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we had to read this book in elementary school and some homosexual spoiled it, frick you josh
BTFO
josh bros we fricking won
Man, frick this movie. Didnt see it coming and it felt so out of left field.
Here's a bigger blackpill
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that was crue. he wasnt even ugly.
ive watched only like 2 anime in my entire life and this was one of them
i completely forgot this existed til now holy shit
I remember feeling so shitty after watching this as a kid.
This movie gave me mild ptsd back then. Never understood why anna sophia rob become a meme.
she has a big butt
for you
>based on a true story
>in real life the girl was struck by lightning
ouchie
Wow, that's just as bad
woah that's lit
god I don't know what's worse, drowning is scarier but lightning seems painful as shit
Drowning is way worse, because she died alone while her little buddy was in the city with his hot teacher trying to be a grown up.
The book is pretty dark in a lot of other ways too. At the girl's funeral the boy realizes his shitbag older sisters are using the ceremony to kind of do a "look at me" catwalk.
The girl dying and all the other depressing shit was so shocking to a young reader like I was that I don't remember a single thing about any fantasy kingdoms or whatever. Only that they played in a treehouse out in the woods. So that when the trailer for the movie came out I was confused as to what all the ugly CGI shit was about.
Shocking..
Plenty of people survive that, what a pussy
It’s kino
Baited kids and parents into thinking it was an animated adventure film and left them being black and hell pilled (it’s canonical that she goes to hell)
>Jess tells her, "it's because we're all vile sinners that God made Jesus die." Leslie does not believe this, and May Belle is horrified, telling Leslie she is going to go to hell if she doesn't believe the Bible. Leslie scoffs at this, too, saying she does not believe God goes around damning people to hell.
Fricking kek
This movie is baby's first blackpill despite them trying to give a happy spin to the situation, and they definitely made the parents get back together at the end because otherwise the movie would've been completely miserable.
>2005
>white privilege
Was life ever not awful?
No, they simply replaced the white mans burden with white privilege to deflect themselves from the truth that their opinion and beliefs on other groups and people are incredibly racist and not helpful.
YOURE FRICKING BALD ED SHUT THE FRICK UP
What is wrong with these people?
They are israeli and literally want to exterminate you
Low testosterone unironically
This. Imagine being trillonaires and spend more time seething at whites than enjoying life
>people
Recognize demons when you see them.
DEHUMANIZE YOURSELF AND FACE TO BLOODSHED
wasn't his family pretty dysfunctional and his life in general kinda sucky? kinda why the kid and ASR make up their magical fantasy realm, as a form of escapism
Anon a poor white man has more privilege than a black billionaire according to these people.
pre-9/11 life was like living in a dream. The terrorists unironically won.
>tfw no cute childhood friend manic pixie dream girl who would spend time with you after school
why live
Love this film. Imagine being the lucky c**t who got to hang out with Sam Rockwell and ASR all summer and then she kisses you.
Underrated kino.
>He doesn't have one of those
Yeah, poor anon. He'll never understand true kino.
I had this
Now she’s fat and covered in tattoos it’s crazy
why didn't you save her?
ASR is fat now too (not sure about tattoos)
parts of her are definitely fat
that's thicc not fat
also she's the good type of thicc
very superior
Same thing happened to me bro. No tattoos but this art hoe I had oneitis for in high school blew up like a blimp, but it helped me get over her kek
I wasn't sad I was angry and incredulous, her off-screen death was way too sudden to be sad.
>her off-screen death was way too sudden
In other words, it was very realistic. It was one of the reasons why it hit me so strongly. When Leslie died it felt unreal because of (ironically) how real it was. It was sudden and unceremonious. It felt like an actual real life tragedy. I remember watching the film for the first time and being exactly like Jesse in that moment. I kept rejecting reality from my mind and I was continually trying to convince myself that she was actually still alive somehow. To this day I never experienced any other fictional media that made me feel that way.
>To this day I never experienced any other fictional media that made me feel that way.
I don't read shounen shit. Only soft seinen series make me cry nowadays.
what fricking order are you supposed to follow this in?
Neither. It's a compilation of pages from multiple chapters el morono
>elephant
wut
Didn't (You) know anon that the cutest girls always have huge long elephants between their legs?
