I will never understand this meme. You work for big pharma?
Let me give you a movie called "IT DOESN'T WORK!"
>never tried it >claims it doesn't work because /misc/ told you >wonder why your life with untreated mental illness is so shitty
You do you, tough guys.
Therapy? I ain't no mental midget
If your feelings about life life are OP's pic, then you are.
tried it
I did try it, my ">muh /misc/" urban redneck. Also university-level psychology courses. It's all cold reading, just as a psychic does. Then you reference the DSMV, which is written to be astrology-tier in being able to associate many of the checkmark bulletpoints with what you want to see due to their designed vagueness.
It really is the same shit, just with more legal drugs.
>just be positive 🙂 >heres some CBT (doesnt work long term, only long enough to bill your insurance and get you out the door) >heres some SSRIs (we'll bill you) >heres a cute "le support mental health TM" button
t. doctor shekelstein
daily reminder that the DSM is determined by consensus vote
daily reminder that pfizer hires its own "safety testing" agency (gee i wonder what the incentives are).
daily reminder that all pharmaceutical companies are constantly engaged in multibillion dollar lawsuits
daily reminder that pharma routinely gives people cancer with impunity because they can foot the lawsuits after the fact
daily reminder that pharma can and will ultimately medicalize every negative feeling and thought you have in order to sell treatment
the point is that they work, it just has side-effects like all drugs, that's the best you can get if you want the easiest and fastest solution. There are no magical solutions out there
lobotomies also "work", dumbass, and they were unanimously supported by psychiatry at the time.
2 years ago
Anonymous
and??, it's up to you to decide, you want the easy solution, or maybe try the hard way to solve all your problems and worries. The point is that they fricking work, mouthbreather, you're the one who decides if the pros outweigh the cons, and if to take them or not
2 years ago
Anonymous
>he thinks people decided their own lobotomies
2 years ago
Anonymous
we're talking about now and about pills. You can decide or otherwise your parents, in that case they're the ones to blame
2 years ago
Anonymous
have it your way. do you have any idea how many ppl are involuntarily medicated?
2 years ago
Anonymous
if you are far beyond a point in which you're not functional and pretty much cosidered a threat to society, it's only natural to be forcefully medicated
I took SSRIs for a year or so, it help get in an exercise routine, advance in my career, get better sleep hygiene, deal with my drinking problem. Then I got off and kept those routines and have never been happier. Dont listen to people that demonize pharma, or people who tell you it will solve your problems. It might give you a little leg up, but confronting depression is a lot of work, therapy will help, but its ultimately up to you. Good luck.
take these pills anon, they wont actually make you feel better but instead make the feeling of being miserable foggy and ill collect a paycheck from a pharmaceutical company
>comes into thread to talk about how depressed he is >gets mad when the obvious solution is offered
Are you just scared to talk to someone or something?
daily reminder that the DSM is determined by consensus vote
You mean... Scientific consensus? Oh no!
tried it
I did try it, my ">muh /misc/" urban redneck. Also university-level psychology courses. It's all cold reading, just as a psychic does. Then you reference the DSMV, which is written to be astrology-tier in being able to associate many of the checkmark bulletpoints with what you want to see due to their designed vagueness.
It really is the same shit, just with more legal drugs.
Disingenuous lies about your supposed life won't help your daily mental suffering.
This but unironically
Oh and Pfizer makes most antidepressants as well as Xanax as well as the ~~*covid vaccine*~~
So they made a bunch of stuff that helps people... Wow, that's like.... so evil?
>You mean... Scientific consensus? Oh no!
scientific consensus is one of the greatest doublespeaks ever concocted. it means being a phd dork on a panel. thats it.
>y-you haven't tried it..! >I actually have. >...uhh...D-DISINGENUOUS LIES!!!!!!!!
Unironically see a shrink. And yes, I am that addon who was saying they were on the level of psychics. If it's not a scam, you really need the help.
i know a dude who got diagnosed with depression or something and they gave him a bunch of pills that made him even worse he was a walking zombie on those meds but then he got a gf and all his 'mental illness' went away and he stopped taking the pills too
dont fall for the pharmaisraelite, the doctorisraelite and the shrinisraelite
Fricking based and sad anon
I've been doing this for the past 3 years but I feel happy enough i had those memories and experiences that you know what?? It's all fine, i was a cool badass at some point and now I'm a soulless wagie husk that's living off the memories
I always asks this question to patients right away to figure out if they really are autistic.
"Do you do things to upset people that you know are *fricked up*, then when they get upset, insult you do you get a rush?"
If the answer is yes, they really are autistic. Not exactly what you could call autistic more like bpd/schizophrenic but autistic I think you understand better.
That's my question for anons. Do you say things that you know are fricked up, get insulted, then get a rush from the "you" if so you have bpd/schizophrenia which you is your own fault by burning out your own limbic system and draining your brain of all it's "nutrients". I'm going layman terms here.
And then the follow up question, do you constantly do the same exact sequence or use the same "bait". If so yeah you need professional help and some suboxone as soon as possible, you are really fricked up and will never get better on your own.
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Your are stuck in "hyper vigilance" probably. Do you open multiple threads at once? Are you looking at a bunch of things constantly. If so yeah you need suboxone.
Can you just stay in one thread? If yes, you just need therapy.
Certain people need constant feed back because they burnt out their own neuro chemistry constantly looking for a high which is harder and harder to get until they can't get anything, go numb except for extreme ups or downs and then they always kill themselves or get help.
Same old shit like any addiction.
