"Well, there goes that dream"
Have you ever had a moment like this? Also, The Banshees of Insherin general I guess
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"Well, there goes that dream"
Have you ever had a moment like this? Also, The Banshees of Insherin general I guess
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Yea plenty but never something trivial like not getting my dick sucked
When I woke up this morning
Then why are you still here?
Me, just a tiny glimmer of hope is enough for me to keep going.
God, i wish i can just kill myself.
because sometimes life becomes more about you and your existence can still matter to others.. and so you continue trying your best to find joy while sifting through the soot.
I just bought Persona 4 golden and I need to live long enough to make it through NG+ for the Margaret fight because otherwise I haven't completed the game to my satisfaction
you didn't get yourself a gun?
Underrated.
Nice
>Cinemaphile is too moronic to get the joke
Did he kill himself?
yes
and yes
possibly
Nah, he was pretty low iq for that, my guess is he probably drank his dad's liquor and accidently slipped
No, his father murdered him because he publically outed him as an incestual nonce.
His reaction seemed genuine
Almost certainly. Even as a numpty he was experienced enough with the island and booze to not have an accident. As it was alluded earlier people walk into that water to kill themselves. Dominic didn't really have anything left in his life. His father was a nonce who beat and fiddled with him, the only girl he cared for rejected him and the one guy he thought was nice turned out to not be.
Yes. And unfortunately just because the dream dies doesn't mean you do... and you continue to live on in the husk of the life you wanted watching ashes fall around you and pile up until you feel like you're being smothered.
of course
Why did Podric kill Dominic? That's the one thing I didn't understand of the movie.
Dominic iced himself you mong
>Have you ever had a moment like this?
More than one
>Interview for job
>Fully remote and really well paid at a mid/large sized company
>They comment on how I can work from anywhere in the world which is what most of the team do
>Thought I did well
>Start dreaming of travelling around and living in different countries for a few months at a time
>Get a generic rejection email
Literally me
This movie reminded me a lot of Ryan's Daughter
One of my longtime friends randomly decided he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore.
feelsweirdman
He just don't like ya no more.
This happened to me, a year later he became a troony.
I ghosted all of my friends a few years ago. Guys I'd known since kindergarten.
I still don't know why I did that
I did the same thing it was because I was ashamed of being a loser while they moved forward in life
For me I think it was something similar. Now I'm a loser and have no friends to boot.
yeah..........maybe we'll turn it around
I won't. I've lost all my social skills. I can function at work but wouldn't know how to just sit down and converse with someone. On top of having nothing to talk about.
We cant go any lower so the only way is up 🙂
Or six feet lower
Nah you only have 1 life. If youre willing to die use that same mentality to become become successful and happy. Or at least die trying Never give up.
Been trying. Got in shape. Taking night classes to get a better job. Nothing's really changed.
Start a business.
That is the worst advice I have ever heard
t. Boss and landlord
>have no social skills
>just now taking college courses
>"start a business"
Genius
>college courses
>start a business
Youre an idiot. You literally start selling crayons on Amazon right now
College is idiotic
Starting a crayon company in this economy is a good idea
Again, I marvel at your genius
You are a legit moron. I wish you well, hope college works out for you.
"You're a moron" says the guy wanting me to drop my classes and start a small online business in 2023
Again, unparalleled genius
You will never be successful in life. You are a loser 🙂
I have a decent job and am furthering my education
You have the business sense of a 5 year old so I know you're either unemployed or a wagie
Go attend the fryer
Listen youre a fricking loser and always will be.
I was trying to be nice and give you some advice and an easy example of how it is to start making money online with your shitty social skills. And how easy it is to be entrepreneurial and realise putting effort into something you can control and make profit from will always be a million times more rewarding than having a job working for someone else. As i know several people who sell innocuous stuff like crayons on amazon and make thousands every single month with zero effort. But you want get into some weird argument with me about how im a prick for trying to be helpful.
