How come even after years of isolation people still feel basic anxiety and embarrassment when put in a spot, shouldn't all these para-social fears wither away when someone is withdrawn for years from society?
because most people who say they've been withdrawn from society haven't been so, they simply became terminally online, they still engage in socializing and all the luggage that comes with it, why do you think many people in an anonymous imageboard still get upset and genuinely argue over moronic shit? they still have a lingering need to be argumentative and prove other people wrong.
Unless you've spent years off the grid in some mountain with no human contact you really can't say you've opted out of society, and I'm pretty sure the average monk or mountain dweller couldn't care less about the things we might be embarrassed over.
You can still participate in this stupid online bullshit as the primary solution serving your social needs while also detaching emotionally from unnecessary garbage.
no you cannot, you're just deluding yourself if you think you're able to emotionally detach yourself from social interactions just because you browse some Cinemaphile edgy threads.
It's okay, anon. If you haven't reached this point yet, keep trying. You may still one day. To be unmoved by unnecessary things is a gift and worthy of the search for it.
I've moved far beyond conventional social anxiety. I still feel people's eyes on me when I'm outside, but now I revel in making other people feel uncomfortable. Like if I sense even a hint of disdain on their part for my manner or dress - even if there's nothing wrong with it, I double down on my interaction with them with glee.
I will never understand social anxiety and feeling constantly observed, I personally just assume people act like a normally do, and I don't spend my time outside staring at various people so why would they stare at me
The thing is, people are staring all the time, at different intervals, for different lengths, making different judgments. The secret is, who cares. They don't matter, and they don't care about you either.
>I double down on my interaction with them with glee.
hey guys its The Joker! my neighbor is a lonely 50 year old lady. her husband recently left her and her 2 kids also moved out. sometimes if im lounging on the sofa and i see her upstairs bedroom light go on i like to stretch out and undo my pants because i know she can see into my living room from her upstairs window. i then start to jerk off figuring she is watching. it gets me extra hard even though i have no interest in her whatsoever because i am much younger
You don't like sitting around the pub/bar and just drinking in peace while enjoying the ambient atmosphere of other people talking without ever actually participating yourself?
When my mom passes away I will kill myself.
Not for grief over her just can't put her through that. She has been battling cancer for almost five years now. I would like her to conquer it still. Just looking forward to punching my ticket. WIll be keeping it simple, rope and the door knob,
>Have one chance at feeling and experiencing life >Opts out
Honestly only thing I hate more than shallow social interactions between normies are people who give up because they assume there are no alternatives.
I feel bad about evreryone I see, I see their worries, their unfulfilled dreams, I see ugly peole and feel awful about their life, Im also always worried my family members are gonna die in some accident.
Is there a name for this? Mi mom always said I was very empathetic but I didng expect it to become a problem.
I feel sense of dread 24h, for all those around me.
they want to label it paranoid shizophrenia but you are just a worrysome person like me.
don´t get involved with other affairs and learn to not give a shit.
it´s hard but doable , you will only be taken advantage of and get butthurt over it.
Ernest Goes To The Prolonged Isolation and Loneliness Chamber and Starts to Become a Ghoul, preferably the VHS version
does human meat really taste like pork, ghoulbros?
no
it tastes better
Like most bushmeat- tastes more akin to chicken
Salty
The Mask
The Alchemist Cookbook (2016)
Lord of the Rings: Golem's Bad Ghoul Day
That thing as a nice ass.
How come even after years of isolation people still feel basic anxiety and embarrassment when put in a spot, shouldn't all these para-social fears wither away when someone is withdrawn for years from society?
Certain brain functions are deep rooted. Never really go away.
because most people who say they've been withdrawn from society haven't been so, they simply became terminally online, they still engage in socializing and all the luggage that comes with it, why do you think many people in an anonymous imageboard still get upset and genuinely argue over moronic shit? they still have a lingering need to be argumentative and prove other people wrong.