>be me >keep my comfy vidya general open all day and always scan the posts for discussion and in-game help >but also sometimes come to Cinemaphile and gather a bunch of goofy threads and have a few small conversations with anons in them
I am a walking contradiction, I do both, medicine man, take your voodoo elsewhere. I just don't go in looking to shit places up.
also >banter isn't real, it's mental illness
Come on
I'm tired. Every time someone wants help on here they do this shit. I answer there question then follow up with a question, Then I wait around as they frick off.
I'm heading out. Don't ask for help then pull shit guys. I have actual paying patients to worry about. I just pop on here for those who can't get help.
The least you can do is stop fricking around with my time. I gave you answers. I can't tell you what to do with you answering my questions.
Good night, thanks for wasting my time buttholes.
see
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Your are stuck in "hyper vigilance" probably. Do you open multiple threads at once? Are you looking at a bunch of things constantly. If so yeah you need suboxone.
Can you just stay in one thread? If yes, you just need therapy.
Certain people need constant feed back because they burnt out their own neuro chemistry constantly looking for a high which is harder and harder to get until they can't get anything, go numb except for extreme ups or downs and then they always kill themselves or get help.
Same old shit like any addiction.
Here are partial answers. I can't give much more without people answer questions which they can't seem to do.
You'll end up with some new from overseas doctor who will overprescribe shit to you for profit.
[...] >be me >keep my comfy vidya general open all day and always scan the posts for discussion and in-game help >but also sometimes come to Cinemaphile and gather a bunch of goofy threads and have a few small conversations with anons in them
I am a walking contradiction, I do both, medicine man, take your voodoo elsewhere. I just don't go in looking to shit places up.
also >banter isn't real, it's mental illness
Come on
oh bullshit. if you can't reply faster than that I don't give a frick about your lies. I deal with meth heads, abused children and literal psychopaths all day. You're just a junior varsity piece of shit and bad at lying.
get on suboxone or you will end up killing yourself.
>your lies
You're mad. Can you, the smartest man to ever live, find the concept of what I posted so absolutely impossible? I think the mental illness you're surrounded by is leaking into your fricking head.
I keep my general open and look at it throughout the day. It's nice. I sometimes open Cinemaphile for a quick spicy thread, sometimes I find a thread that lasts ages. I post in /hor/ every October too, so I have at least two generals opens.
You're not God's gift to Cinemaphile so stop acting like such a c**t you goon. Holy shit what a jackass. You're so pure and good.
I contradict your entire profession by having some different threads open at different times, sell your snake oil and sorcery elsewhere.
>if so you have bpd/schizophrenia which you is your own fault by burning out your own limbic system and draining your brain of all it's "nutrients"
That's some medical school you went to, Dr. moron
I always asks this question to patients right away to figure out if they really are autistic.
"Do you do things to upset people that you know are *fricked up*, then when they get upset, insult you do you get a rush?"
If the answer is yes, they really are autistic. Not exactly what you could call autistic more like bpd/schizophrenic but autistic I think you understand better.
That's my question for anons. Do you say things that you know are fricked up, get insulted, then get a rush from the "you" if so you have bpd/schizophrenia which you is your own fault by burning out your own limbic system and draining your brain of all it's "nutrients". I'm going layman terms here.
And then the follow up question, do you constantly do the same exact sequence or use the same "bait". If so yeah you need professional help and some suboxone as soon as possible, you are really fricked up and will never get better on your own.
Your are stuck in "hyper vigilance" probably. Do you open multiple threads at once? Are you looking at a bunch of things constantly. If so yeah you need suboxone.
Can you just stay in one thread? If yes, you just need therapy.
Certain people need constant feed back because they burnt out their own neuro chemistry constantly looking for a high which is harder and harder to get until they can't get anything, go numb except for extreme ups or downs and then they always kill themselves or get help.
Same old shit like any addiction.
>here take some benzos >4 weeks later develop a shitton of other mental problems because thats what the benzo whitdrawal syndrome does when your body develop resistance to it. >end more fricked up than before.
psychiatry is a israeli trick, they dont want to help you, they want to drug you and give you more shit problems so you are perpetually in therapy.
Therapists are one step above tarot card readers or palm readers. They have no idea what they're doing. It's a modern meme. And 99% of therapists are insane and running from their own psychological issues
I had a fantastic therapist that really helped me come to terms with my friend's suicide and the attempted suicide of another friend
However before that I had a fricking terrible woman who tried to insist i was angry at my dead friend (i wasn't) who barely spoke during our sessions. She was clearly just coasting on being a sounding board for overly emotional women rather than driving therapy (which is what an actually good therapist will do)
>have american health insurance >see someone about depression >bring up how job pays shit, rent is skyrocketing, family members have cancer, student debt etc >they just prescribe me sleep medication and prozac
Psychologists and their union with pharma is one of the major contributor to mass shootings on american soil
Ive done like 5 years of therapy in total
Tried all kinds of antidepressants
Even tried hypnosis
I still want to kill myself
Some people are too far gone
Legalize euthanasia
I see a shrink regularly for ADHD meds and I have never admit any of the problems that plagues my mind everytime I see him.
If some people doesn't want to open up they won't ever do, much less gathering enough strength to visit someone in the first place.
For some people it's not a lack of desire to get better but of will. How do you do something when you lack the will to take any steps? It's easy for other people to say just do it, but for people in this position it can feel almost like they physically can't. Words they have in their head won't come out of their mouth.
>..Meaning you aren't interested in getting better
I just feel embarrassed at admitting what makes me tick, it makes me wince just imagining me talking my deepest issues to other people, the worst part is I know all this shit is self-inflicted but I just can't turn my back and walk out of it.