In the show S-Cry-Ed, there is a character that dies early on. It was very sudden and shocking because most characters survived worse situations and the other characters in the show reacted to the death in a realistic way.
I kind of got depressed for a few days after that episode for some reason. I think it just reminded me of how sudden death can hit us in real life too.
The movie that made me realize girls can be really nice to look at. And then she died and I was sad for weeks.
This whole thread makes me feel old as frick. We had to read the book in elementary school and then the movie came out when I was in college
It’s better that you didn’t have this. For example, I have a highschool friend who my best friend was all in love with since they were in 2nd or 3rd grade together. 2 years out of high school she did BMWF porn, and it hurt my little Filipino buddy so much he almost killed himself. Luckily it wasn’t a terribly degrading porno, this was in the very early 2010s so it was before all this BLACKED hateporn shit it was just a guy that happened to be black
>Everyone falls in love with ASR
>she dies
lmao
The trailer for it was worse, it made it seem like it was some sort of Fantasy adventure.
i watch it every year. it's something of a time capsule for the 2000s
still in love with her
>and then she died
what was the moral of the story?
slice of life films don't need a "moral of the story"
Life sucks and then you die
the moral is don't skip out on hanging with your beautiful blonde friend to go to some museum with your basic b***h arthoe teacher
That everyone you ever loved or cared about will die and you will forever be alone until you die too.
What a cheery thought
True tho
What about when you die first? I have a big loving family and wife and if I died in next 20-40 I'd probably be first besides my parents
Everyone has their own struggles they're trying to overcome. Our loved ones live on in our memories.
There is no moral. There are only feels.
>keep your mind wide open
Like she did all over the rocks?
Oh you
Leslie could have lived and change Jesse through their developing relationship but she died before that happened. Her death put Jesse into a deep depression but it also allowed him to finally face his problems in life, move on, and grow into a better person. Jesse's father literally tells him that Leslie gave him something special that he will never lose. The ending credits song is literally about that. The main theme of the story is: "Things in life are precious. Learn to appreciate them because you can lose them at any moment". Jesse learned the hard way.
Why didn't they put their hoods up
>"Things in life are precious. Learn to appreciate them because you can lose them at any moment".
Learned that a few times now...
Show us your uncle's recording. Now. I want to see which maid outfits he forced you to wear before he got arrested.
>Her death put Jesse into a deep depression but it also allowed him to finally face his problems in life
that is a good point
Perhaps dont try to ford a swollen river with only an old rope (exposed to the elements) to keep you from being swept away by the current.
LIFE'S A b***h AND THEN YOU DIE
>that filename
>not loving both
ngmi
Anna Sophia Rob isn't an actual character but a metaphor for the allure of youthful naivete. Her death is symbolic of not only the loss of it due to adult cynicism, but also the effect our choices have on it.
After several loved ones who have died I finally understand, life is cruel and frick you there is no message one day you will die and nothing will make sense.
Poor girl has angelmans
Life is meaningless and random. Its literall a coen brothers movie for kids.
Shit happens and you lose people. Enjoy the time you have with them to your fullest.
Do not allow yourself to become attached to anything you are not willing to walk out on if you feel the heat around the corner
And she had a GREAT ASS
moral was just picrel
God hates children.
>what was the moral of the story?
Frick off Cronenburg
play stupid games win stupid prizes
Wear a helmet.
roasties ruin everything
Swedish blackpill incoming
Why was Bergman such a cuck? Several of his have cuckoldry in them.
most arthouse films feature cuckoldry
Mostly just the European ones.
genuinely got pissed at this c**t
actress is hot though
scandinavian brunettes are underrated
Even knowing how it would end I would still spend a summer with Monika.
Bringing condoms though.
I need to go rewatch Bergman's works again. Haven't really done that since college. I wonder what I'll get out of then this time around.
the main kid was really good in Zathura. Wonder why his career never took off
he became a rock artist or a cake or something
i really like zathura. i teach 3rd grade and thats the movie i always show after testing. hes a really good child actor who understood the script and taught a lesson with his performance. the girls like him cause hes probably like 14 and not really 10 in that and the boys like him cause hes cool and funny. ive checked his imdb but theres nothing good after adulthood
Why do girls always like guys who are way older than themselves? Is there an evolutionary reason for this?