Like i said just from our interaction i can tell you are fricking loser and always will be with your attitude. I couldnt give a flying frick what you do go to college or take my advice and start selling rubber ducks on ebay. I really dont care.
I wish you well 🙂
If you had basic reading comprehension you'd know making money wasn't my issue. I work a decent job with the prospect of even better not far away. You, meanwhile, have a child's understanding of business. You have clearly never worked any serious job in your life. You do not know people selling fricking crayons on Amazon and making a profit. The fact that uou feel the need to lie about bullshit like that speaks to a heavy sense of inadequacy about you.
I hope you one day have some success in life and no longer have to lie about your life on a mongolian basketweaving forum.
> I work a decent job with the prospect of even better not far away. You, meanwhile, have a child's understanding of business. You have clearly never worked any serious job in your life.
I employ 18 people. 12 full time and 6 partime at 2 bars i own the lease on. I personally took home(salary, dividends, directors loans) $350k and also banked some profit.
How about you? 🙂
>You do not know people selling fricking crayons on Amazon and making a profit.
I literally do. he makes $2k profit a month from that and sells other items on there. He has boxes of stuff in the spare room of his apartment.
You wont be able to do it with crayons anymore . You have to think "outside the box" and think of any innocuous item and get their first. Maybe start selling dragon dildos, but dont get high on your own supply.
No that's literally what he does moron, but is more like 30%+. Congrats on understanding capitalism and buying at wholesale 101.
You really are a pathetic loser.
You’re a jobless NEET and you’ll never fool anyone into thinking otherwise, I’m sorry
Oh yeah what is this decent job? Wendy's chef?
Hello friend,
How is it possible to make money selling crayons? Where do I buy them from to sell them on amazon?
>go to the crayon store
>buy crayons
>sell them at a 10% markup
That's how this moron thinks the world works
They're VEGAN Crayons. 99.8% Cruelty Free! Wrapped in compostable recyclable stylish and fun packaging. Theres weird brown spots all over them so you KNOW it's an authentic NATURAL and ARTISINAL product. 25% markup.
I can't even tell if that's a joke or not
Yeah, no you don't champ. Small business owners are not spending their free time posting on fricking Cinemaphile at night.
Also you have to repay a fricking director's loan you absolute moron. That's not just money you keep. Your high school finance class must have missed that part.
Link me to this amazing independent crayon business please. I gotta see it. Pics or you're a gay. That's not how this works.
Payroll clerk for the city government. Not glamorous but I earn enough to be comfortable. Based on the idiocy of your responses I'm guessing you flunked out of business school after one semester and now work as a receptionist or some equally useless shit
> Small business owners are not spending their free time posting on fricking Cinemaphile at night.
This one is, just got home when we started our interaction and watching tv then just had a shower and now in bed.
>Link me to this amazing independent crayon business please
Shant be linking/doxxing my friends account. But again it was just an example of how you can start a small reselling business online with any mundane item with ease.
>Also you have to repay a fricking director's loan you absolute moron.
Congrats on not understanding why they are used.
>Payroll clerk for the city government.
Post the the city. Pics or you're a gay.
>Not glamorous but I earn enough to be comfortable.
Nah youre a fricking loser pencil pusher who's crying on a loatian fly fishing forum.
You wanna know why you are a loser and will never make it look in the mirror. Just from our short interaction i can tell you are a bitter woe is me type of guy. Maybe grow some balls and use your brain and become your own man.
Good luck though 🙂
Yeah, no. You're not. This is what you do to cope from your wagie job.
You could just post the store and I'd have no idea who the frick runs it. Again, you don't understand how this works.
Congrats on not understanding how a director's loan is used yourself, moron. You cited it like it's fricking income. It isn't. You had to google it just now.
Pop quiz, use your own words: what are they used for
Why would I doxx myself exactly? I'll show you mine if you show me yours. Post your business.