Cinemaphile contrarians worship big pharma now? Okay. I'll give you guys this, you at least keep things interesting with your contrarian kneejerk reactions.
daily reminder that lithium is a poisonous metal and it was banned for 60 years until the israelites lobbied like hell to sell it again, and to this day it routinely kills people as a side effect
daily reminder that ssris cause "irresistible homicidal urges and behavior"
>go to therapy >tell "doctor" my problems >no real solutions, stuff I could figure out myself (keep a journal/exercise/diet etc.) >put me on pills that make me numb >THIS IS MY BIG BOY VOICE NOW GET OUT OF MY OFFICE BEFORE I HAVE YOU THROWN IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL!!!!!!!!!!
This shit is a farce to make money and doctors over prescribe ssris which is why people are foaming at the mouth psychopaths.
If you are completely miserable and hate life and also refuse any help or efforts to try and fix yourself unironically why not have a nice day? I don't say this to judge the act, it's your life do what you want, but if you find yourself in constant pain and misery why not just close the book?
Because it's hard af. You literally need to have a nice day in the most violent and brutal (and also painful) way possible or else Dr Shekelstein will resurrect your half dead corpse so you can spend the rest of your miserable life as a vegetable. What a philanthropist!
Embrace and commit to a self-ascend spiritual ideology. Read up on Neoplatonism, Hindusim Christian Mysticism, Kabbalah, prana/chi/pneuma/numen/holy spirit connections, Hermeticism - find self-similar teachings and embrace the truth that all things can be conjoined, all things exist and are one, but don't fall for the ego death meme. Not self-transcendence, but self-ascendance. Realize it's all one thing, you're a completely unique part of it, alive and aware, the whole thing IS you and you get to control it. Live in the present, not the past, not the future, there must be there a "will", just "is". Every emotion, every thought, every action is real, this moment is what is real and makes the future. Choose what to harbour in yourself and what actions to make and things to think and feel.
All is motion.
All motion is forward.
Always be moving forward.
But that's the trick of it - you're always moving forward anyway.
yawn i read shankara pbuh the list goes on, you coping bastard
2 years ago
Anonymous
Why are you obsessed with calling realization and personal agency a cope? Have you just completely given up on being your own person? Are you so powerless? Go starve in a cave then.
2 years ago
Anonymous
>Assuming that anything has to exist, my perfect world would be one in which everyone has experienced the annulment of his or her ego. That is, our consciousness of ourselves as unique individuals would entirely disappear. We would still function as beings that needed the basics—food, shelter, and clothing—but life wouldn’t be any more than that. It wouldn’t need to be. We would be content just to exist. There’s only one problem in this world: none are content with what they have. We always want something else, something “more.” And then when we get it, we still want something else and something more. There is no place of satisfaction for us. We die with regrets for what we never did and will never have a chance to do. We die with regrets for what we never got and will never get.
2 years ago
Anonymous
Genuinely awful sentiment. Antithetical to growth, perfection, attainment, and agency. That's no more than being a slave or a beast. Pathetic.
> you're a completely unique part of it
no, you're not
Yes you are. The matter and energy that compose you in this moment, passing through the configuration known as you, have never been in you before as they are in this exact moment. Nothing is truly self-similar, even at its core, not even when it was all packed into a single point.
I wonder why the immediate reaction from so many people to a different, positive perspective, is instant vitriol and hatred. You must be deeply fricked and horribly insecure as a person to feel such revulsion from a message of hope and personal freedom. I suggest waking up and stop gobbling down nihilistic materialism like the soul numbing drug it is.
Therapy doesn't work for people with real problems >poor people >fricked up childhood >divorce >health issues >real abuse
All we can help you is to help you cope with the issue and give you obvious canned answers for your problems. You still have to do the things yourself. My consultorie is full of 15yo girls and soi with non-problems like normalgay relationship, '''depression'''' (do nothing about life and wonder why isn't best thing you ever felt in the palm of your hands), 'anxiety' (lol) and more bs. People with real problems can't be helped with therapy because real problems can't be talked out of them, and they have to do the things themselves anyway
No one is gonna talk you out of how your dad raped you since you were a kid till last year.
You either kys or do something about it.
Real problems don't need 'mental health' that's BULLSHIT and doesn't work. You gotta love through it and do something. You don't need me to tell you 'you gotta get going maaaan'. You could do it yourself.
Yeah, things like schizoprenia are real things but your shitty ex, or your 'depression' or your existential crisis are a non-problem. Go do something pussy
Therapy doesn't work because is about helping with life. And real problems can't be talked they need real solutions
Here are your options claim disability you won't get much if you haven't worked much. Then use your backpay to buy a van and adopt a dog. Live in said van and stop bothering everyone. You got this bro, I believe in you.
The opening montage of “NOBODY” from a couple(?) years ago really communicated this well. Also shit like American Beauty, Office Space. The early 2000s were all about this shit
I can't really think of one with that theme. Closest that comes to mind is probably some man vs. self character struggle independent film, but other than that I don't really know?
-_- Too many tragedies going on in the news to cause such an inflection on the board. No worries OP, I was once in your shoes too. You'll find your movie recommendation soon. For now, you'll have to settle with this website criticizing your mental health for your desire for something different.
Reddit can do a better job in talking about movies. In fact Reddit is more open minded and stays on topic about movies than this website.
Today will be the day I remember made a mental health professional have a meltdown because I browse Cinemaphile in a funny way. In this moment I am euphoric.