Older men usually have more social status, wealth, power and experience. Better providers
>Zoomies willingly watching 90's kino
Theres no skibibibi toilet they dont care
based. josh and zathura have always been cool. it is a shame he hasn't been in more big films. from what i've heard he tries to keep his life private and that probably distances him from the Hollywood scene
>tfw you're 5'11
watched hunger games for him, no I am not gay
Was he any good in the Red Dawn remake?
iirc everyone kinda phoned that one in
Hmm. Disappointing. I was in highschool when the remake came out, I assumed it was really good because one of my classmates was a "I can't wait for the invasion so I can kill some people!" kind of edgelord. Always talked about guns and "joining the marines" right after high school. He was totally stoked about a movie where kids our age picked up arms against invaders but after he watched it he dropped his entire obsession. I assumed the movie was so good it actually scared him into reality.
poor guy is good looking but he's like 5'4"
that's not gonna work unless you're a scientologist
manlet
no women would bang him for less than 6 figures
When Jess's dad said "Your friend Leslie's dead" I thought Leslie was killed by the troll. It took me way too long to realize that Terabithia was pretend and not a magical land that was invisible to adults.
Stupid thread has me feeling!
It's wild how his friend would have lived if he just wasn't trying to shotabang his hot manic pixie dream teacher that day
Start watching now, anon.
I thought the girl in this was so fricking cute and had a huge crush on her as a kid. But I still think that because I'm still me. What does that mean?
arrested development
you're a pedophile and that's a good thing
>arrested development
It means that (You) are a normal human being. Finding super cute girls cute is normal no matter the age. Putting your dick into cute girls is an entirely different concept tho.
Her character is perfectly engineered to appeal to boring blank-slate nerds. She's weird, like you are, but in a cute way which makes you feel like you might have a chance. Her death has a double symbolic meaning for this type of viewer. Because (You) never fulfilled your adolescent romantic and sexual needs as a teenager, her death represents a moment frozen in time and the lack of emotional catharsis during this stage of development, one that is emboldened by the uncaring progression of life. She has become something of a permanent oneitis, seared forever into your developing brain as "the one that got away" despite not ever existing.
Why would you do this
Also
>1337
Anon what the frick
its over
i missed out on life
I'm going to kill myself tomorrow.
I fricking hate this website
Explains why I hated the book. I had a high school sweetheart. She was the drum major and valedictorian and as weird as I was.
>memories of that which never were are sweeter than anything that could have been
Only /d/ can heal this kind of pain
Some of these thoughts were creeping into my head when reviewing this thread and you really did a good job formalizing them. Goddamn this one cuts deep
put me in the vantablackpill cap
Is this a pasta or are you some kind of avatar of depression
its really over isn't it
based
that's fricking gay but true.
damn.....haha
>off by 1
hmmm
🙁
She's not even dead she just moved to another country and i still can't get over her.
t. guy with a wife
I still think about her, the real one that got away
you guys really didn't have young love? that sucks
Frick you too
Not really. Maybe they should stop feeling sorry for themselves over shit that they can't change. There's plenty of women to frick or fall in love with. It just requires effort
these women have been ruined by birth control and chads wiener. They don't feel love anymore
Does birth control really have some effect on ones soul? I'm asking unironically.
birth control has a lot of well documented effects on women
It certainly affects the hormone profile and thus psychology of the person taking it. Whether that is analogous to a soul depends on your views of what a soul is.
>all boys catholic high school with a long commute on the subway
I was so fricked socially by the time I got to college and saw girls my age for the first time since middle school
>he didn't join coed extracurriculars like marching band
>he didn't go to mixers with the Sister schools, or meet girls through his friends
You had no excuses.
No I was too busy posting here.
I really shouldn't visit this website when I'm trying to stay sober.
Sometimes I forget that most of you have been losers for your entire life.
There was a point where you weren't a loser? What went wrong? You must have fricked up hugely, like I'm talking a catastrophic frick up. How did you fumble the bag so hard?
I came here
we might need to leave this place eventually if we want to make it
I'm married and I got two kids. So long suckers!
Frick you
You're a pussy if that demoralized you. You people are such pansy ass pussies. When did you people lose your balls? Implying that you ever had any to begin with lmao
>When did you people lose your balls?
