Is that a guy? Looks like a fricking girl. Anyhow, I don't know what I'd say. I'd tell him to stop using his Goyphone, cut his hair right and then beat him up a little so his mind is fixed and he's not "le gay" anymore. Or give in and assfrick him. Who knows..
yeah looks like a girl, so I'd tell it we need to test it out, put it in a dress and have it go to have makeup done by a vietnamese, then buy some teenager type perfume and have a date with it, culminating in the usual.
might need to test it out thoroughly, over a year or two to be sure.
Who knows. Although the actor in the OP got hit with twink death almost immediately then you look at Timothee Chalamet and of course he's cracking up as he reaches 30 but even a few years back he looked great. I envy the israeli producer who had him all to himself in the prime of his life.
Who knows. Although the actor in the OP got hit with twink death almost immediately then you look at Timothee Chalamet and of course he's cracking up as he reaches 30 but even a few years back he looked great. I envy the israeli producer who had him all to himself in the prime of his life.
>be me, 34 year old kissless virgin >browsing Cinemaphile >see thread to do with homosexuality >click on it >read anon's post vaguely hinting at childhood sexual trauma >horniness increasing, must know no more >decide to try and get him to tell me by making him think it will be therapeutic for him >get called out by other anon >now I feel bad because I didn't get to hear a hot story about gay teens having sex and I look dumb in front of other anons on Cinemaphile >but anon delivers >jerk off and close thread
might as well get it off my chest since it's been eating me up for 6 years and i feel a catharsis at finally doing so without any cost. >be me, 14 >new year at new school >first day i make no friends but this one kid sitting under a tree in the school yard, listening to The Cure with leaking headphones >had his stuff all out on the grass and organized like a girl >looks exactly like OP pic related to an uncanny degree, immediatelly warms up to me and is grateful i came up and talked to him >he spillshis guts to me about all his interests >he looks so much like a girl, i get this weird butterly feeling in my stomach but I was also ashamed of it >eventually, we exchanged social media and once we learned that our houses were barely a neighborhood apart, we went over to one another's houses regularly. >one day, he spills the beans >is in love with me, says he's gay and that he's always felt like he likes boys and wants to be girlier, says he doesn't want to grow old and manlier >one thing leads to another and he somehow convinced me to let him give me a blowjob in his room >he kisses me all over >i couldn't register it what I was doing at the time and neither was he >we engage in "sex" (sodomy) and kiss a lot >he cries to me about how he doesn't grow older and become a "man" >i go home and am overcome with the sensations that I can't sleep >i make it clear to him I'm not a homosexual (inb4) and that we are dumb kids who didn't know any better >he has a breakdown in front of me, screaming like a girl and begging me >I was steadfast in this and didn't want my life ruined >the year ended just as this happened and we drifted apart >i know NOTHING of what became of him and don't want to either.
seems you were pretty level headed. you were attracted by his feminine attributes and behaviour, and your peen being in his hot mouth and anus were likely a bonus.
I wouldn't worry about it further, that's what they call "experimentation", and although it isn't as common as they'd make you think, it isn't worth dwelling on.
he either came to his senses, or became a full time homo, really not your problem.
if it still bothers you, the only real cure is to find another boy of that age with similar looks and go through it all again.
>you were attracted by his feminine attributes and behaviour
spot on. He was just so girly man it was unbelievable. he had a girl's scent too, played with his hair like a girl. seeing as I couldn't get a girl, i settled for the closest thing. I only felt bad about going full scorched earth. It's not like we were just using each other for "sex", we were actual friends that had a lot in common but I knew, even as a young kid, that any of this coming out would end my life forever so I didn't know any other way but to cut him off for good, knowing he's not dumb enough to expose himself just to hurt me. he was way too emotionally attached to me. I fear to say it but that year was probably the last time I felt "alive", sick as that may seem. I'm a wagie office cuck now with no friends and no sexual experience beyond that. i'm attracted to women though for sure but, if nothing else, i will always remember him. better or worse. when you're young, everything seems so great and exciting. even that.. >he either came to his senses, or became a full time homo, really not your problem.