>This is why we should get rid of weekdays and have an ever increasing number. Weeks no longer serve a purpose along with traditional dating >those digits
>get enough sleep (usually 6-8 hours) >don't use social media >go to the gym/get enough exercise >video game/watch tv for 30 minutes or less >meditate and learn how to calm your mind >regularly talk to the people close to you >stop drinking/smoking/using drugs
There you go, I fixed your mental issues. Oh wait you aren't actually going to do any of that because you're a dumb piece of shit who actively refuses help while whining incessantly. Oh well, enjoy your zoloft pills you annoying frickers.
>regularly talk to the people close to you
Unironically how do you do this? I'm 21 and I just a week ago I made my first friend since middle school... he's a weirdo my age who studies programming and he likes nerdy shit and he's also kinda autistic so he's just like me.
He's also my half-cousin or some shit, we shared phone numbers and we've texted for a bit but we havent texted since last week, I've no idea what to do now or what to talk to him about... I literally havent had a friend since i was 13 (before I even had a phone) so I dont really know how to chat to him or whatever. Do I ask this guy if he wants to hang out again or something, or would that be awkward and I should leave him alone. What if he says no, i dont want to be alone again.
How do people even socialize and keep up with this shit. i just dont get it and i wanna kill myself more...
>another exam period starts tomorrow >my 6th year >20+ classes behind >actually tried this time >gave up in the last month as my life started crumbling again >the last week everything has ritualistically gone wrong >can't get off my arse to study even now, the last day, to at least try and get a passing grade >I'm just sitting here with my stomach and head killing me from anxiety and insomnia
At this point I legitimately think the universe is trying to tell me to give up. Either I don't try and my life is a steady decline, or I do try and everything gets much, much worse. It doesn't matter what I plan, it doesn't matter how hard I try to get it right, no matter what, I lose. I lose again and again and again. I could plan something as simple as to order a hamburger on Saturday, and on that particular day they'll take 1.5 hours to bring it, it'll be soggy and cold and whatever else. It doesn't matter, everything I plan ends in failure.
I just don't know anymore. I'm tired and I'm past "caring" in a sense. I've assumed and internalised failure but I also cannot just give up and wait to die. However I can't see any other option for me.
>MFW moderators aren't supervising the people here talking about mental health instead of suggesting movies.
You all, we are supposed to talk about movies remember?
"moderators" Kek is this your first day on Cinemaphile dot com or what? Also, discussing the health of the prime movie-going audience is very important. Very much in bounds with the rules of this board. Lurk moar
Are you pretending to be moronic
You better not be
The frick? You are in the wrong here pals. This all is Matrix pill propaganda. You are not a psychiatrist and am not in the position to do this. I can understand this in /adv/ but Cinemaphile? Fricking Cinemaphile? What's next you're going to wear underwear on your head and put a hat on your crotch?
Yes, but I often find myself either paralyzed with indecision of what to play or distracted by shitposting here/watching shit on youtube. But when I am actually playing, I usually enjoy myself.
Psychiatry resident here. SSRI’s are only overprescribed because every patient begs you for them. They dont want to put in the work themselves. Anti-schizo meds on the other hand are very effective
>lift 4-5 days a week, run outside 2-3 times a week >stop eating goyslop. Water, milk, lean proteins, whole grains, fruit, and vegetables should be 99% of what goes into your body. No processed shit. >sleep at a regular time and wake up at a regular time (ie 10pm-6am) >stop watching porn. This is one of the biggest ones if you are currently watching porn daily. >fap no more than once every 3 days or so, and only if it’s to your imagination >no weed, cigarettes or alcohol >have an activity you do once or twice a week that involves interaction with other people (group sports, volunteering, film club, whatever) >have a decent job you can at least take some satisfaction in. If you hate your current wagie or NEET situation, learn the necessary skills to get into a better fit for you. >limit your time on internet timesinks (Cinemaphile/youtube/etc) and TV/movies
There's one kino called "Seek help from a medical professional", I heard it's got great acting that will help you with your mental health issues.
May as well visit a psychic.
>never tried it
>claims it doesn't work because /misc/ told you
>wonder why your life with untreated mental illness is so shitty
You do you, tough guys.
If your feelings about life life are OP's pic, then you are.
>psychiatric gaslighting
tried it
I did try it, my ">muh /misc/" urban redneck. Also university-level psychology courses. It's all cold reading, just as a psychic does. Then you reference the DSMV, which is written to be astrology-tier in being able to associate many of the checkmark bulletpoints with what you want to see due to their designed vagueness.
It really is the same shit, just with more legal drugs.
>just be positive 🙂
>heres some CBT (doesnt work long term, only long enough to bill your insurance and get you out the door)
>heres some SSRIs (we'll bill you)
>heres a cute "le support mental health TM" button
t. doctor shekelstein
Yes anon, the israelites are out to help you with your mental health. Don't trust them
daily reminder that the DSM is determined by consensus vote
This but unironically
Oh and Pfizer makes most antidepressants as well as Xanax as well as the ~~*covid vaccine*~~
daily reminder that pfizer hires its own "safety testing" agency (gee i wonder what the incentives are).
daily reminder that all pharmaceutical companies are constantly engaged in multibillion dollar lawsuits
daily reminder that pharma routinely gives people cancer with impunity because they can foot the lawsuits after the fact
daily reminder that pharma can and will ultimately medicalize every negative feeling and thought you have in order to sell treatment
Where can I sign up for therapeutic wiener and ball torture?
I will never understand this meme. You work for big pharma?