"You're crying" says the guy still obviously lying about his oh-so-great life. So great he's on fricking Cinemaphile in the evening and checked in on this meaningless conversation before bed lmao
I'm literally becoming my own man now. Hence the fricking classes. You'd know nothing of self improvement though.
Get a real job. Receptionist or Store Greeter or whatever you do doesn't count
Dont worry about my accounting sweetie 😉
>store
He's an amazon seller and no i wont post it because you will leave shitty review because you got btfo on here like the bitter loser you are.
Just go to the beginning of our interaction and ask yourself why are you so angry and seething. Its all your own doing because you are a bitter incel manlet who works in a city office but let me guess all the women ignore you 🙁
Oh i just realised you are the anon that says he 's lost all social skills. You are right you are a complete autist spaz.
Maybe you were right this your best option
>I'm literally becoming my own man now. Hence the fricking classes. You'd know nothing of self improvement though.
LOL is that what Hustlers University told you. Fricking loser.
Any im off to the land of nod for me, dreysman coming with a delivery of shit loads of kegs in the morning
Literally me.
bump
My senpai!! I did the same thing
THIS
My best friend that I knew since we were 11 did this to me when I was around 20 years old. We even had plans to hangout that day then he just stopped replying to texts and never came over. It was fricking bizarre and it still bothers me to this day.
Might it just been going through some shit and projected their problems onto you, I’ve done that in the past, little bit younger than 20 I’d say but about that age range.
I ghosted everyone I knew in real life except my family in around 2010 or 2011. I just deleted Facebook one day and never heard from any of them again. None of them had any other way of contacting me. I can't remember now if it was abrupt, or if I hadn't talked to them for a while before deleting my Facebook.
Anyway, the reason I did it was because I got these moles on my head which made the hair around them turn white and I didn't want anyone to see me. I wore a beanie to work every day to hide it and no one ever knew. I didn't like the idea of just dying it because the hair dye never matched my natural colour and I was deathly afraid that people would notice. Most people would think it's trivial and not a big deal but I couldn't stand the thought of people seeing me so I had to cut everyone off. I'm gonna look into some kind of surgery to get it fixed. I'm 30 now and I've let it go too long
It wasn't random.
Same
Every one of my romantic attempts
Not even one's worked anon? Maybe you're batting out of your league.
This. Just never ending rejection and indifference.
I have always seen myself as a hideous loser, and get nervous around any attractive girls. Because of this, I would eventually give up all hope of dating them, get more comfortable, and start really acting like myself. This has gotten girls way out of my league to actually make moves on me. The only lesson I've gotten from this is that no one likes desperation. Any initial romantic attempts should be kept very low stakes and casual.
She'll find it a year or two from now and either be conflicted if she should message you back after so long, or be put off by your attempt to reach out. Sorry man. Spend your time there doing something else.
when she dumped me
>Well, there goes that dream
>Well, there goes that dream
>Well, there goes that dream
>Well, there goes that dream
>Well, there goes that dream
And here we are, aged 36, posting on Cinemaphile at 2 in the morning, drunk
How the frick did you know that about me?
frickin loser
I'm only 33, plenty of time to turn this shit around
Yeah keep telling yourself that anon
Meanwhile your best years are behind you, it's harder for your brain to learn new information at your age, and women want younger guys
that was the joke you mongoloid. im fatter balder drunker and more antisocial than ever. I've almost transcended human relationships, soon it'll just be me and model trains
it wasn't a good joke
maybe try inserting humor next time
its clearly facetious, do you really think someone out there's convinced there's a huge difference between 33 and 36 like its 18 to 21? you got the tism and it went over your head
maybe try not being autistic next time
Frick what the rest of these gays say about not turning around because too old, I almost died at 32 from alcohol related pancreatitis. Recovered, stopped drinking, and just about to complete a degree at 35, plus I'm in the top 5% of my cohort.
I'm healthier than I've ever been, my mental illnesses disappeared with alcohol, and younger people in my degree confide in me for knowledge/help. I literally feel reborn with the knowledge and experience of my past.
