In my mid thirties. There's a certain realization that comes with that age, you start to act however the frick you want and become almost completely indifferent to other people's opinions of you.
In my mid thirties. There's a certain realization that comes with that age, you start to act however the frick you want and become almost completely indifferent to other people's opinions of you.
due to a very stressful period in my life, i was forced to grow up 10 years in 2 so for me it was 23. I even looked like I was in my thirties. I stopped giving a frick. I got laid and didn't care. nothing phases me. it's not even being cool and disconnected, i have this numb feeling about everything. I'm 30 now.
That's just depression. No one who says they hit this point in their 20s is credible. You come off as a legitimate edgy teen in your post who hasn't grown up at all.
For me, it was when I hit 30, and officially became a Wizard. I finally understood that the rest of my life would be the same, despite the fact that the years leading up to this one were also the same.
You just realise that you can't fight who you're meant to be, and for me, it was being a loser. At least I'm smarter than my parents, because I don't have kids.
>I finally understood that the rest of my life would be the same,
it isnit. it literally isnt. all you have to do is leave your home and mingle. the rest will follow on its own wihout you having to do sth about it or be someone.
I'm just pointing out that if someone is White and spending their time with non-whites, then they shouldn't feel like they're better. If you were better, you would be hanging out with your own people. If your friends are all Black folk, then you are too.
I've been here longer than you, and also my IQ is higher than yours. Reply after I've filtered the thread. You wouldn't have replied to me if you had anyone to speak to, and now you have one less.
When I was 30, I not only accepted who I am but who others are, as in, I expect nothing from everyone, not in a nihilistic way, but I simply don't feel I'm entitled to do it, same about living up to people expectations about me.
I just don't feel like I'm really me until I'm successful. And that everything I do has to be in service of my ultimate ideal. And that anything I'm not doing to achieve that ideal is a flaw in my person or character that I need to correct.
I don't really have any of that. Had like 20k saved at one point, was set to go to school, but the memedemic shat all over that, basically used it to stay afloat. Working a shitty retail wagecuck job trying to save more again. I feel very far behind my peers, let alone my own ambitions.
Anything you settle on will always feel shit and you'll spend the rest of your life wondering if you should have done the opposite. Realize now that you'll have to deal with that no matter what.
You have no real friends and you cannot even rely on your own family. Romantic love is a lie made to sell movie tickets and love songs. Each time you feel like you're in love with a girl it's your monkey brain going haywire coupled with being socially conditioned into believing "the one" exists. Despite the popular belief, humans are not monogamous animals. You are alone in this world and the sooner you accept that the easier it will become to manoeuver your life. Read. Read the classics. Start with Dostoevsky. Eventually read The Bible and other religious texts cover to cover to form your own opinion on spirituality.
>"lazy in youth, needy in age"
This is the time for you to make the most progress in your life towards future success and security. At your age everyone wants to support you, give you the benefit of the doubt and if you fail you can always keep living with your parents, you'll never have more energy and resilience than you do at your age again. None of this will be true once you hit your 30's and 40's. The decisions you make in your 20's will affect the rest of your life, make the right ones. Study your ass off, work your ass off, say yes to anything that enhances your ability to do those two things and say no to anything that detracts from your ability to do those two things. Most likely that no-one you know now will be a part of your life in 5-10 years, so don't frick up your future by sacrificing it to hang out with those people. Put yourself first, decide what/who you want to be in 10 years, put on horse blinkers and go after it to the exclusion of all else because your future happiness and prosperity really does depend on it. Learn from a 46 year old failures mistakes.
>"lazy in youth, needy in age"
This is the time for you to make the most progress in your life towards future success and security. At your age everyone wants to support you, give you the benefit of the doubt and if you fail you can always keep living with your parents, you'll never have more energy and resilience than you do at your age again. None of this will be true once you hit your 30's and 40's. The decisions you make in your 20's will affect the rest of your life, make the right ones. Study your ass off, work your ass off, say yes to anything that enhances your ability to do those two things and say no to anything that detracts from your ability to do those two things. Most likely that no-one you know now will be a part of your life in 5-10 years, so don't frick up your future by sacrificing it to hang out with those people. Put yourself first, decide what/who you want to be in 10 years, put on horse blinkers and go after it to the exclusion of all else because your future happiness and prosperity really does depend on it. Learn from a 46 year old failures mistakes.
And for the love of God, please don't get into the trades.
t. 25 year old
keep doing things, outdoors, even if you are failing and being humiliated
I am between the n*rmies and blackpill on this. On one hand society is shit, people will hate you and try to hurt you for no reason, especially if you're a man because you are fair game. On the other hand you have to go out there anyway or your life will be more shit.
also this
Leave this place.
You have probably learned everything you can here, it is just a fact of life that the racists were right all along and black people are less intelligent on average or that the great boomer social experiment just made us decadent and weak, for example. Keep with the theme of accepting reality but rolling with it anyway. Hide your power level if you must, but don't hide yourself away from the world.