Let me give you a movie called "IT DOESN'T WORK!"
therapists are just worthless, pills in fact do work
Yeah just drug yourself so you become a zombie, good idea totally not a pharma shill
the point is that they work, it just has side-effects like all drugs, that's the best you can get if you want the easiest and fastest solution. There are no magical solutions out there
lobotomies also "work", dumbass, and they were unanimously supported by psychiatry at the time.
and??, it's up to you to decide, you want the easy solution, or maybe try the hard way to solve all your problems and worries. The point is that they fricking work, mouthbreather, you're the one who decides if the pros outweigh the cons, and if to take them or not
>he thinks people decided their own lobotomies
we're talking about now and about pills. You can decide or otherwise your parents, in that case they're the ones to blame
have it your way. do you have any idea how many ppl are involuntarily medicated?
if you are far beyond a point in which you're not functional and pretty much cosidered a threat to society, it's only natural to be forcefully medicated
I took SSRIs for a year or so, it help get in an exercise routine, advance in my career, get better sleep hygiene, deal with my drinking problem. Then I got off and kept those routines and have never been happier. Dont listen to people that demonize pharma, or people who tell you it will solve your problems. It might give you a little leg up, but confronting depression is a lot of work, therapy will help, but its ultimately up to you. Good luck.
Pills work, SSRIs don't
Therapy? I ain't no mental midget
>im sad
take these pills anon, they wont actually make you feel better but instead make the feeling of being miserable foggy and ill collect a paycheck from a pharmaceutical company
I prefer the sequel called "Shut the frick up homosexual".
>comes into thread to talk about how depressed he is
>gets mad when the obvious solution is offered
Are you just scared to talk to someone or something?
You mean... Scientific consensus? Oh no!
Disingenuous lies about your supposed life won't help your daily mental suffering.
So they made a bunch of stuff that helps people... Wow, that's like.... so evil?
>comes into thread to talk about how depressed he is
That's where you are wrong kiddo
ssris don't solve everything israelite
>You mean... Scientific consensus? Oh no!
scientific consensus is one of the greatest doublespeaks ever concocted. it means being a phd dork on a panel. thats it.
>y-you haven't tried it..!
>I actually have.
>...uhh...D-DISINGENUOUS LIES!!!!!!!!
Unironically see a shrink. And yes, I am that addon who was saying they were on the level of psychics. If it's not a scam, you really need the help.
>scientific consensus
What's the 'scientific consensus' on what a woman is?
They are almost as bad as doing nothing at all. nothing at all. nothing at all.
>therapy becomes more common/normalised
>mental illness, depression and suicide rates only increase
Something isn't adding up...
my psychiatrist always told me if you don't take risks nothing will ever change (in regard to my autism)
i'm trying and dont even think i can make it until an appointment
Nah, frick israelites.
i know a dude who got diagnosed with depression or something and they gave him a bunch of pills that made him even worse he was a walking zombie on those meds but then he got a gf and all his 'mental illness' went away and he stopped taking the pills too
dont fall for the pharmaisraelite, the doctorisraelite and the shrinisraelite
what happens when the girlfriend goes away, or even earlier, the initial relationship butterflies go away and he is back to feeling the same
Live off the good memories...that's what I've been doing the past decade.
Fricking based and sad anon
I've been doing this for the past 3 years but I feel happy enough i had those memories and experiences that you know what?? It's all fine, i was a cool badass at some point and now I'm a soulless wagie husk that's living off the memories
I know that dude too
It was me
Now she left me and im in the process of ordering my helium tank and mask again
I always asks this question to patients right away to figure out if they really are autistic.
"Do you do things to upset people that you know are *fricked up*, then when they get upset, insult you do you get a rush?"
If the answer is yes, they really are autistic. Not exactly what you could call autistic more like bpd/schizophrenic but autistic I think you understand better.
That's my question for anons. Do you say things that you know are fricked up, get insulted, then get a rush from the "you" if so you have bpd/schizophrenia which you is your own fault by burning out your own limbic system and draining your brain of all it's "nutrients". I'm going layman terms here.
And then the follow up question, do you constantly do the same exact sequence or use the same "bait". If so yeah you need professional help and some suboxone as soon as possible, you are really fricked up and will never get better on your own.
>be me
>keep my comfy vidya general open all day and always scan the posts for discussion and in-game help
>but also sometimes come to Cinemaphile and gather a bunch of goofy threads and have a few small conversations with anons in them
I am a walking contradiction, I do both, medicine man, take your voodoo elsewhere. I just don't go in looking to shit places up.
also
>banter isn't real, it's mental illness
Come on
Pretending to be braindead moronic is not banter, it's anti banter peak cringe. There's no effort, no comedic timing no nothing.
I'm tired. Every time someone wants help on here they do this shit. I answer there question then follow up with a question, Then I wait around as they frick off.
I'm heading out. Don't ask for help then pull shit guys. I have actual paying patients to worry about. I just pop on here for those who can't get help.
The least you can do is stop fricking around with my time. I gave you answers. I can't tell you what to do with you answering my questions.
Good night, thanks for wasting my time buttholes.
Here are partial answers. I can't give much more without people answer questions which they can't seem to do.
You'll end up with some new from overseas doctor who will overprescribe shit to you for profit.
oh bullshit. if you can't reply faster than that I don't give a frick about your lies. I deal with meth heads, abused children and literal psychopaths all day. You're just a junior varsity piece of shit and bad at lying.
get on suboxone or you will end up killing yourself.
>your lies
You're mad. Can you, the smartest man to ever live, find the concept of what I posted so absolutely impossible? I think the mental illness you're surrounded by is leaking into your fricking head.