I hope so. I hope he's well. I hope he doesn't hate himself for it and accepts we were dumb kids and move on with our lives. i treasured our friendship but the circumstances of that escalating made me unable to continue being friends..
cutting him off was a survival response as you say, sometimes it's necessary in life and there can't be compromises. not every decision is perfect or can be, it is just what is needed.
you're still young now if that was 6 years ago. don't consider your life a dead end when it's barely started yet. think of how you could improve things and move in that direction.
I'd recommend since you aren't currently at university, to start doing some regular social activities where there are people your age, at least once a week, and go very regularly.
can be anything, sport, martial art, art stuff like painting/drawing/sculpting/pottery - sounds lame but a lot of girls do that kind of stuff, dance classes, hiking or nature volunteering with animals or something.
try a couple of things out for several months, then try something else if they don't seem to be going anywhere.
music stuff can also be a good route, instrument or some kind of amateur orchestra or band.
after highschool/university, you have to actively do stuff in order to be around other people long enough and regularly enough to make friends. it's what a lot of people don't realise, especially if it hadn't come naturally to them.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
Very true, on all counts. I do fear that that whole story might have left a mark on me. No matter how "wrong" it may have been, the emotions were pure in a way and divorced from any sense of shame. maybe i'm looking at it with rose tinted glasses now that i'm older but that weird revulsion/attraction to looking back on that remains in me. I will definitely go out more as my life has been nothing but work/home/internet for quite a while and I'm miserable.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
having mixed feelings isn't surprising, for one you had a close connection with someone, were enjoying the friendship, and then the physical stimulation. but it wasn't really what you wanted and was sort of a substitute for the real deal.
once you find a girl you won't think much about it anymore, and things will make a lot more sense.
things in the past that seemed very important tend to fade over time as they're replaced with more experiences.
pick anything for now and go every week to whatever it is. something where you're improving at something is good because then long term you gain in confidence in it, but can also ask for tips, and when you know more, can help others who are starting out - makes conversation easier.
learning a language can be good too
Frick the boy obviously.
Why is this even a question?
Do you mean what would I do after? I'd tell everyone I'm Tobey Maguire so they arrest him while I then get the chance to escape into the wilderness with my new boy wife.
me and me bestfriend (male) kissed each other passionately when we were both 12. we were playing that age old football game (world cup italia 90) on sega genesis. we were both home alone. scoring each other and laughing. then suddenly we looked at each other and kissed like no tomorrow. no buttstuff or gaystuff since that incident ever. but Idk what happened to me that day. maybe we are all little weird when we are small.
teenagers are unbelievably horny, curious and directionless, so tend to do stuff that doesn't really make sense.
i remember fapping to some weird crap, and finding half the girls on tv boner inducing.
That anon's post was very visceral to me. I think that anon was wrong in completely cutting him out of his life as he still had a friend, despite everything. As you get older, that's invaluable. He was apparently very effeminate so might as well? I mean, what did he really have to lose if the other kid wouldn't tell anyone? I feel like he traded out a person who had genuine affection towards him just out of fear of being outed as breaking societal taboos. It was misguided and as he gets older, he will regret more and more how he treated that kid. Young hearts and the love they feel are never wrong. The rite of passage to adulthood reveals all so he didn't have to cut him out as life would've decided the outcome of their relatioship anyway.
>I mean, what did he really have to lose if the other kid wouldn't tell anyone?
I mean that anon's friend really loved him and keeping him around without any intention of getting into a serious relationship would hurt the person even more. he would feel used. sometimes. But yeah, he will regret treating him like that but if he wasn't fully committed, things would go south in the long run. I hope that person is doing good. Some of these confused kids are way too emotionally attached and vulnerable which is linked to their effeminate nature.
1. keep him around and lead him on/use him for replacement comfort
2. drop him the moment he finds a girl
3. cut it off sharply knowing he doesn't really want homosexual stuff in his life and never will, and doesn't want to continue at all knowing there's no way they can "just be friends".
if it was a girl he'd cut off contact with because he realised he didn't want anything with her romantically, then there'd be no question that he did the right thing.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
1. keep him around and lead him on/use him for replacement comfort
this is what anon should've done. if he's that girly and soft and young, what's the difference? you have him on a silver platter. of course, drop him like a hand grenade once he hits twink death but he wasted a perfectly good frickbuddy. when you're young, it doesn't matter. there are a lot of guys who engaged in such things but moved on with their lives. People aren't binaries and life isn't a circle. It's a mess and people just...move on and pretend nothing happened and, in their heart, there's no contradiction. "Yeah, I fricked some other boy when I was younger but I'm with a girl now and that's it." it really was that simple.it wasn't even just a frickbuddy but an actual friend. That must suck, ngl. Gay or not.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
nah. he should have injected him with puberty blockers and kept him fresh like old hollywood used to do.