You will make it if you stick to this, you're 20.
also this
this [...]
do literally anything else, years will pass in the blink of an eye
when I finally went outside, every day had meaning and purpose and seemed longer, even if things were hard, I remember my first week more than I do a year terminally online
yes.
first, ignore all the other anons they are just memeing
secondly, life is hard and no woman needs you to add to her woes wih your bullshit. be as easy your circumstances allow to.
third, that's it. godspeed, you're on your own now.
I accepted that the only way to overcome the absence of love in my life wasn't to blithely accept its absence or to continue struggling to fill it, but to never have been so impressed by it in the first place. To not have coveted the women that abandoned me the way I did, and to stop being haunted by some privileged limit-experience in my youth that never happened. Once you get older you see the banality that lurks beneath everything, and your own sheltered idealization of everything is a lie. I can't even begin to articulate how freeing this was. Now I can focus on myself and not let the past haunt me. Felt like fricking Andy at the end of Shawshank.
After 6 years of depression being a fat unemployed shit I started working out, got fit and got a good job to where I'm pretty comfortable now. I thought that point I'd be ready for a relationship but after a few feeble attempts I realise it wouldnt make me happy and I need to be alone. Now I feel more anhedonic and unmotivated than ever, knowing this is who I am until the day I die maes me feel this is the end of my life
Mabye it's just sn autism thing but I've always felt like I needed to be honest with myself and others,not lying about his I feel and what I say,hell most if my friends know me as the guy who hates israelites the same way /misc/ does ,at first I was nervous about even mentioning it but I decided to be confident in how I feel,and they pretty much accept that that how I see israelites they can't say I'm wrong since I've never lied about them,so really just be confident in your honesty and people will accept you
In my mid thirties. There's a certain realization that comes with that age, you start to act however the frick you want and become almost completely indifferent to other people's opinions of you.
27. 31 now. Don’t give a frick at all
due to a very stressful period in my life, i was forced to grow up 10 years in 2 so for me it was 23. I even looked like I was in my thirties. I stopped giving a frick. I got laid and didn't care. nothing phases me. it's not even being cool and disconnected, i have this numb feeling about everything. I'm 30 now.
That's just depression. No one who says they hit this point in their 20s is credible. You come off as a legitimate edgy teen in your post who hasn't grown up at all.
For me, it was when I hit 30, and officially became a Wizard. I finally understood that the rest of my life would be the same, despite the fact that the years leading up to this one were also the same.
You just realise that you can't fight who you're meant to be, and for me, it was being a loser. At least I'm smarter than my parents, because I don't have kids.
>I finally understood that the rest of my life would be the same,
it isnit. it literally isnt. all you have to do is leave your home and mingle. the rest will follow on its own wihout you having to do sth about it or be someone.
Whenever I picture ugly (probably nonwhite) virgins relating to Rust, I just can’t stop laughing
You're even an even worse breed of loser. The type that thinks and types like that.
I can smell the turdiesphere
I ponder the moment you made this post. The idea of never having sex and touching grass
I spent all weekend working in the yard and mowing my lawn
Smells…crazy
so? so what?
>with
Does that mean you're white and wasting your time on Cinemaphile? Are you proud of that?
nta but at least you get a laugh here and there or talk about movies, not much else to do outside of that.
I'm just pointing out that if someone is White and spending their time with non-whites, then they shouldn't feel like they're better. If you were better, you would be hanging out with your own people. If your friends are all Black folk, then you are too.
>be third world sack of shit eating garbage
>run to western anime board from 2004
>ayooooo y u be spending time with ME huh
Wonder what the average IQ is of these shitskin parasites
I've been here longer than you, and also my IQ is higher than yours. Reply after I've filtered the thread. You wouldn't have replied to me if you had anyone to speak to, and now you have one less.
When I was 30, I not only accepted who I am but who others are, as in, I expect nothing from everyone, not in a nihilistic way, but I simply don't feel I'm entitled to do it, same about living up to people expectations about me.
I'm 28 but I'm still not satisfied with myself yet. But I won't change myself for others. I have high self-standards.
none of which matter. it doesnt matter who you THINK you are. who you really are will win over you think you are in the end.
I just don't feel like I'm really me until I'm successful. And that everything I do has to be in service of my ultimate ideal. And that anything I'm not doing to achieve that ideal is a flaw in my person or character that I need to correct.
Don't be so hard on yourself. If you have a good job and money then you're already ahead than most of the others.
I don't really have any of that. Had like 20k saved at one point, was set to go to school, but the memedemic shat all over that, basically used it to stay afloat. Working a shitty retail wagecuck job trying to save more again. I feel very far behind my peers, let alone my own ambitions.
Don't worry in no time at all you start getting old and then die later making none of that matter.