Unless you've spent years off the grid in some mountain with no human contact you really can't say you've opted out of society, and I'm pretty sure the average monk or mountain dweller couldn't care less about the things we might be embarrassed over.
You can still participate in this stupid online bullshit as the primary solution serving your social needs while also detaching emotionally from unnecessary garbage.
no you cannot, you're just deluding yourself if you think you're able to emotionally detach yourself from social interactions just because you browse some Cinemaphile edgy threads.
It's okay, anon. If you haven't reached this point yet, keep trying. You may still one day. To be unmoved by unnecessary things is a gift and worthy of the search for it.
It is, but it's not something you're gonna reach here.
I don’t. I’ve become numb to it after years of humiliation.
Taxi Driver
I've moved far beyond conventional social anxiety. I still feel people's eyes on me when I'm outside, but now I revel in making other people feel uncomfortable. Like if I sense even a hint of disdain on their part for my manner or dress - even if there's nothing wrong with it, I double down on my interaction with them with glee.
I will never understand social anxiety and feeling constantly observed, I personally just assume people act like a normally do, and I don't spend my time outside staring at various people so why would they stare at me
The thing is, people are staring all the time, at different intervals, for different lengths, making different judgments. The secret is, who cares. They don't matter, and they don't care about you either.
Prepare to be gangstalked
>I double down on my interaction with them with glee.
hey guys its The Joker! my neighbor is a lonely 50 year old lady. her husband recently left her and her 2 kids also moved out. sometimes if im lounging on the sofa and i see her upstairs bedroom light go on i like to stretch out and undo my pants because i know she can see into my living room from her upstairs window. i then start to jerk off figuring she is watching. it gets me extra hard even though i have no interest in her whatsoever because i am much younger
Now take it to the next level and use one of those half size realdolls.
my diary tbh: The Motion Picture
>diary
what a gay, you have a Journal or a Log, Diaries are for girls and homosexuals.
Can't stand hanging around people to be honest.
If I didn't have to work, I would very rarely come into contact with people.
Agreed, I make myself go to the bar sometimes but just end up sitting around by myself half the time because I don't actually want to be there
You don't like sitting around the pub/bar and just drinking in peace while enjoying the ambient atmosphere of other people talking without ever actually participating yourself?
Weird.
> I go to bar
> I don’t like being in the bar
Are you an idiot?
Did you not see the part where I said I make myself? It's literally just to force myself to be around people or I wouldn't do it
Sounds very stupid. You should stay lonely.
I'm sure you do nothing stupid at all anon, that's why you're in this thread
A Ghost Story but I hate that movie
Dead Birds (2004)
Taxi driver
The machinist
Dracula feat. Keanu Reeves
The Shining
Literally me. I haven't left my house in 3 months. I looked at myself in the mirror the other day and was startled at how ghoulish i looked.
Sorry bud, can't empathize, but have these dubs
When my mom passes away I will kill myself.
Not for grief over her just can't put her through that. She has been battling cancer for almost five years now. I would like her to conquer it still. Just looking forward to punching my ticket. WIll be keeping it simple, rope and the door knob,
Movies for this feel?
>Have one chance at feeling and experiencing life
>Opts out
Honestly only thing I hate more than shallow social interactions between normies are people who give up because they assume there are no alternatives.
this guys life
I feel bad about evreryone I see, I see their worries, their unfulfilled dreams, I see ugly peole and feel awful about their life, Im also always worried my family members are gonna die in some accident.
Is there a name for this? Mi mom always said I was very empathetic but I didng expect it to become a problem.
I feel sense of dread 24h, for all those around me.
>Is there a name for this?
idk, sonder sounds kind of close.
they want to label it paranoid shizophrenia but you are just a worrysome person like me.
don´t get involved with other affairs and learn to not give a shit.
it´s hard but doable , you will only be taken advantage of and get butthurt over it.
Thanatomorphose. Seriously, watch it