo parent will do it to you too.
yes, but the movie is pretty clear that they were diddled
I just watched it and I didnt catch any signs that they were molested?
It's common for victims of sexual abuse to be unable to see when it's happening to others
a-are you implying i was molested?
>we're not bad people. We just come from a bad place
that could literally mean anything, its not an automatic "we were raped as children"
His sister was definitely molested. Or maybe just beaten. Physical abuse in childhood is the wellspring of borderline personality disorder.
this is true
>walks away very quietly still looking back
I can't complain though you know I mean there's always someone else who has it worse, least that'd what dad always said
i don't see how it can be real
unless you're having gross monkey pox aids sex
I actually thought I was addicted to sex but in fact I was just jerking off a lot out of boredom. I stopped during lent and I realized I have extremely low libido.
What do you do with all your new found free time anon?
I would do a toke and stroke for 20 years until I found the masturbatory endgame of Viagra and cocaine. Now I sometimes do a coke and stroke edge for 24 hours or more, and by the 8th or 9th climax, you're still not satisfied with the climax. So you continue. Stay away from this life, anons
No, it's not from too much of it. It's your mind not being able to think about anything else. Nothing else is interesting, nothing else can hold your attention. Then the rest of life implodes as you've neglected everything else. That level of addiction can push you into a world of criminality to get the rent paid, since now you're up against the wall, and it's a downward spiral until suicide.
Thats just being a virgin for a long time or watching too much porn. All you need to do is just frick once. That's it.
I've fricked plenty. You are out of your depth in this discussion, as well as wholly juvenile in your thinking.
Excess of anything fricks you up. Excess of water literally kills you.
but you need time to recharge
I knew a dude that was obsessed with it. Most of his time was spent going around the city, trying to get in girls' pants.
Kind of a freak, even though he was gregarious.
Im a sex addict and alcoholic and had to drop all that shit and basically live like an uptight Episcopalian for the rest of my life.
I was fricking literally EVERYTHING. I was cheating on devoted and attractive exes with absolute dogshit looking women, I was doing hard drunks with random bawds, I was spending thousands on drinks and dates and whatnot I got a frickton of STDs (amazingly I beat them all) and basically it nearly ruined my life. Same with alcohol.
Sex is great, booze is great, anything that feels good is great but it can ruin your life if you let it.
if your outlets are only with real women, you're not a sex addict. You're addicted to the cheating. If you were a sex addict, you would not function to the point socially of even getting a girlfriend. You're just love the rush of betrayal.
No, I'm absolutely a sex addict. It just happened gradually overtime like any addiction. And I can function perfectly fine when it comes to getting a gf, its keeping the gf which is a problem.
A lot of times its just girls who just insist on seeing me a lot and have no idea that they are just another part of my addiction. I was hating myself for it too. I would pick up a random bawd from a bar, power frick her, pretend to like her a bit, then as soon as she leaves I would literally scream, sob, and attempt suicide. Sex to me started feeling like I was raping myself.
i'd like to see the screenplay this guy is writing
>basically live like an uptight Episcopalian for the rest of my life.
You'll fall off again. Protestant denominations have the most feeble foundation for their belief. For them, Christianity is just a "worldview" as valid as any other; they simply "feel like it does them good", but could be easily convinced to leave it and take something else that appeals to their senses much more. Actually, most American christians kinda have this way of seeing their religion, (Catholics as well), which makes me think that perhaps it's just an American thing...
Nonetheless, at least Catholicism has a whole tradition of theology, spirituality, philosophy and dialectics to back it up, that can be easily acessed by whoever wants to, and that's encourged by the Church to be accessed to. Protestants, on the other hand, pretty much just cling to their individual emotions and weird misconceptions of the Christian God (i.e. God of the gaps) to keep their belief. Whenever any of these things fail them and guide them through another route, they'll yield.
Most American Protestants give me the impression that they see Jesus as merely some guru, self-help guy that fell from the sky and told everybody "say you're my follower and you'll never suffer again", which is a pretty lame way to see it. The suffering part bugs me a lot, because, when you become a Christian, you must be aware that you'll suffer a shit ton now; because you'll be rejecting the world's values and offerings, and will be scorn by a lot of people for being "lame" , "superstitious", "a slave", "a bigot" and what have you not. There's a whole deal with this "suffering" part (cf. Saint John of the Cross writings), but this pointless ranting has gone for too long and I have to go somewhere else now.
There were like 3 popes at the same time and they charged people to get their relatives out of purgatory.
Didn't know they had Internet back in the 13th century. How are the Hussite wars going?
>Lol Protestants don't have tradition like us
>NO WAIT NOT THAT TRADITION!
I said LIKE an uptight Episcopalian. I didn't say I AM an uptight Episcopalian my dude. That was just a simile not a statement about religion.
can you just remind me what your pope (your central religious authority whose direction you are obligated to follow) thinks about the transgenders
That is such a stupid view of protestantism. Anabaptists are protestant and are easily the most conservative Christian group on the planet. This includes Amish and Mennonites. I go to a Mennonite church sometimes and it is exactly what /misc/ has wet dreams about except they are actually Christian and follow the Bible to a T.
My dad was, he cheated on my mom a few times, usually during periods of mania as he was mentally ill. He would binge drink and take pills and frick women to escape the stress of supporting a family.
>Is sex addiction really a real thing ?
no
>Can you go insane from having too much sex ?
yes
also why are you putting spaces between letters and punctuation, moronic esl.