You atleast experienced something. I had no human contact for all of my formative years and a girly twink doesn't sound half-bad but you blew it. Gongrats.
that scene directly cuts to Jake sitting in an armchair in a darkened room with the tv on, the questioner kneeling in front of him bobbing its head up and down in his lap.
there's no dialogue or explanation, but the camera hangs there for 2-3 minutes with jake's gaze fixed on the tv and slurping noises and quiet high pitched moans coming from the head in his lap
I'd tell him the truth.
I'd tell him he is under the influence of israeli programming. I'd tell him that homosexuality is a symptom of a civilization in decline.
I'd tell him that the homosexual lifestyle is one of promiscuity and dissatisfaction. I'd tell him that if he goes down this road then he is destined for a life of frustration and unfulfilment.
And if he still said he was gay after that I'd take him home and frick his brains out cause why not at that point?
>I don't know if I like her or if I'm fixating
sounds like normal dialogue for a 12 year old
why didn't his father tell him to go through puberty first, or take him to have his testosterone levels and testicles check for abnormalities.
Yeah that line was sus. He's probably being groomed in a discord server.
>I don't know if I like her or if I'm fixating
sounds like normal dialogue for a 12 year old
why didn't his father tell him to go through puberty first, or take him to have his testosterone levels and testicles check for abnormalities.
That would've been a dignified angle but no, he's actually le real gay and gets beat up at a club with other GROWN gay men and then gets beat up by the guy he had a "crush" on. Of course, we all know how this looks but the movie never addresses it.
all gays are violent sadists?
his dad should have out him on a high test diet and exercise regime, so by the end of the film he's huge and can beat the shit out of all the others
Frick the boy obviously.
Why is this even a question?
Do you mean what would I do after? I'd tell everyone I'm Tobey Maguire so they arrest him while I then get the chance to escape into the wilderness with my new boy wife.
>Lately I've had this urge to try gay sex, but it would have to be a cute twink, because hairy middle aged men like myself disgust me.
of course it is lol. you're best served jacking it to some japanese twink hentai. The Japanese and their decade-long admiration of the twink (bishounen) has a near endless category of stuff to pull from to sedate your longing. Myself, I think I am only attracted to that specific type of person. Always have been. I never did anything like this other anon but the first person I felt kinship/affection for was this twink with long hair. i fail to see women as humans and consider them as much background characters as cats and dogs. i never cared for them and I doubt I will ever.
NTA but been there, done that. Women are dreadfully boring and limited. You see past the facade and you can't ever feign ignorance again. You put up with what are, essentially, toddlers all for birthing Mr. Shekelstein's future work force. Give me a break.
Call the cops.
Is that a guy? Looks like a fricking girl. Anyhow, I don't know what I'd say. I'd tell him to stop using his Goyphone, cut his hair right and then beat him up a little so his mind is fixed and he's not "le gay" anymore. Or give in and assfrick him. Who knows..
yeah looks like a girl, so I'd tell it we need to test it out, put it in a dress and have it go to have makeup done by a vietnamese, then buy some teenager type perfume and have a date with it, culminating in the usual.
might need to test it out thoroughly, over a year or two to be sure.
fricking young twinks is completely straight. i'm dead serious.
>Is that a guy? Looks like a fricking girl.
How come trannies can't pass, but feminie boys pass without even trying?
Who knows. Although the actor in the OP got hit with twink death almost immediately then you look at Timothee Chalamet and of course he's cracking up as he reaches 30 but even a few years back he looked great. I envy the israeli producer who had him all to himself in the prime of his life.
the OP kid hit twink death HARD.
>no pics
JUST
Still better hair than me
Looks like that gay dude in The Room
This basically did happen with me and my nephew. I told him as long as he's the top he's straight.