When they put chemicals in the water
When they added GMO's to food
When they sprayed the skies with toxic fumes
When they made approaching women a sin and something to be ashamed of doing
When they starting flooding my homogeneous nation with shitskins that ruin the nation
When they made cost of living too high
Don't tell me you think that the girl in that pic is you?
thats literally me
It's not that.It's the last 15 years of constant demoralization that did the trick.
put me in le ebin screencap
but the anime pussy tho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nah, I wasting my time on her and it wouldn't have ever worked with how I was as a teenager. I only really came to as an adult and don't really tint my adolescence in rose coloured glasses. I really only wish I had the same amount of free time and sense of joy from first experiencing certain things again. The anons here need to begin their life truly and stop thinking life all happened in the past. It's truly a cliche but that old quote about the best time being yesterday, the second best time being now is true. I truly and authentically believe everyone here has the potential to realise themselves.
>Because (You) never fulfilled your adolescent romantic and sexual needs as a teenager
couldnt be me brah, i was a man prostitute as a teen
yet my first gf still has a place in my mind, love really is a one time thing
Why would you do this?
Why take the time to cruelly type all that?
It would have costed you nothing to not do that.
My intent is not to demoralize. I simply interpret the pain I feel inside.
ENOUGH
Jesus Christ this place is lonelier than I even thought
Is it really that bad zoomies? Just rage face in college it’ll be fine
it's a frickin story to teach children about death you stupid frick
have a nice day le epic hacker man.
High IQ post
>106
>high iq
most people with 106 iq are working at mc donalds, thats not even a SD above the average
>She has become something of a permanent oneitis, seared forever into your developing brain as "the one that got away" despite not ever existing.
>despite not ever existing
>Girl signs your yearbook
>Don't check it
What compels a person to do this?
autism
I did something similar
>16-17
>first job
>this very pretty girl from another department would talk to me when she came by my work area
>on my last day she gives me a piece of paper with her name, phone, email, and ADDRESS saying to call her if i want
>thought she was just being 'nice' and didn't really mean it because dumb autist
>found it again 12 years later in my room
>realized I fricked up big time
Seriously, what the frick guys?
>unironically using PUABlack person terms
I just witnessed a mass murder.
>mfw still sometimes think about the one that got away despite having met the love of my life since and being with her for years now
dont even want her now or would do anything to get her, just sad I never got that experience growing up
>Her character is perfectly engineered to appeal to boring blank-slate nerds. She's weird, like you are, but in a cute way which makes you feel like you might have a chance. Her death has a double symbolic meaning for this type of viewer. Because (You) never fulfilled your adolescent romantic and sexual needs as a teenager, her death represents a moment frozen in time and the lack of emotional catharsis during this stage of development, one that is emboldened by the uncaring progression of life. She has become something of a permanent oneitis, seared forever into your developing brain as "the one that got away" despite not ever existing.
I wouldn't say its a black pill. It shows us that there are truly beautiful things out there but they're temporary and need to really enjoy them while we can.
A thread about this movie a few days ago helped me quit videogames again by reminding me that the pleasure they offer is a soulless reflection of what real life has to offer.
Its the polar opposite of a black pill. The moral is that life is beautiful and precious and we can't take those around us for granted. Blackpilled would be braindead nihlism.
Go finish baman piderman you lazy frick.
Best we can do is a Pumpkin spinoff where he's a barrista in a LA book cafe
your words have no effect on me. i will continue to spend all my downtime in my room playing vidya and you can’t stop me
I'm not even sure ai can stop myself. Every time I've quit in the past the realization of how much time I've lost overwhelms me and I go right back to the numbing comfort of escapism. It feels like I haven't tried to quit that many times but every time I have the gaps between have been years.
>by reminding me that the pleasure they offer is a soulless reflection of what real life has to offer.
smartest Cinemaphileedditor
>4500
>For a switch
The frick are you buying it from?
>It shows us that there are truly beautiful things out there but they're temporary and need to really enjoy them while we can.
This message is complete fricking bullshit.
Human enterprise, human success, perhaps even the very essence of humanity itself, is entirely derived around the opposite. If anything is tasty, or beautiful, or useful, or makes us feel safe,or it makes us feel remotely happy at all, we hang on to it for dear life.
Human history is nothing but the total rejection of "just let it go", we build civilisations, cure diseases, create entertainment and art.