I keep my general open and look at it throughout the day. It's nice. I sometimes open Cinemaphile for a quick spicy thread, sometimes I find a thread that lasts ages. I post in /hor/ every October too, so I have at least two generals opens.
You're not God's gift to Cinemaphile so stop acting like such a c**t you goon. Holy shit what a jackass. You're so pure and good.
I contradict your entire profession by having some different threads open at different times, sell your snake oil and sorcery elsewhere.
>this is the type of person that is supposed to teach you how live your life
maybe you should take some pills bro you don't sound so good
sounds like a big cope. cry about it some more maybe that'll help.
>if so you have bpd/schizophrenia which you is your own fault by burning out your own limbic system and draining your brain of all it's "nutrients"
That's some medical school you went to, Dr. moron
>tried that
>didn't help
now what
have a nice day. If you're miserable anyways why drag it out?
see
Your are stuck in "hyper vigilance" probably. Do you open multiple threads at once? Are you looking at a bunch of things constantly. If so yeah you need suboxone.
Can you just stay in one thread? If yes, you just need therapy.
Certain people need constant feed back because they burnt out their own neuro chemistry constantly looking for a high which is harder and harder to get until they can't get anything, go numb except for extreme ups or downs and then they always kill themselves or get help.
Same old shit like any addiction.
sorry you are or you're. I'm tired i'm been working all day.
>here take some benzos
>4 weeks later develop a shitton of other mental problems because thats what the benzo whitdrawal syndrome does when your body develop resistance to it.
>end more fricked up than before.
psychiatry is a israeli trick, they dont want to help you, they want to drug you and give you more shit problems so you are perpetually in therapy.
>GET A SHRINK
>TAKE THE PILLS
>BLIND YOUR VIEW OF LIFE
no thanks
Therapists are one step above tarot card readers or palm readers. They have no idea what they're doing. It's a modern meme. And 99% of therapists are insane and running from their own psychological issues
The People pushing Lobotomies a hundred years ago are pushing puberty blockers and chopping your wiener off today
I was married to a therapist so you can trust me when I say they are all insane
So everyone is mentally ill lmao
I had a fantastic therapist that really helped me come to terms with my friend's suicide and the attempted suicide of another friend
However before that I had a fricking terrible woman who tried to insist i was angry at my dead friend (i wasn't) who barely spoke during our sessions. She was clearly just coasting on being a sounding board for overly emotional women rather than driving therapy (which is what an actually good therapist will do)
Its a complete crapshoot as to who you'll get.
>have american health insurance
>see someone about depression
>bring up how job pays shit, rent is skyrocketing, family members have cancer, student debt etc
>they just prescribe me sleep medication and prozac
Psychologists and their union with pharma is one of the major contributor to mass shootings on american soil
>DUDE TAKE THESS BRAIN ALTERING CHEMICALS THAT CHANGE THE SEX OF FISH LMAO
No thanks.
Ive done like 5 years of therapy in total
Tried all kinds of antidepressants
Even tried hypnosis
I still want to kill myself
Some people are too far gone
Legalize euthanasia
Mental illness isn't real. It's stuff womyn made up to get attention and have excuses.
I see a shrink regularly for ADHD meds and I have never admit any of the problems that plagues my mind everytime I see him.
If some people doesn't want to open up they won't ever do, much less gathering enough strength to visit someone in the first place.
..Meaning you aren't interested in getting better. Nothing wrong with that but at least own up to it
For some people it's not a lack of desire to get better but of will. How do you do something when you lack the will to take any steps? It's easy for other people to say just do it, but for people in this position it can feel almost like they physically can't. Words they have in their head won't come out of their mouth.
>..Meaning you aren't interested in getting better
I just feel embarrassed at admitting what makes me tick, it makes me wince just imagining me talking my deepest issues to other people, the worst part is I know all this shit is self-inflicted but I just can't turn my back and walk out of it.
>go see therapist
>problems still there
huh
>all that seethe
>mentally ill troony pedo thinks you can make all your problems disappear by taking a wienertail of pharmaceuticals
Kek
No one has made a movie that accurately depicts depression because it would be too boring
Cinemaphile contrarians worship big pharma now? Okay. I'll give you guys this, you at least keep things interesting with your contrarian kneejerk reactions.
Just distract yourself until you don't have enough time to think. That's what life is about.
Me for the past 6-7 years.
daily reminder that lithium is a poisonous metal and it was banned for 60 years until the israelites lobbied like hell to sell it again, and to this day it routinely kills people as a side effect
daily reminder that ssris cause "irresistible homicidal urges and behavior"
Not to obsess over xanax and benzodiazepines all thread but again, xanax is like 1/3 lithium
>go to therapy
>tell "doctor" my problems
>no real solutions, stuff I could figure out myself (keep a journal/exercise/diet etc.)
>put me on pills that make me numb
>THIS IS MY BIG BOY VOICE NOW GET OUT OF MY OFFICE BEFORE I HAVE YOU THROWN IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL!!!!!!!!!!
This shit is a farce to make money and doctors over prescribe ssris which is why people are foaming at the mouth psychopaths.
>no real solutions, stuff I could figure out myself
Did you do those things then?
moron
no
Office Space
lifeundercapitalism.jpg
>just have to survive until i can have a semi-natural death from cancer or heart disease around age 40
Seems to be the rate that I'm going toward
If you are completely miserable and hate life and also refuse any help or efforts to try and fix yourself unironically why not have a nice day? I don't say this to judge the act, it's your life do what you want, but if you find yourself in constant pain and misery why not just close the book?