>do you think im gay
loog in the fricking mirror kid
What the frick? This kid looks exactly like someone I knew when I was a kid. This is bringing back very unpleasant memories. I'm exiting the thread..
greentext it, it's tberapeutic
No it isn't moron. This place isn't a substitute for talking shit out in real life
yes it is, and always has been.
why do you think it's anonymous you moronic shit
>be me, 34 year old kissless virgin
>browsing Cinemaphile
>see thread to do with homosexuality
>click on it
>read anon's post vaguely hinting at childhood sexual trauma
>horniness increasing, must know no more
>decide to try and get him to tell me by making him think it will be therapeutic for him
>get called out by other anon
>now I feel bad because I didn't get to hear a hot story about gay teens having sex and I look dumb in front of other anons on Cinemaphile
>but anon delivers
>jerk off and close thread
>must know no more
might as well get it off my chest since it's been eating me up for 6 years and i feel a catharsis at finally doing so without any cost.
>be me, 14
>new year at new school
>first day i make no friends but this one kid sitting under a tree in the school yard, listening to The Cure with leaking headphones
>had his stuff all out on the grass and organized like a girl
>looks exactly like OP pic related to an uncanny degree, immediatelly warms up to me and is grateful i came up and talked to him
>he spillshis guts to me about all his interests
>he looks so much like a girl, i get this weird butterly feeling in my stomach but I was also ashamed of it
>eventually, we exchanged social media and once we learned that our houses were barely a neighborhood apart, we went over to one another's houses regularly.
>one day, he spills the beans
>is in love with me, says he's gay and that he's always felt like he likes boys and wants to be girlier, says he doesn't want to grow old and manlier
>one thing leads to another and he somehow convinced me to let him give me a blowjob in his room
>he kisses me all over
>i couldn't register it what I was doing at the time and neither was he
>we engage in "sex" (sodomy) and kiss a lot
>he cries to me about how he doesn't grow older and become a "man"
>i go home and am overcome with the sensations that I can't sleep
>i make it clear to him I'm not a homosexual (inb4) and that we are dumb kids who didn't know any better
>he has a breakdown in front of me, screaming like a girl and begging me
>I was steadfast in this and didn't want my life ruined
>the year ended just as this happened and we drifted apart
>i know NOTHING of what became of him and don't want to either.
seems you were pretty level headed. you were attracted by his feminine attributes and behaviour, and your peen being in his hot mouth and anus were likely a bonus.
I wouldn't worry about it further, that's what they call "experimentation", and although it isn't as common as they'd make you think, it isn't worth dwelling on.
he either came to his senses, or became a full time homo, really not your problem.
if it still bothers you, the only real cure is to find another boy of that age with similar looks and go through it all again.
>you were attracted by his feminine attributes and behaviour
spot on. He was just so girly man it was unbelievable. he had a girl's scent too, played with his hair like a girl. seeing as I couldn't get a girl, i settled for the closest thing. I only felt bad about going full scorched earth. It's not like we were just using each other for "sex", we were actual friends that had a lot in common but I knew, even as a young kid, that any of this coming out would end my life forever so I didn't know any other way but to cut him off for good, knowing he's not dumb enough to expose himself just to hurt me. he was way too emotionally attached to me. I fear to say it but that year was probably the last time I felt "alive", sick as that may seem. I'm a wagie office cuck now with no friends and no sexual experience beyond that. i'm attracted to women though for sure but, if nothing else, i will always remember him. better or worse. when you're young, everything seems so great and exciting. even that..
>he either came to his senses, or became a full time homo, really not your problem.
I hope so. I hope he's well. I hope he doesn't hate himself for it and accepts we were dumb kids and move on with our lives. i treasured our friendship but the circumstances of that escalating made me unable to continue being friends..
cutting him off was a survival response as you say, sometimes it's necessary in life and there can't be compromises. not every decision is perfect or can be, it is just what is needed.
you're still young now if that was 6 years ago. don't consider your life a dead end when it's barely started yet. think of how you could improve things and move in that direction.