Sometimes you have to "let go" but most of the time you absolutely do not, you hold on to what matters and you fricking fight for it. Children shouldn't be watching nihilist garbage.
Yes, and eventually like everything in the universe, will die. Nothing lasts forever. One day you'll have to let go. You can't hold on forever.
So might as well just give up and never try in the first place. Why hasn't everyone just killed themselves? Don't those morons know it's all gonna go away in the end?
>She sees your dick
Anyone else unable to watch fantasy anymore, realizing it's just some schizo bullshit some other homosexual made up?
Lord of the Rings really happened tho
You people are pathetic and weak. You want to be depressed, then be depressed. You can sit here and stew in your negative emotions and cry like a homosexual or you can actually do something with your life and stop being a fricking mope. The amount of estrogen in this thread is off the charts. I hate these "muh feelings" anons. They make me physically sick. You can cry about how you never found love as a teen but who gives a shit? Memory is just an illusion. It doesn't matter. You're still alive. Go enjoy life and your love ones while you still can and stop being a fricking baby
okay but why are you so mad?
Just frick my ass already
>Just pull yourself up from your bootstraps!
Thanks Dad.
Unironically that's how you get ahead in life you pathetic homosexual.
Are you trying to be ironic to hide the general gayginess?
Ive been depressed. for literal years. Why do those in depression not know that some pill isn't going to save you? No one else. Its just going to be you getting used to the world not matching your expectations and finding delight in what you choose. It is pull yourself up by your bootstraps. Go out. Reach out. Excersize. FRICKING TRY. And when you don't want to try...keep trying. having an off day? okay. Its okay to have a day where you don't do anything except breath. but the next day you get out and you try again. You only fail when you stop trying. I believe in you anon.
have a nice day
dicky that got away...
homosexuals like you ruin threads. You take something wholesome and you pervert and twist it. You deserve an execution. And no, you are not funny or cute or unique because you're a predator. You are someone who deserves a bullet.
The digits have spoken
>what lack of dicky does to a mf
You deserve to get gang raped by a bunch of Black folk in prison, which is where you're most likely heading.
>NOOOOO DON'T BE ATTRACTED TO A 14YO GIRL THAT'S READY TO BREED AND WOULD HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED OF MARRIAGABLE AGE AT ANY POINT IN HUMAN HISTORY BEFORE THE 20TH CENTURY NOOOOOO ALL YOUR ANCESTROS WOULD HAVE HIT THAT IN AN INSTANT BUT FOR YOU IT'S NOT ALLOWED NOOOOOOOO
Well you better start enjoying prison butt sex as well because that's all you'll be getting for next 8-10 years
age of consent where i live is 15, i could frick that girl with zero legal consequences by waiting one (1) year. but you can keep fantasizing about gay rape if it makes you feel any better
>Turns out pedo is some poojeet 3rd worlder
Never mind, you already suffer enough.
what? i'm european, most of europe has an aoc in the 13-16 range
No wonder israelites have infected europe so badly
ENTER....
ha ha i am groot he he
good to see elliot page is getting work
Reading the book as a kid is how I learned about death
>kid who's too young to know about death is old enough to read a chapter book that isn't Captain Underpants or Franny K Stein
Sure.
she grew up and filled out real next. Saw her in that Dr. Death show recently.
fat asses are gross
Looks like she grew up on a diet of grass and packing peanuts
I would have to post all files individually tho
I knew a girl who looked just like the left at University.
The one time I spoke to her, she said I scared her.
this b***h does nothing for me
Sounds like a homosexuality problem
she looks like if Johnny Depp was turned into a little girl
>she looks like if Johnny Depp was turned into a little girl
so are boring brown goblins
I think we watched this in school, is this the one where a boy meets a girl who role plays her own fictional world and she dies trying to get to a fort they made or something
>99.99% pure concentrated blackpill
and the other 0.01%?
Girl sweat
She died because he grew up and chose the art milf over her.
This movie broke my whole school, saw it on a field trip in 5th or 6th grade. We were part of the group of people that the false advertisement got to
did most start to cry? did YOU cry Anon?
I cried
They made it seem like a fun fantasy movie by focusing on that one CGI monster scene for most of the marketing. What a bunch of buttholes.