Because it's hard af. You literally need to have a nice day in the most violent and brutal (and also painful) way possible or else Dr Shekelstein will resurrect your half dead corpse so you can spend the rest of your miserable life as a vegetable. What a philanthropist!
>Because it's hard af.
No its not. Get a gun, a big one, rent a cabin with no neighbors for a few days, go out and have a nice day barrel in mouth.
So now you know, so why not go do it? Why drag out a miserable existence for decades?
I as many others, live in a noguns country.
You're gonna die anyway, there's no need to kys when you've been gifted 80 or so years to do whatever you want
You can buy shotguns and black powder pistols in the UK with a basic b***h certificate that costs like $100.
I can’t access guns and I’m too poor to afford to rent a cabin
An elephant sitting still
based jannies
Embrace and commit to a self-ascend spiritual ideology. Read up on Neoplatonism, Hindusim Christian Mysticism, Kabbalah, prana/chi/pneuma/numen/holy spirit connections, Hermeticism - find self-similar teachings and embrace the truth that all things can be conjoined, all things exist and are one, but don't fall for the ego death meme. Not self-transcendence, but self-ascendance. Realize it's all one thing, you're a completely unique part of it, alive and aware, the whole thing IS you and you get to control it. Live in the present, not the past, not the future, there must be there a "will", just "is". Every emotion, every thought, every action is real, this moment is what is real and makes the future. Choose what to harbour in yourself and what actions to make and things to think and feel.
All is motion.
All motion is forward.
Always be moving forward.
But that's the trick of it - you're always moving forward anyway.
Find your truth, OP.
>find your cope,op
ftfy
Genuinely kind of pathetic that not only do you have to cope by calling it a cope, you had to resort to a meme word. Wake up.
keep coping bud
Afraid of the truth, huh? It'll find you sooner or later. I'll find you sooner or later. After all, we're connected. We're one.
yawn i read shankara pbuh the list goes on, you coping bastard
Why are you obsessed with calling realization and personal agency a cope? Have you just completely given up on being your own person? Are you so powerless? Go starve in a cave then.
>Assuming that anything has to exist, my perfect world would be one in which everyone has experienced the annulment of his or her ego. That is, our consciousness of ourselves as unique individuals would entirely disappear. We would still function as beings that needed the basics—food, shelter, and clothing—but life wouldn’t be any more than that. It wouldn’t need to be. We would be content just to exist. There’s only one problem in this world: none are content with what they have. We always want something else, something “more.” And then when we get it, we still want something else and something more. There is no place of satisfaction for us. We die with regrets for what we never did and will never have a chance to do. We die with regrets for what we never got and will never get.
Genuinely awful sentiment. Antithetical to growth, perfection, attainment, and agency. That's no more than being a slave or a beast. Pathetic.
Yes you are. The matter and energy that compose you in this moment, passing through the configuration known as you, have never been in you before as they are in this exact moment. Nothing is truly self-similar, even at its core, not even when it was all packed into a single point.
> you're a completely unique part of it
no, you're not
God I hate gays like this so much. They always act like they’ve “figured it out, man”
I wonder why the immediate reaction from so many people to a different, positive perspective, is instant vitriol and hatred. You must be deeply fricked and horribly insecure as a person to feel such revulsion from a message of hope and personal freedom. I suggest waking up and stop gobbling down nihilistic materialism like the soul numbing drug it is.
ACHIEVE GNOSIS
Therapy doesn't work for people with real problems
>poor people
>fricked up childhood
>divorce
>health issues
>real abuse
All we can help you is to help you cope with the issue and give you obvious canned answers for your problems. You still have to do the things yourself. My consultorie is full of 15yo girls and soi with non-problems like normalgay relationship, '''depression'''' (do nothing about life and wonder why isn't best thing you ever felt in the palm of your hands), 'anxiety' (lol) and more bs. People with real problems can't be helped with therapy because real problems can't be talked out of them, and they have to do the things themselves anyway
No one is gonna talk you out of how your dad raped you since you were a kid till last year.
You either kys or do something about it.
Real problems don't need 'mental health' that's BULLSHIT and doesn't work. You gotta love through it and do something. You don't need me to tell you 'you gotta get going maaaan'. You could do it yourself.
Yeah, things like schizoprenia are real things but your shitty ex, or your 'depression' or your existential crisis are a non-problem. Go do something pussy
Therapy doesn't work because is about helping with life. And real problems can't be talked they need real solutions
>ESL
>posts moronic shit
Everytime
>moronic shit
>63% of rape victims end killing themselves even after 'therapy'
Just one more week until I go to Japan and get an Otaku Gf.
Where did you got this kino WebM, son?
Here are your options claim disability you won't get much if you haven't worked much. Then use your backpay to buy a van and adopt a dog. Live in said van and stop bothering everyone. You got this bro, I believe in you.
The opening montage of “NOBODY” from a couple(?) years ago really communicated this well. Also shit like American Beauty, Office Space. The early 2000s were all about this shit
My home movies where I work for a few months, save money and quit my job because it's trash.
I can't really think of one with that theme. Closest that comes to mind is probably some man vs. self character struggle independent film, but other than that I don't really know?
Spongebob Squarepants
get on bored or you're a bigot
>if you were on a bus full of gays would you get off?
-_- Too many tragedies going on in the news to cause such an inflection on the board. No worries OP, I was once in your shoes too. You'll find your movie recommendation soon. For now, you'll have to settle with this website criticizing your mental health for your desire for something different.
Reddit can do a better job in talking about movies. In fact Reddit is more open minded and stays on topic about movies than this website.
What do you do when you have no will or drive to improve your life? How do you get over avoidant personality disorder and severe crippling anxiety?