I'd recommend since you aren't currently at university, to start doing some regular social activities where there are people your age, at least once a week, and go very regularly.
can be anything, sport, martial art, art stuff like painting/drawing/sculpting/pottery - sounds lame but a lot of girls do that kind of stuff, dance classes, hiking or nature volunteering with animals or something.
try a couple of things out for several months, then try something else if they don't seem to be going anywhere.
music stuff can also be a good route, instrument or some kind of amateur orchestra or band.
after highschool/university, you have to actively do stuff in order to be around other people long enough and regularly enough to make friends. it's what a lot of people don't realise, especially if it hadn't come naturally to them.
Very true, on all counts. I do fear that that whole story might have left a mark on me. No matter how "wrong" it may have been, the emotions were pure in a way and divorced from any sense of shame. maybe i'm looking at it with rose tinted glasses now that i'm older but that weird revulsion/attraction to looking back on that remains in me. I will definitely go out more as my life has been nothing but work/home/internet for quite a while and I'm miserable.
having mixed feelings isn't surprising, for one you had a close connection with someone, were enjoying the friendship, and then the physical stimulation. but it wasn't really what you wanted and was sort of a substitute for the real deal.
once you find a girl you won't think much about it anymore, and things will make a lot more sense.
things in the past that seemed very important tend to fade over time as they're replaced with more experiences.
pick anything for now and go every week to whatever it is. something where you're improving at something is good because then long term you gain in confidence in it, but can also ask for tips, and when you know more, can help others who are starting out - makes conversation easier.
learning a language can be good too
have a nice day pedo homosexual
>samegay
Cool story bro
I thought Finn hit the wall but I watched the new Ghostbusters and he was insanely cutieful in it
this is so sad and adorable.
me and me bestfriend (male) kissed each other passionately when we were both 12. we were playing that age old football game (world cup italia 90) on sega genesis. we were both home alone. scoring each other and laughing. then suddenly we looked at each other and kissed like no tomorrow. no buttstuff or gaystuff since that incident ever. but Idk what happened to me that day. maybe we are all little weird when we are small.
Gross.
teenagers are unbelievably horny, curious and directionless, so tend to do stuff that doesn't really make sense.
i remember fapping to some weird crap, and finding half the girls on tv boner inducing.
That anon's post was very visceral to me. I think that anon was wrong in completely cutting him out of his life as he still had a friend, despite everything. As you get older, that's invaluable. He was apparently very effeminate so might as well? I mean, what did he really have to lose if the other kid wouldn't tell anyone? I feel like he traded out a person who had genuine affection towards him just out of fear of being outed as breaking societal taboos. It was misguided and as he gets older, he will regret more and more how he treated that kid. Young hearts and the love they feel are never wrong. The rite of passage to adulthood reveals all so he didn't have to cut him out as life would've decided the outcome of their relatioship anyway.
>I mean, what did he really have to lose if the other kid wouldn't tell anyone?
I mean that anon's friend really loved him and keeping him around without any intention of getting into a serious relationship would hurt the person even more. he would feel used. sometimes. But yeah, he will regret treating him like that but if he wasn't fully committed, things would go south in the long run. I hope that person is doing good. Some of these confused kids are way too emotionally attached and vulnerable which is linked to their effeminate nature.
1. keep him around and lead him on/use him for replacement comfort
2. drop him the moment he finds a girl
3. cut it off sharply knowing he doesn't really want homosexual stuff in his life and never will, and doesn't want to continue at all knowing there's no way they can "just be friends".
if it was a girl he'd cut off contact with because he realised he didn't want anything with her romantically, then there'd be no question that he did the right thing.
1. keep him around and lead him on/use him for replacement comfort
this is what anon should've done. if he's that girly and soft and young, what's the difference? you have him on a silver platter. of course, drop him like a hand grenade once he hits twink death but he wasted a perfectly good frickbuddy. when you're young, it doesn't matter. there are a lot of guys who engaged in such things but moved on with their lives. People aren't binaries and life isn't a circle. It's a mess and people just...move on and pretend nothing happened and, in their heart, there's no contradiction. "Yeah, I fricked some other boy when I was younger but I'm with a girl now and that's it." it really was that simple.it wasn't even just a frickbuddy but an actual friend. That must suck, ngl. Gay or not.
nah. he should have injected him with puberty blockers and kept him fresh like old hollywood used to do.
Inconsiderate. Should have given him at least 1 bj
You atleast experienced something. I had no human contact for all of my formative years and a girly twink doesn't sound half-bad but you blew it. Gongrats.