Just marathoned the first season, are the rest worth watching? I'm kind of discouraged since they don't star Harrelson and McConaughey.
Form your own opinions, homosexual.
>Turning 20 this year
Any advice you guys can give?
Leave this place.
this
do literally anything else, years will pass in the blink of an eye
Anything you settle on will always feel shit and you'll spend the rest of your life wondering if you should have done the opposite. Realize now that you'll have to deal with that no matter what.
Already been said, leave. Anything good that comes out of browsing this place will come at the cost of being a massive time sink.
You have no real friends and you cannot even rely on your own family. Romantic love is a lie made to sell movie tickets and love songs. Each time you feel like you're in love with a girl it's your monkey brain going haywire coupled with being socially conditioned into believing "the one" exists. Despite the popular belief, humans are not monogamous animals. You are alone in this world and the sooner you accept that the easier it will become to manoeuver your life. Read. Read the classics. Start with Dostoevsky. Eventually read The Bible and other religious texts cover to cover to form your own opinion on spirituality.
>Projection, the post
Ignore this moron and any doomer shit you see around.
>there are people here who are 7 years younger than me
How the frick. What on earth happened to get you here? Are zoomer women that bad?
>"lazy in youth, needy in age"
This is the time for you to make the most progress in your life towards future success and security. At your age everyone wants to support you, give you the benefit of the doubt and if you fail you can always keep living with your parents, you'll never have more energy and resilience than you do at your age again. None of this will be true once you hit your 30's and 40's. The decisions you make in your 20's will affect the rest of your life, make the right ones. Study your ass off, work your ass off, say yes to anything that enhances your ability to do those two things and say no to anything that detracts from your ability to do those two things. Most likely that no-one you know now will be a part of your life in 5-10 years, so don't frick up your future by sacrificing it to hang out with those people. Put yourself first, decide what/who you want to be in 10 years, put on horse blinkers and go after it to the exclusion of all else because your future happiness and prosperity really does depend on it. Learn from a 46 year old failures mistakes.
Everything in moderation. There's no point in running a 24/7 marathon just to get fricked up by random chance just before the finish line.
Listen to this guy
And for the love of God, please don't get into the trades.
t. 25 year old
keep doing things, outdoors, even if you are failing and being humiliated
I am between the n*rmies and blackpill on this. On one hand society is shit, people will hate you and try to hurt you for no reason, especially if you're a man because you are fair game. On the other hand you have to go out there anyway or your life will be more shit.
also this
You have probably learned everything you can here, it is just a fact of life that the racists were right all along and black people are less intelligent on average or that the great boomer social experiment just made us decadent and weak, for example. Keep with the theme of accepting reality but rolling with it anyway. Hide your power level if you must, but don't hide yourself away from the world.
You will make it if you stick to this, you're 20.
also this
when I finally went outside, every day had meaning and purpose and seemed longer, even if things were hard, I remember my first week more than I do a year terminally online
yes.
first, ignore all the other anons they are just memeing
secondly, life is hard and no woman needs you to add to her woes wih your bullshit. be as easy your circumstances allow to.
third, that's it. godspeed, you're on your own now.
Frick some girls because you literally have about 5 years left where the girls you know are actually fun, lively and don't look fricking worn out.
I'm almost there. Turning 25 soon.
but he breaks down and reduced to tears in the ending indicating that knowing oneself is an evolving neverending journey
ummm you do know he backtracks on all his stances and accepts religion in the end right?
>ummm
>literally shoots at God
2001
I know who I am, but I don't know if I have the strength to become him.
I accepted that the only way to overcome the absence of love in my life wasn't to blithely accept its absence or to continue struggling to fill it, but to never have been so impressed by it in the first place. To not have coveted the women that abandoned me the way I did, and to stop being haunted by some privileged limit-experience in my youth that never happened. Once you get older you see the banality that lurks beneath everything, and your own sheltered idealization of everything is a lie. I can't even begin to articulate how freeing this was. Now I can focus on myself and not let the past haunt me. Felt like fricking Andy at the end of Shawshank.
>When did it happen to you, Cinemaphile?
it happened when I realized that I am indeed the American Psycho
After 6 years of depression being a fat unemployed shit I started working out, got fit and got a good job to where I'm pretty comfortable now. I thought that point I'd be ready for a relationship but after a few feeble attempts I realise it wouldnt make me happy and I need to be alone. Now I feel more anhedonic and unmotivated than ever, knowing this is who I am until the day I die maes me feel this is the end of my life
Mabye it's just sn autism thing but I've always felt like I needed to be honest with myself and others,not lying about his I feel and what I say,hell most if my friends know me as the guy who hates israelites the same way /misc/ does ,at first I was nervous about even mentioning it but I decided to be confident in how I feel,and they pretty much accept that that how I see israelites they can't say I'm wrong since I've never lied about them,so really just be confident in your honesty and people will accept you