So no, it's not too late.
This but 30
Was diagnosed as borderline but turns out I was just a fricking alcoholic who took no responsibility for themselves.
Am not in top 5% though but I'm passing in a stem field I have no business being in.
Cheers
When I saw my old college gf and I asked her if she wanted to have sex and she said no and I've never had sex again and I'm 30 now
I'm you, but she agreed because she was out of shape and single and I haven't completely fallen apart. I couldn't keep my erection going after years of porn abuse so she left. I'm 31.
This was a decent film, something more or less original compared to 90% of shit out there. Highly recommended.
Kid was an annoying moron. Felt nothing for him when he died.
I did not understand this movie at all
Someone explain it to me
>me
>grow up next to girl from 2-10
>move apart
>reconnect at 26
>she's single
>likes computers
>for a couple days she's just a stranger essentially
>then my heart/brain suddenly 'recognized' her, like a dog that seeing its owner for the first time in 2 years.
>Like "It can't be I thought you were dead" disbelief then total joy
>she's completely put together, fit, good job, cooks, cleans, funny, etc.
>first time I've believed deeply I could spend my life with someone and it would be happy and successful
>After hanging out for a week find out she's a sugar baby, $500/date. Old doctors and lawyers she says are gross
>shattered heart, would normally never pursue a prostitute, but dog-heart forgives *her*
>pursue
>rejected completely
>she got married in February
Best if I just forget her again.
>meet someone you knew as a 10 year old
>within a week you tell them you're a hooker
At least make you bullshit sob story believable
You would be surprised how many hookers are pretty open about it.
How many hookers are you friends with exactly?
There's your mother, your grandmother and your sisters
Mad because I called bullshit?
zzzip
you definitely do not understand women
A female friend, maybe. Or if he was rich and she was fishing for a client
But just blurting that out to a male acquaintance? No.
Women are fricking desperate for acceptance. I literally had a girl on a first date start listing off men she slept with, as if that was gonna make me want to frick her. A first date!
>desperate for acceptance
>oversharing negative traits
You don't even stay consistent with your bullshit
Are you stupid? You cannot accept someone if you don't know who they are. Women know this at their core, incel-kun.
Are you stupid? What did I say that was incel-related?
I'm calling you a liar. Women don't do that shit.
Call me what you want, but it's true. Also I'm not the guy who tried to bang a prostitute lul
That wasn't me you utter moron
You've never interacted with a woman in your life and it's glaringly obvious.
I have never had a girlfriend or female friend/coworker/whatever dump their bullshit on me that quickly
Either he's lying or he gives off a gay aura that make women think they can confide in him
Either way, he's a homosexual
We were very close as kids, lots of pics of us holding hands and being v. Cute. We also played doctor a lot. idk you don't have to believe it.
Would be too depressing. Does make me wonder about if she told her now husband though. The re-connect was two years ago.
write the screenplay
>I'm Padraic O'Sullivan, and I'm nice
I think of this all the time. The whole dialogue was kino af
Have I been rejected by a woman? Uh yeah.
I haven't been
>just moved back to my hometown trying to contact my ex gf to see if she wants to hang out
>no idea how other than booting up an old snapchat account but I have no clue if she still uses it and it’s been unopened for the last 45 minutes
All the time. The only dream I have left is making enough to die comfy in my bed.
when I DM'd Emma Dumont on IG and she didn't reply
>WULL, TARE GOOES TAT DRAME
what did he actually mean by this?
>tfw no jenny
I'm just going to say
Colm was NOT depressed.
Depression doesn't make you think uplifting shit, like in your legacy, and even less gives you the fricking drive to actually change your life for the better and act upon improving your life
That's NOT depression
Colm was NOT depressed
who said it was depression?
In the context of a job, not a relationship. Dude lied and I wasted thousands of dollars along with over four months of my labor.