I have AGP and fap 2-4 times a day. It's been getting bad.
Rookie numbers
What does an AGP fap to?
Same thing that nonwhite males jerk off to, just check spankbang or any other nonwhite porn site.
>Same thing that nonwhite males jerk off to
white women?
The infantilization of white women, being as small/young and pale as possible, autogynephilia is just a waiting room for pedophilia where they’re stalling because it isn’t safe. All that shit is definitely secondary to dick, though. Kanye is probably the paragon of nonwhite male autogynephilia and he’s about to lead nonwhite nerds into another decade just like last one.
that's enough Cinemaphile for one day
Oh don’t be such a pussy, going to be all over the entire internet before the decade is out.
I came for Cinemaphile not autistic /x/ theories.
>theory
>/x/
Hahah, like it’s some conspiracy rather than very predictable trends.
>I came for Cinemaphile
Oh yea? What new show are you into?
>going to be
ever heard of Reddit?
I frick girls 10 years younger than me who are "smart" and "artistic" and now I have a reputation in the circle as a pedophilic demon lol
Ask Tiger Woods and Charlie Sheen
they just have problems with drugs and alcohol
it's not about the sex. it's about being a slave to your urges
>it's not about the sex
oh frick off, this is like the "rape is about power" bullshit. the big picture's always sex... stop letting your western prudishness seep into it
Yeah sure for guys that can get sex so you're talking about like the top 20%, maybe even the top 10% but for you no unless you're talking about beating off LOL
Do you genuinely believe this shit? Literally go outside, you see the most wretched ogres with decent women. I've had women drive an hour, bring me food and suck my dick and I'm literally a fat moronic b***h. Most of you incel types aren't even bad looking, you just need to get out of your own baby hurt feeling brainwashed scared little boy mindsets and accept the risk of humiliation and pain that comes with having a relationship.
>just download tinder bro
he said go outside, not use an app.
Not him, but you're obviously not as moronic as you think if you're charismatic enough to pull women. You're right, though. Looks matter less than having a good personality. If you're funny and good at talking it helps more than looks ever would. Some of us are just autistic, boring and not good talkers. Myself I'm bold, confident and can approach and talk to women fine, but it never really goes that far because of a combination of looks and my personality.
>trust me, starving person, all this food gets tiring after a while and you know what it really just leads to more problems
my sides in real life
"Sex addiction" is the mother of all humblebrags.
>AHHHHHHH I'M HAVING SO MUCH SEX LITERALLY ALL THE TIME THAT IT'S RUINING MY LIFE AIEEEEEEEEE
Get real.
This
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Arousal is a process that drains your energy, and also being aroused all the time can signify emotional problems that make you restless.
Cinemaphile Isn't really the best place to ask about having to much sex.
>subject in the name field
newbie leave
I have a feeling I will get some sort of existential crisis watching this movie. Thoughts on the film?
It's pretty good. Slow paced, but a thoroigh character study and a topic that doesn't get fairly explored often. I will say, for a film who's message is "sex can be addictive and ruin your life", there are a lot of beautiful naked women in it.
Yes. Women suffer from it regularly
Yes, look at Jim norton. Ended up marrying a troony.
>Can you go insane from having too much sex
It's the other way around anon.
>The body is not meant for sexual immorality but for the Lord, and the Lord for the body. 14 God raised the Lord, and by his power he will also raise us.
>15 You know that your bodies belong to the Messiah, don’t you? Should I take what belongs to the Messiah and unite them with a prostitute? Certainly not! 16 You know that the person who unites himself with a prostitute becomes one body with her, don’t you? For it is said, “The two will become one flesh.” 17 But the person who unites himself with the Lord becomes one spirit with him.
>18 Keep on running away from sexual immorality. Any other sin that a person commits is outside his body, but the person who sins sexually sins against his own body. 19 You know that your body is a sanctuary of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have received from God, don’t you? You do not belong to yourselves, 20 because you were bought for a price. Therefore, glorify God with your bodies.
>so noticeably sad and pathetic now friends have offered to buy me a prostitute
I literally just want a non-monetary sexual encounter and then I can finally die.
>he has friends
whats that like?
It's nice. Genuinely one of the few things I value in life. Keeps me tethered to a semi-normalgay existence but the debilitating lack of intimacy with women is killing my soul.
As a monger absolutely, I'm almost broke and I had to stop because in a moment of clarity I realized how disgusting it was. Sure there were good times but this was right after I decided to see an older escort and it was actually repulsive.
I know the feeling, of the addiction side of it but I don't really feel disgusted with myself. I did when I was younger, and also feel disgusted with them, I think back then it was because I was ashamed because of a lack of self control and them having that power of me, being at the mercy of my hormones. Now I just tend to feel low mentally after it. and I think it's because personally I'm chasing the feeling of intimacy, and to be desired and accepted. I know I won't find that with working girls, and it's all a sham, but I keep doing it. And the sad thing is my libido is actually quite low, sometimes near non existent. The sex can still be nice, sure but what I enjoy is the closeness, warmth and feel of a woman's skin. Her whole being. Thanks for reading my blog post. If I had friends like
I wouldn't have to blog like anyone gives a shit. I love my Cinemaphile bros, though.
Only if you're a cuck.
what frickin movie?!
Come and See
thanks, I'll check it out
guilt
Pride.