>sometimes I think about having his dick in my mouth
He was asking for it, definitely.
i haven't seen the movie but does he make any pass at Gyllenhaal? gays when they're young go for any man they can find.
that scene directly cuts to Jake sitting in an armchair in a darkened room with the tv on, the questioner kneeling in front of him bobbing its head up and down in his lap.
there's no dialogue or explanation, but the camera hangs there for 2-3 minutes with jake's gaze fixed on the tv and slurping noises and quiet high pitched moans coming from the head in his lap
okay, i will now watch your movie.
Proper tags for your Ao3
frick Dasha
Sometimes I imagine his dick in my mouth
I'd say yeah you're a raging homosexual.
I'd tell him the truth.
I'd tell him he is under the influence of israeli programming. I'd tell him that homosexuality is a symptom of a civilization in decline.
I'd tell him that the homosexual lifestyle is one of promiscuity and dissatisfaction. I'd tell him that if he goes down this road then he is destined for a life of frustration and unfulfilment.
And if he still said he was gay after that I'd take him home and frick his brains out cause why not at that point?
Gyllenhaal + the kid have the same Early Life
>israeli twink
hot. i like chalamet.
>I don't know if I like her or if I'm fixating
sounds like normal dialogue for a 12 year old
why didn't his father tell him to go through puberty first, or take him to have his testosterone levels and testicles check for abnormalities.
Yeah that line was sus. He's probably being groomed in a discord server.
realistic, then
That would've been a dignified angle but no, he's actually le real gay and gets beat up at a club with other GROWN gay men and then gets beat up by the guy he had a "crush" on. Of course, we all know how this looks but the movie never addresses it.
all gays are violent sadists?
his dad should have out him on a high test diet and exercise regime, so by the end of the film he's huge and can beat the shit out of all the others
>Demolition (2015)
such a forgettable movie, dancing jake was the only thing people remember
true. that scene and the scene in the post were the only things I remember. typical 2010's "indie" melodrama.
>israelite Gyllenhaal
Cute sissy, sad he'd be in such a horrible "movie"
>*sigh*
>*unzips dick*
Anal correction
Frick the boy obviously.
Why is this even a question?
Do you mean what would I do after? I'd tell everyone I'm Tobey Maguire so they arrest him while I then get the chance to escape into the wilderness with my new boy wife.
lol reminds me of this
>Last I heard he was married to a boy living on a beach in Thailand.
>do you think I'm gay
>asks the kid with a karen cut, necklace, and leopard-print blazer
Doesn't take fricking Sherlock Holmes to figure this one out.
Damn leopard print wearing zesty brat, trying to seduce an adult
I don't know if you're gay but you're obviously a homosexual.
This kid was goosh gooshed by some israeli producer. Hundred fricking percent.
The screenwriter's insta is predictable
https://www.instagram.com/brutha_bry/
>being gay is just having sexual deviations
deep
Lately I've had this urge to try gay sex, but it would have to be a cute twink, because hairy middle aged men like myself disgust me.
>Lately I've had this urge to try gay sex, but it would have to be a cute twink, because hairy middle aged men like myself disgust me.
of course it is lol. you're best served jacking it to some japanese twink hentai. The Japanese and their decade-long admiration of the twink (bishounen) has a near endless category of stuff to pull from to sedate your longing. Myself, I think I am only attracted to that specific type of person. Always have been. I never did anything like this other anon but the first person I felt kinship/affection for was this twink with long hair. i fail to see women as humans and consider them as much background characters as cats and dogs. i never cared for them and I doubt I will ever.
>i fail to see women as humans and consider them as much background characters as cats and dogs. i never cared for them and I doubt I will ever.
Beyond based.
should be easy in this day and age. just have some money to pay some twink with but make sure they're prime and not bordering on twink death.
try stopping porn for six months and finding yourself a girlfriend. see how you feel then
NTA but been there, done that. Women are dreadfully boring and limited. You see past the facade and you can't ever feign ignorance again. You put up with what are, essentially, toddlers all for birthing Mr. Shekelstein's future work force. Give me a break.
>ITT
A kid who looks and dresses like that asking you that question is a clear indicator he's going to try and suck you off. I'd walk away.
Yeah, I definitely wouldn't want that haha.