Did they get sued for that?
how has this not been brought up? i have no idea why this movie was made, it's just depressive narcicissm.
yeah, another movie that fricked up my day
>rent this
>expect harry potter or narnia
>brutally disappointed
>rent this
>expect harry potter or narnia
>get a wholesome, emotional, atmospheric, and relatable coming of age story with a cute manic pixie dream girl
>be depressed for an entire year after watching the ending
I mean if the ending depresses you I have a thing called "Windows Movie Maker" that could fix it for you.
I never saw this movie but my brother said it made my dad cry when they watched it together.
My dad never cries.
This was tough for me as a kid but it must have been brutal as a parent. Same way heredity wrecked me as an older brother.
After I saw this movie I started to refer to my taint as the Bridge to Terabithia
Whys it blackpilled?
I have seen this movie but, the only thing I remember is both me and my sister as kids thinking it was crap.
Now thats a badonkadonk
Thanks Harvey
!!!
*BRRAAAPPPPP*
I never felt anything from this movie as a child, ive never been diagnosed autistic either.
This thread reminds me to check in on what Skylar Valentine has been up to lately. Thanks.
Cool, though it would have been nice if you had also capped to what he was answering. It lacks that necessary context
Would this be a good movie to watch with your gf? Or recommend to a girl you want to date?
why didn't she just swim?
she hit her head and went unconscious under the water
Is that how it works? Could you really hit your head that hard and not wake up while you drown? Actually how hard does a blow to head have to be to knock someone out? They knock people out all the time with a quick blow to the head in action movies
? you can just fall from standing up and die. Your head is not built to take damage like that
Why didn't god give us better skull plating?
Depending on where and how you get hit, pretty easy. Chin especially is a knock out spot
Bros what are the best movies for us incels?
Shrek 2 unironically
To feel better, to relate, or to make you want to jump off the nearest bridge?
If anyone could name one of each that'd be great actually.
Should I watch this with my gf? in case I get a gf...
True, death is just a metaphor for transformation, she grows up and becomes a thot.
>This movie is 99.99% pure concentrated blackpill and should be banned
qrd what is it about?
I remember my family wanting to watch it because it seemed like a wholesome movie after us watching Jaws the week before.
We took a break from watching movies for a few weeks after watching it.
Now that's a pig with character
hell of a day i picked to stop drinking
thanks op, i will never watch this movie. i couldn't handle it
I’m not a zoomer what is this?
read the thread spoon bawd
bridge to tarbathia is a millienal thing b***h
>Doesn't read filenames
>Not a zoomer
Are you gen alpha then?
My Girl was worse, you guys are homosexuals
Never saw the movie or read the book. Are either any good? I'm 40 now so maybe too old for it?
QRD? She steals the dog? Idgi
>She loved you, you know?
are there any manic pixie boy movies for girls?
>be friends with girl in dnd club in middle school, super cute
>a year behind me, so I go off to high school first
>a year after that, one day she excitedly runs up to me in the hallway, says we should reconnect, gives me her number
>for some reason she has a bald/shaved head
>internally sperg out, think to myself maybe she has cancer or aids or something
>respond really passively, kind of hurry away
>never call her back, never remember seeing her again, think I threw the number away, can't remember her name now
I have like six stories exactly like this. What's the best way to kill myself?
Tell me where you live anon, I'll personally kill you
also tell the other 6
>in my fist year of high school
>go to a school event where students of other schools were there too
>cute girl (blonde hair, hazel eyes, all very uncommon where i live btw) goes up to me out of nowhere and says she thought i was good looking and asks my number
>we spend days chatting, sometimes the entire night
>she says we should meet
>i agree and say we could talk over the details tommorow because i was sleepy
>next morning she messages me and i kinda forget to answer
>realize my mistake the next day but keep procastinaing to answer for some reason
>days go by and i still didnt answer
>get too embarassed to answer and kind of forget about the whole thing
>4 years later i remember and message her
>she blocks me without even replying
>2 years more go by and i drunkly decide to stalk her social media and see how shes doing in life
>she literaly became a runway model
>got featured in the cover of vogue magazine in my country and everything
>meanwhile im broke, lonely and a drug addict
>depression and sense of loss creeps in
i have many stories like this too and not just about my romantic life, i think my mind sabotages me