I think it happened at two different points in my life. The first was during high school, and then I would say I realised my life was truly over at 30. When you hit 30, you kind of understand that the rest of your life will be the same as what you're doing now. However, I had the realisation in high school as well; You realise that if your parents are poor, your life will be exactly the same.
It happened at around 33, but then i switched to an entirely different line of work and had a kid. It’s been way better since that even though the time for kino and vidya has been dramatically reduced because of the kid. Or maybe that’s actually an improvement.
Oh i do, but a toddler gets bored (or scared) so easily that the selection of kino is fairly limited. But in a few years it’s gonna be a full on kinofest, i’m pretty excited about it actually.
>Are you working on your dreams while on Cinemaphile?
Yes, I take a brief break from game dev every now and then to browse just like I get breaks during my shitty paying job. >How's that working out?
Hasn't yet overcome the hurdle of committing to a single project long enough to actually get it finished but I'm working on it and getting better with discipline.
20, while in my sophomore year of college. Realizing that the career I wanted since 10 years old actually wasn't what I wanted fricked me up. But I still graduated college and started working out and finally lost my virginity at 23.
Then, I lost it again at 28, when I got over the initial ennui from college and COVID hit and I realized just how fake and gay everything I had been chasing was up to that point and how this planet is nothing more than a prison. The Whitepill behind the massive Blackpill that took me a few years and a few jobs to figure out though is that family and good friends are really the only things to live for and I've tried to better myself since by losing weight and getting back in shape again. I fear I may have learned this far too late in life and filled with debt I should've never agreed to.
>I fear I may have learned this far too late in life and filled with debt I should've never agreed to.
It's never too late. You could be 60 years old and you'll still have time to be happy if you try.
13. Getting over that mindset is part of growing up. Either you mature or you have a nice day.
25
Same
didn't ask
im 25 but gave up at 23
I think it happened at two different points in my life. The first was during high school, and then I would say I realised my life was truly over at 30. When you hit 30, you kind of understand that the rest of your life will be the same as what you're doing now. However, I had the realisation in high school as well; You realise that if your parents are poor, your life will be exactly the same.
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It happened at around 33, but then i switched to an entirely different line of work and had a kid. It’s been way better since that even though the time for kino and vidya has been dramatically reduced because of the kid. Or maybe that’s actually an improvement.
Why don't you watch Kino with your kid?
Oh i do, but a toddler gets bored (or scared) so easily that the selection of kino is fairly limited. But in a few years it’s gonna be a full on kinofest, i’m pretty excited about it actually.
Beauty and the Beast is great.
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Its over if you give up.
Late bloomer. I didn't lost hope until my early 30s. Even now I occasionally have these flashes that things will somehow turn out okay.
Same
Honestly it was 22 also
Is this the designated, nightly self pity thread?
31 and still haven't given up. Never accept defeat.
Are you working on your dreams while on Cinemaphile? How's that working out?
>Are you working on your dreams while on Cinemaphile?
Yes, I take a brief break from game dev every now and then to browse just like I get breaks during my shitty paying job.
>How's that working out?
Hasn't yet overcome the hurdle of committing to a single project long enough to actually get it finished but I'm working on it and getting better with discipline.
oh my god it malcom in middle!
22 was my peak, you guys are losers. To answer OP’s question, 24
Hasn't happened yet. I'm 31.
sometime in my early 30s
20, while in my sophomore year of college. Realizing that the career I wanted since 10 years old actually wasn't what I wanted fricked me up. But I still graduated college and started working out and finally lost my virginity at 23.
Then, I lost it again at 28, when I got over the initial ennui from college and COVID hit and I realized just how fake and gay everything I had been chasing was up to that point and how this planet is nothing more than a prison. The Whitepill behind the massive Blackpill that took me a few years and a few jobs to figure out though is that family and good friends are really the only things to live for and I've tried to better myself since by losing weight and getting back in shape again. I fear I may have learned this far too late in life and filled with debt I should've never agreed to.
>I lost it again
Not my virginity, just my will to live.
>I fear I may have learned this far too late in life and filled with debt I should've never agreed to.
It's never too late. You could be 60 years old and you'll still have time to be happy if you try.
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