Ooof happened to me
>Anon we'r making an RPG book we need you to do the drawings
>sketch 15 fantasy characters, show them, they like it
>A month passes by
>Uhuu we are canning that sorry. But we are making a completely different themed videogame! We need you to...
I moved to my own apartment, then the COVID pandemic happened and I had to come back with my parents. Frick the Chinese, they ruined my life.
Why didnt this moron just rape the b***h. She was a post wall roastie and since theyre micks their families would have forced them to marry.
>Anons are posting their failed dreams and hopeless ambitions. Very relatable.
>And then some homosexuals are having an argument over crayons.
I fricking love/hate you Black folk.
I was tryna talk about my failed dreams and then this moron tries to shame us all with "just sell crayons bro". Not my fault his mother smoked when she was pregnant with him.
My ex gf still hasn’t responded, I don’t know if she’s ignoring although idk why she would or she doesn’t use that account anymore and my message is sitting in limbo and I’m waiting for nothing.
Stop basing your happiness around other people
>My ex
Lol you are so fricking stupid. That b***h stopped thinking about you a few weeks before you broke up. She probably kissed you with her next simps cum on her lips.
>Reconnected with a girl I’ve known since 14, we went to HS together and in college she was kind of a hoe and we didn’t really get along well.
>Find out she was raped and that was like her last experience with a dude.
>Spend almost 2 years DMing her trying to convince her to meet me for a drink
>finally agrees
>go out several times, zoo, baseball games, genuinely interested in how her life has been and invested in her happiness,
>feel like for once things are going pretty good
>hits me with the “I love being around you but I’m just not interested in you like that”
Yeah there went the dream
I’m generally not someone that gives up on romantic interests (usually they come around for me) but apparently I’ve got to give up on this one
>I love being around you but I’m just not interested in you like that
>she was raped
trust me, you don't want that baggage.
Pretty much every time I go outside I have that moment.
I keep hoping something is going to happen, but it doesn't. There's really nothing out there.
Was Siobhan a virgin?
Whole lot of homosexualry in this thread. At least I got dubs.
Never, that is defeatist type of language and i don't associate with that
>meet a woman online
>initially don't know it's a woman and we just bonded over sharing music
>talk for a year over covid
>from Krakow
>eventually get to know each other well enough for her to ask me out
>we make plans to meet up there during a vacation that would cover both our birthdays
>I am so high on life the entire time leading up to the trip I can barely contain it
>the flight is 14 hours and I am giddy the entire time
>even talk to some random dude sitting next to me about it for awhile which is rare for me
>get there and for about 2 days it's bliss
>on the third day she goes in for a scheduled medical checkup
>comes back with a fairly serious potential breast cancer biopsy
>breaks down entirely and calls everything off, says she can't do any of this
>spend several days watching Trailer Park Boys on opposite ends of the couch while I wait for my early return flight
>fly home and spend my birthday driving home alone
don't think I've ever had more of "Well, there goes that dream" moment in my life than that
thanks for reading my blog
Blame is on her for opening that medical diagnose in the middle of the vacations.
There's no way that was going to end well, even if it said "It's almost nothing we need you to go to a checkup next week tho"
Any sensible people with enough IQ would had enjoyed the holiday and then open the news. There's nothing you can do about anything there, even if it says "you'll die in 2 days"
>Be me
>Don't talk to any girl
>Girl dm'd me asking my insta id
>Told her i don't have any social media account
>She still talk to me daily
>stops replying to my message after 1month
Same. My last ex only fell for me because im a talented antisocial sperg and i left her once i got her pregnant.
Dreams are vagaries. Seek the feedback of reality, step by step, and respond accordingly while paying attention to what is.
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can you call yourself a man if you haven't had a similar experience?
moving releases lactic acid from your muscles, which has to do something with dreams and remembering. when you wake up, describe your dream out loud before moving. you will remember a lot more
My muscles are lactating? Is my vessel a woman?