Today will be the day I remember made a mental health professional have a meltdown because I browse Cinemaphile in a funny way. In this moment I am euphoric.
How do you browse Cinemaphile?
Naked in a bean bag chair, shoulder deep in a family-sized bag of cheetos. just like everybody else
Brazil
This is why we should get rid of weekdays and have an ever increasing number. Weeks no longer serve a purpose along with traditional dating
>This is why we should get rid of weekdays and have an ever increasing number. Weeks no longer serve a purpose along with traditional dating
>those digits
>get enough sleep (usually 6-8 hours)
>don't use social media
>go to the gym/get enough exercise
>video game/watch tv for 30 minutes or less
>meditate and learn how to calm your mind
>regularly talk to the people close to you
>stop drinking/smoking/using drugs
There you go, I fixed your mental issues. Oh wait you aren't actually going to do any of that because you're a dumb piece of shit who actively refuses help while whining incessantly. Oh well, enjoy your zoloft pills you annoying frickers.
do all of this except do exorbitant amounts of snus all day
But I already do that...
the one and only source of misery in my entire life is my job, which i am at from 11 am to midnight 6 days a week. stay in school, kids. trust.
Based
What's making you unhappy then?
>regularly talk to the people close to you
Unironically how do you do this? I'm 21 and I just a week ago I made my first friend since middle school... he's a weirdo my age who studies programming and he likes nerdy shit and he's also kinda autistic so he's just like me.
He's also my half-cousin or some shit, we shared phone numbers and we've texted for a bit but we havent texted since last week, I've no idea what to do now or what to talk to him about... I literally havent had a friend since i was 13 (before I even had a phone) so I dont really know how to chat to him or whatever. Do I ask this guy if he wants to hang out again or something, or would that be awkward and I should leave him alone. What if he says no, i dont want to be alone again.
How do people even socialize and keep up with this shit. i just dont get it and i wanna kill myself more...
Ah yes, thank you, this helped cure my schizophrenia
>moronic failed normie thinks people can’t suffer from legitimate, severe mental illness
>another exam period starts tomorrow
>my 6th year
>20+ classes behind
>actually tried this time
>gave up in the last month as my life started crumbling again
>the last week everything has ritualistically gone wrong
>can't get off my arse to study even now, the last day, to at least try and get a passing grade
>I'm just sitting here with my stomach and head killing me from anxiety and insomnia
At this point I legitimately think the universe is trying to tell me to give up. Either I don't try and my life is a steady decline, or I do try and everything gets much, much worse. It doesn't matter what I plan, it doesn't matter how hard I try to get it right, no matter what, I lose. I lose again and again and again. I could plan something as simple as to order a hamburger on Saturday, and on that particular day they'll take 1.5 hours to bring it, it'll be soggy and cold and whatever else. It doesn't matter, everything I plan ends in failure.
I just don't know anymore. I'm tired and I'm past "caring" in a sense. I've assumed and internalised failure but I also cannot just give up and wait to die. However I can't see any other option for me.
What happened that made your life start crumbling again??
>MFW moderators aren't supervising the people here talking about mental health instead of suggesting movies.
You all, we are supposed to talk about movies remember?
"moderators" Kek is this your first day on Cinemaphile dot com or what? Also, discussing the health of the prime movie-going audience is very important. Very much in bounds with the rules of this board. Lurk moar
The frick? You are in the wrong here pals. This all is Matrix pill propaganda. You are not a psychiatrist and am not in the position to do this. I can understand this in /adv/ but Cinemaphile? Fricking Cinemaphile? What's next you're going to wear underwear on your head and put a hat on your crotch?
Are you pretending to be moronic
You better not be
Yeah, how about you go to a DVD store and start screaming at the cashier about your mental health problems.
Does anyone find enjoyment in video games anymore?
Yes, but I often find myself either paralyzed with indecision of what to play or distracted by shitposting here/watching shit on youtube. But when I am actually playing, I usually enjoy myself.
Only high apm stuff like sc2 or some shooters
Anything else and I have enough time to think and the suicidal thoughts get in
No, I’ve barely played any for the past two years. When I say barely I mean like four.
>Restores your faith in the power of video games
There's nothing quite like it, and the dlc is great as well
You just grew up anon. It’s not a bad thing.
When you’re a geezer you’ll probably like them again
Reading this thread, I do understand now why you channers incels ape out and murder unarmed people in groceries stores
the shining
>> /adv/
I reported this thread. None of what is going on here is about films.
Psychiatry resident here. SSRI’s are only overprescribed because every patient begs you for them. They dont want to put in the work themselves. Anti-schizo meds on the other hand are very effective
Fascinating stuff actually.
You fricking morons
LITERALLY all you have to do is
>lift 4-5 days a week, run outside 2-3 times a week
>stop eating goyslop. Water, milk, lean proteins, whole grains, fruit, and vegetables should be 99% of what goes into your body. No processed shit.
>sleep at a regular time and wake up at a regular time (ie 10pm-6am)
>stop watching porn. This is one of the biggest ones if you are currently watching porn daily.
>fap no more than once every 3 days or so, and only if it’s to your imagination
>no weed, cigarettes or alcohol
>have an activity you do once or twice a week that involves interaction with other people (group sports, volunteering, film club, whatever)
>have a decent job you can at least take some satisfaction in. If you hate your current wagie or NEET situation, learn the necessary skills to get into a better fit for you.
>limit your time on internet timesinks (Cinemaphile/youtube/etc) and TV/movies
That’s all you have to do
Manchester by the Sea